slowing intuiting the rules and goals of solitaire through trial and error on what the computer does and does not let me do rather than looking up the rules because it's a much funnier way to learn
ok but the faces lapis makes when peri starts crying in the final episode have me Unwell
(she has no idea how to react because last time this happened she was on the moon watching a muted version of it, now once again all she can do is watch steven comfort peridot who never felt safe enough to be vulnerable with her and probably STILL doesn’t because the one time she did everything blew up in her face, and what’s more THIS scene is only because steven’s leaving on good terms, with time to say GOODBYE and EVERYTHING DO YOU SEE WHAT IM SAYING)
Thinking about Aventurine when he's running on little to no sleep, in the late hours of the night that could be considered the next morning.
Thinking about how well he holds up his facade. How well he plays his role as Aventurine when he's pushed past his limits.
Thinking about seeing him sitting on the couch, head in his hands, unaware of your presence. Gloves and coat discarded on the floor. Silent sobs wracking his body.
Thinking about if this is Aventurine you're seeing, or someone else.