ok but the faces lapis makes when peri starts crying in the final episode have me Unwell

(she has no idea how to react because last time this happened she was on the moon watching a muted version of it, now once again all she can do is watch steven comfort peridot who never felt safe enough to be vulnerable with her and probably STILL doesn’t because the one time she did everything blew up in her face, and what’s more THIS scene is only because steven’s leaving on good terms, with time to say GOODBYE and EVERYTHING DO YOU SEE WHAT IM SAYING)