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j-wilson-md · 2 years
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how much does survival hurt?
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spacesistersimp · 2 years
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Actually, no, let's talk about it.
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voidsoull · 1 year
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hommoturttle · 2 years
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a Fanfic I'll Never Write
(a/n: i don't intend to really finish this, nor do i know where i was going with it. haha)
pairing: TFWS! Bucky x Reader
warnings: sexual content, bdsm aspects, alcohol, mild misogyny (you really have to squint), story starts in a very random place so I'm sorry if at first it doesn't make sense. let me know if I miss anything else also, this has NOT been beta read, i own up to all mistakes and incorrect grammar
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"no. no! anyone but her!" bucky yelled at sam and Zemo holding his hands up to further prove his protest.
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the bar they walked into was loud. the way it was designed was like someone hadn't grown out of their 12 year old emo phase. black walls, floors and tables. the bar counter was the focal point with thousands of light up skulls that changed color with the music that was playing. fake spiderwebs and Victorian portraits hung on the walls with pictures of someone called BeetleJuice. "he looks like you before coffee" Sam mocked Zemo pointing to those pictures.
the patrons of this bar were also dressed in all black, a few had neon colored hair that Bucky had to remind himself this wasn't the 40's anymore. people had the right to look however they wanted, even if he still found unnatural hair colors weird.
surrounded by a crowd at the bar was the woman they were looking for. but what they saw her doing nearly gave bucky a heart attack. the poor old man that he was.
Y/N Y/L/N was topless laying titts up on the counter while some punk was pouring hot candle wax on her. the crowd was hollering and whistling in excitement. "has she always had her nipples pierced?" Zemo asked noone in particular. Bucky was this close to crushing his windpipe for staring at his girl.
just because he left her so she could live a life without his baggage didn't mean he had stopped thinking of her as his girl.
Y/N arched her back and stuck her tongue out. a different man poured his drink down her throat and tried to touch her without his permission. Bucky saw red, but before he could go play hero Y/N had sat up and started twisting that guy's arm behind him.
"did i give you permission to touch me? last i checked pet, i hadn't. you gonna make it up to me? how bout an apology." Y/N bit his ear and shoved him to the ground.
the man instantly fell to his knees, placing his hands on his thighs with his head facing downward. "forgive me mistress, i need to be punished so badly! let me please you!"
Sam and Bucky looked at each other in confusion. Zemo though looked like he had gotten what he wanted on Christmas morning.
Y/N cocked her head to the side and lifted her foot so it rested on the man's crotch. he whimpered and had a blissed out look on his face. "kiss it."
the man instantly did as she said kissing her foot with the utmost reverence. Y/N held her head up while looking at the man in disgust. she pushed him off her and slapped him across the face. "you're pathetic. a real man wouldn't be a spineless twat like you are now. strip and meet me on the stage pet. i feel like teaching you a lesson."
the crowd around the pair cheered with more hollering and whistles.
"what kind of bar did you say this was?" Zemo asked Sam seeing as how he was the one to bring the trio there.
"i..i was told it was an alternative bar. you know, for goths or something." Sam was stuttering and blushing slightly. Bucky never took his eyes off Y/N. he knew her too well. he could see she was just putting on a show, but wasn't really getting any enjoyment from being this dominant. he knew what kind of submissive she usually was. he had spent hours learning.
was it weird that thought brought him some comfort?
"come on" he told his awkward group as he made his way to the bar. there was a woman behind the bar with only a little more clothing on than Y/N. she had curly brown hair and harsh blue eyes that showed how unkind life had been. "what can i get you?"
she sounded exhausted and more than ready to go home.
"how often does she do this?" Bucky asked the woman, not wanting to waste her time even more so.
the woman gave him a small once over with an eyebrow raised, but didn't say what she was thinking.
"she's one of our regulars. she does this when she's pissed of about something usually. the wax thing is new though. not complaining about it, it's just new." the woman shrugged her shoulders. Bucky nodded.
"so, can i get you anything to drink or are just going to be pervy?"
"i'll have a Vodka Tonic if you would be so kind." Zemo ordered his drink. "and your name so that i don't feel like i'm disrespecting you madam."
the woman chuckled “you wouldn't be the first man. my name is Sami. i'll get that drink going for you." she turned to sam, "anything sound good?"
Sam ordered a beer but wasn't paying much attention to her. he was focused on Bucky wondering what was going through his head. bucky didn't want to see Y/N or bring her onto this mission. last he heard, the pair had a falling out caused by Bucky, but here he was staring at her like all he wants to do is take her in his arms and never let go. Y/N still hadn't noticed the trio, too busy hitting a poor, near naked man with a ridding crop on a stage for the whole bar to see.  Sam just had to laugh at the scene.
just when he thought this was going to be a moment of calm in a world of crazy, Bucky started walking towards the stage and he didn't look happy.
"bucky! don't... you...don't!"
it was too late, the super soldier stood right in front of the dominatrix with a defiant look in his eye and his arms folding across his chest, metal arm shining in the lights. Sami the bartender thought he looked equal parts dangerous and sexy. Sam just thought he looked stupid.
Y/N though....
Y/N thought he looked beautiful. all rough, dark, and commanding. it didn't take away the hurt though and that pissed her off.
Y/N jumped of the stage to stand right in front of him, one had murder in their eyes, the other possession. "what the fuck are you doing here Barnes?" Y/N's voice sounded like pure venom.
Bucky gave a soft, sad smile. "it's good to see you too doll."
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after that awkward reunion, everyone sat down in a corner booth of the bar away from prying ears and leering eyes. Y/N still hadn't put a shirt back on. Bucky swore this woman was gonna be the death of him. "so let me get this straight, you break him out of a high security prison,"
Zemo had the nerve to smile.
"you thought you made the right choice in giving up the shield, so now it's in the hands of the human version of moldy blue cheese,"
Sam folded his arms and rolled his eyes.
"and you still can't look me in the eyes, but you want my help with 'terrorists gone wild'."
Bucky stared at the table even harder.
"we understand that we're asking a lot from you Y/N, but we could really use your help." Sam tried pleading with her, though he wasn't happy with what she said.
Y/N sighed and leaned back in her seat, rolled her head side to side to try cracking her neck. it didn't work unfortunately.
"I’m in. but lets get one thing straight,"
she turned to look at Bucky. "after this, don't ever think of pushing me away again to hurt yourself further." Bucky finally met her eye and saw her big (Y/E/C) eyes filled with anger, concern, and love. how a woman like her could ever love a broken shell like him, he'd never understand.
"I promise." those words were barely spoken over a whisper, but they were felt like bombs.
Sam, and even Zemo, felt like they the uninvited 3rd wheel intruding on a moment they weren't supposed to be.
"Sami! mind pouring me a drink to go?" Y/N called out.
Sami rolled her eyes but had a soft caring smile on her face as she grabbed the rum behind her. "you owe me!"
TAGLIST: @buckle-up-buttercups @whovianhalfblood @gideonknave @roulu @itsbobbi
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six-demon-bag · 5 months
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what if zemo batman au
zemo batman.......i'll be real, i only know battinson and idk that zemo could do emo reclusive. he does have the rich part down...
bucky, however....he was born for messy eyeliner and dramatics
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buckys-metal-arm · 2 years
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Thinking about how a friend once pointed out to me that Zemo's 'the Super Soldier Serum corrupts everyone except for that One Time (Steve)' theory is B.S. because James Buchanan "Bucky" Barnes has the Serum and it never corrupted him and all the things someone could point to as 'corruption' that he did he was straight up not in control of his mind and body and like it just makes me emo and angry okay Bucky is a good person God dammit
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redwingsupportgroup · 3 years
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You wanna see what someone can do with leverage?
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xxlumos · 3 years
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Okay, I am officially starting episode one of Emo Man ™ and Falcon!! WISH ME LUCK. I better not catch any feels for these characters... 🤨
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EYOOOO I can’t promise you anything 😌😌✋
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lokistoriesblog · 2 years
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LokiStoriesBlog's 2021 FIC REC ROUNDUP
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As we gear up to bring 2021 to a close, I wanted to take a moment to share some of my favourite fics from this past year with all of you. This is just a small sample of the many fics I enjoyed over the last year, so please check them and their authors out! xoxo Kayls aka @lokistoriesblog
Loki
"Two Sides of a Coin" or "Don't Let Me Go" by @handmaiden-of-mischief or anything from Kiki's Loki masterlist
"For a Moment" by @gaitwae
"Trouble" by @silver-tongued-bby
"Needy" by @ambrosiase
"In Shades of Blue, He'll Dream of You" by @kneel-bitches
"Glorious Purpose" by @high-functioning-lokipath
"Movie Night" by @the-emo-asgardian
"Dad" by @lovelybarnes
"Softy" by @theaudacitytowrite
"The Party" by @agentkinghorn
"Welcome Home" by @lokis-little-fawn
Jotun Loki
"After The After Party" by @starks-hero
"No Touchies" by @give-me-a-moose
"Cold Hands" by @sinner-as-saint
"Tiny Dancer" by @lokis-right-nut
Tom Hiddleston
"Wrong Number" or "Red" by @youlightmeupfinn or honestly anything from Taylor's Tommy masterlist
"Something Good" by @immersed-in-mischief
"The Nanny" or "The Cabin" by @handsomelyhiddleston
"Look Left!" by @sabine-leo
Bucky
"Fake Boyfriend, Real Orgasm's" by @bucksfucks
"The Mating Program" by @multi-stann
Zemo
"Emperor's New Clothes" by @maiden-of-asgard
"Take Care of You" by @zemosimp05
Flip Zimmerman
"Pretty Girl" by @bookishofalder
"Love Thy Neighbour" by @strangunddurm
Chris Evans
"I'm Just An Assistant" by @time-for-a-lullaby
"Best Friend's Brother" by @secretswiftymarvelfan
Ransom Drysdale
"Mrs. Drysdale" by @payperhearts
"Alpha, May I" by @imaginedreamwrite
Fred Weasley
"Left Waiting at the Three Broomsticks" by @potter-imagines
"I Don't Share" by @horrorxweasley or anything from Rachel's kinktober masterlist
If you made it this far - thank you for reading my fic rec list. Sorry it isn't a cumbersome list, there have been so many more that I enjoyed over the year but I wanted to highlight a small few to share with you all.
Please let me know if you read any of them from my list, would love to chat about them!
🕯manifesting good vibes for 2022🕯
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anasweetlywrites · 3 years
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Fanfics / Imagines recommendation list - Part 2
Since I'm cleaning up the stuffs I've been liking here I also thought about making of blog with fanfics I like and recommend so whenever I'll want to read again I can tap the link and other people can discover them as well instead of scrolling and scrolling...
Warning !!! : smut,fluff,angst . All of them are x reader.
The tag limit its 50 people I’ll make multiple parts~ But this time I don’t think I reached that number in this part.
Part 1 : Bucky , Zemo, Benedict, Steve , Stucky , Sebastian Stan, Chris Evans
Loki
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Loki finding out about reader’s birthday @saberdeity
For dirty whispers in case you didn’t find their blog yet @lokis-dirty-whispers
POV: you're secretly dating your history(or english) professor, loki laufeyson. @ramona-thorns
All of these made by @clandestineloki
Coming Home to Loki After A Bad Day Would Include...
loki realizes his s/o has never received aftercare
Just The Touch Of Your Love
Softer (NSFW)
coming home to find you asleep in lingerie (nsfw)
Next To You
My Darling Dove
Before and After
I’m sure most of you know about Bee’s works @shiningloki . I’ve read almost all her one shots and I hope I’ll be able to make enough time to read /finish reading her series too.
Late-night cravings  @maiden-of-asgard
Head-cannon: Loki finds out you’ve been trying to learn asgardian for him @multifandombitch666
His Shirt @anonymousfiction211
in charge @earlgreydream
Nothing would make me happier @the-emo-asgardian
Loki xxx Pollen @mrsaugustwalker
Wrong room @lokiskitten
happy place @umbrae-in-nive
Sweet Dom @imagine-loki
A Small Crime   @fadingfics
Driven to Distraction @grufflepuff-writes-stuff
Stop & Smell the Flowers @bellesque​
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Tony Stark
Monday mornings @agustdowney
Power outage @mostly-marvel-musings
Kiss @mostly-marvel-musings
All of these by @another-stark-sub
Your Name
Til Next Semester
Silver Fox
Having a one night stand with Tony
using your safe word for the first time with Tony
Pinned Down
Stress @disasterofastory
Sorry I guess I’m picky or... anyway enjoy if I will find more I’ll add them in the next part/parts.
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neverlandsky · 3 years
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MCU AS HIGHSCHOOL STEREOTYPES
jocks: natasha romanoff, sam wilson, makkari, clint barton, carol danvers, thena, gilgamesh, shang chi, valkyrie
preps: tony stark, kate bishop, hope van dyne, tchalla, ikaris, jane foster
nerds: peter parker, bucky barnes, bruce banner, james rhodes, darcy lewis, phastos, shuri
emo/goths: stephen strange, druig, wanda maximoff, loki, maria hill, yelena belova, agatha harkness, ava starr
theatre: scott lang, thor, kingo, sprite, mobius, helmut zemo
art kids: steve rogers, vision, mj, sersi, ajak, pepper potts, sharon carter
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babybluebex · 3 years
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Now a real question
What kind of kinks Daniel's characters would have?
oh boy THIS is a pandora’s box
hmm i guess i’ll go down my list of my favs of The Danny Bunch™ lmao
alex kerner (goodbye lenin) has a thing for smoking. he likes to watch you smoke, and he HAS to smoke after sex. god forbid you go to a party with him and someone passes you a joint, because homie is Erect Instantly. he also likes for you to be on top, so most of your fucks are like he’s on the couch and just looking up at you. i also feel like he has a thing for, like, your hips, and he’ll always grab at them/bite them. there’s been more than one occasion where he’s left teeth marks on your hip. he likes to eat you out. he likes the way your thighs quiver around his head when you’re close. he loves to have you suck him off too, and his favorite is when you choke and gag on his cock and his precum dribbles down your chin. just the thought of THAT alone is enough to get him off.
andrea marowski (ladies in lavender) is a sub, so THATS something we have to talk about. this boy is a sub and a bottom, and he has the worst mommy/daddy kink ever. he just wants to be good for his partner and hear how he’s such a good boy. praise kink. praise kink AS HELL. if he EVER has to dom/top, he is a service top. if his partner has breasts, boy he is ALL OVER THEM. he likes to hold your tits and roll your nipple between his fingers, he likes to rest his head on them when cuddling, and man oh man he is forever on a quest to have a titty in his mouth. he also likes for you to be on top, and he’s sucking your tits the entire time (my breastfeeding kink goes brrr). baby man. that’s all.
niki lauda (rush)... where do i start with this guy. maybe it’s not so much a kink, but he’s into quick fucks. right before/after a race, he’ll shove his partner against a wall and just Go To Town. i also feel like he likes bareback/creampie, but not breeding. he just wants to own his partner. degradation as hell— “god, you’re such a whore on your knees like this, bet you wanna suck off every racer here, huh?” and i touched on this earlier but it bears repeating: he Can and Will take pictures of you and keep them in his wallet/pocket/sun visor, anywhere he can possibly have them. just a picture of his fist in your hair and you can sorta see his cock buried in you in the corner of the picture, and if someone sees the polaroid, he’s just Proud. i also feel like he likes to overstimulate you, so he’ll fuck you until you’re so close that you can taste it, and he’ll pull out and do whatever the fuck. and teasing AS HELL. “if i place first, i’ll come back and fuck you stupid, how does that sound?”
laszlo kreizler (the alienist), like niki, is into quick fucks. like, pushing your skirt up and just fucking you hard and fast, then returning to work like nothing ever happened. (he likes to see your weak legs, and he’s proud of himself if you have to sit down). he also likes really slow stuff too, though, and he’ll take his time laying you down and undressing you and will kiss your neck and it’s the definition of Making Love. although, unlike niki, las is ALL about that breeding kink. he doesn’t really want kids, but he’s in love with the idea of seeing his partner all big and pregnant and barefoot around the house. it’s all part of staking his claim on you. he also really likes giving his partner hickies, because the clothing of the period allowed for shit like that (high collars on shirts, long sleeves with coats, etc). i feel like there’s a hint of choking in there too; he just grabs at your cravat when fucking you and won’t stop until he sees tears in your eyes.
zemo (tfatws) just... again, he is worthy of his own post, but i’ll make this quick: choking. spanking. pulling your hair. spitting (on your tits, in your mouth, on your cunt before he slides into you). a little tiny bit of slapping too (just Smack A Clit and hear a bitch whimper, i agree). he also has SUCH a thing for like, buying you nice jewelry and fucking you while you’re wearing it. bonus points if it’s a necklace and he gets to watch it bounce off your tits while you fuck yourself on his cock. and buying you nice makeup and edging you until you’re crying and that expensive mascara is running in rivulets down your cheeks.
padre domingo (MY MF MANS)... i literally have no idea where to start with this guy. he DEF is all about what’s bad and sinful and looked down upon, so he likes forbidden rendezvous, which include railing you over the alter. he’s into bondage, but in the way that he’ll wrap his rosary around your wrists and keep count of how many orgasms he’d given you (or, alternatively, how many times he’s edged you). bonus points if he has access to your rosary, so he has TWO rosaries and DOUBLE the number yknow. also... i haven’t really talked ab this before... but... anal. he likes it. he buys into the idea of like “god’s back door” or whatever the fuck, so he’ll be in your ass and like fingering your cunt and pinching your clit WOW i am actually turning red here. he also likes eating you out, mainly for the moment where you squeal when he sucks on your clit and your thighs try to close around his head. he likes for you to be loud. he likes to hear how much pleasure he’s giving you.
hmmm... i think i’ll end this with someone i haven’t touched on before: checo from paradise mall (or, as i call him, emo baby boy who DEFINITELY listens to three cheers for sweet revenge on a fuckn loop)
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he just. he. he likes to have his hair pulled. he loves his long hair and, even when y’all aren’t fucking, he likes to have his hair played with. he also likes quick fucks; like, the picture above gives me very “we’re out with friends but you look delicious, come with me to the bathroom and let me rail you”. and he has you leaned over the sink and is fucking you from behind, and he shoves his fingers in your mouth and forced you to watch yourself in the mirror, and he’s in your ear the entire time “you’re squeezing the shit outta me, honey. ya like watching yourself get fucked like the dumb little slut you are? yeah, you fucking like it, i can feel your little cunt getting wetter by the second.” size kink as HELL too, like, he’ll press his hand to your belly as he fucks you and he’ll go harder and faster until he feels himself through you against his hand. he likes to mark you up too, so like hickies on your neck, collarbones, shoulders, thighs, stomach, hips. if he knows that you’ll be wearing a specific item of clothing in the coming days, he will make the darkest, most obscene marks in places that he KNOWS will show.
feel free to add onto this
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rumblelibrary · 3 years
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Can you do a Baron Zemo x Emo! Reader smut? Like reader gets teased by others or like Sam and Bucky always comment on there music or outfit? And it ends kinda fluffy?
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Net of Desire [Baron Helmut Zemo x Emo!Reader]
Word count: 2k
Warnings: SMUT and a bit of annoying commenting on outfits
Author’s note: I hope I channeled your desire here, sorry for taking so long!!
You were sitting on the armchair side ways, legs thrown on one of the arms there, a book on your lap. Sharon’s apartment still the most luxurious place you have ever been after Zemo’s jet.
“Are you not getting changed Y/N?” Same asked as he took off the expensive suit Zemo gave him for something more toned down.
You looked up from the book you just stole from Sharon’s coffee table up to him.
“Nope”
Sam sighed “you know, it is about not being noticed, not please notice me so half of Madripoor is on our asses” he said trying to be ironic.
You looked at him, again, eyes casting back on the book a second after.
Bucky moved inside the room wearing a fancy blazer, giving Sam just another excuse to not shut up.
“See? Even the 1940’s man got changed, can’t you?”
Once more, you didn’t answer his teasing.
It wasn’t the first time it happened, Sam begun this little teasing game when you grew enough comfortable with him, it was innocent at first, you laughed it off, but with some time it begun taking a tool on you.
You wanted so badly to send him to fuck off, you did actually more than once, but it just never gained the effect that sentence was meant to have. So by now you resumed to just allow yourself to keep silent and let it go, if you can’t fight them…even though it still hurt you.
Zemo observed the scene from afar, he sipped his whisky analysing the situation, noticing the discomfort you sported in your body language. His eyes drifting onto your criticised outfit as Sam called him to stand.
“So, you’re not coming?” Sam asked now surprised.
“No, I prefer to rest” you said hating yourself for not snapping at him before.
So they left, you were alone, again.
The loneliness feeling sinking into you as you stood up moving in front of the big baroque mirror leaned against the wall.
You liked yourself, you felt yourself now, like this, in these clothing, in the fishnets Bucky frowned upon so much, in the dark colours. This was you. Why you couldn’t be you?
You sighed deciding to go over the news and check from your computer the news and political situation, the world was on fire, the news talking about the Flag Smashers everywhere.
“Do they always bother you like that?”
Zemo’s voice rang through you, you gulped softly as you looked at him, purple turtleneck and all, gracing your sight with his figure and charm.
“Mostly” you admitted “Shouldn’t you be downstairs, with them watching over you?”
He smirked “I pulled my dance moves out, those two can’t appreciate anything different than the standard, it was easy to leave when they look away for the embarrassment” he assured to you, his words slightly ringing through you.
He moved closer as he leaned on side inspecting what you were doing, his eyes darting on the screen “And they worry about your clothing” he chuckled as the news about the flag smashers were more than worrying.
“Have you ever thought..”
He begun but you quickly killed any phrase “No I won’t change”
He smirked but continued just as you didn’t interrupt him “….to send those two to fuck off?”
You smirked nodding slowly like you’re considering it before letting out a soft chuckle.
“Done it already, it didn’t work that much”
He looked at you as his eyes travelled over you  “I like it, it is provocative”
You rolled your eyes, you just hated it, you didn’t want to be indulged, yo stared up at him as his eyes weren’t mocking you, there was no play of words in him, at least not now.
You couldn’t deny you felt attracted to him, the confidence that rose through him, the intoxicating charm, the controlled attitude.
“You’re provoking me”
He smirked “That’s what I do better, however I feel like we both are well into provoking the two of them”
“Pissing them off” you corrected
“Give them a reason to shut up” he shot back as his right hand on your laptop closing it.
He was inches away from you by now and you just closed the space between the two of you, you didn’t need all the convincing he leaned onto you, but it just made it hotter.
His lips tasted sour like the shot he had before, the tension of the escaped peril back at Shelby’s  still lingering over you more than you though, a sense of urgency taking over your senses.
Then he pulled back from that kiss, hands grasping onto your hips, he pressed his forehead against yours as he pulled your hoodie off you, you dragged him by his sweater to the room Sharon gave you.
You weren’t processing it that much, he was hot, the feeling was mutual and he was the first person to just look at you in a way you never felt before.
He took off his turtleneck as you undid his belt, there was a rush within the two of you, you couldn’t hold it back, maybe it was also the possibility to be found or how Zemo wasn’t touching anyone from seven yers.
He cursed in Sokovian under his breath as you laid on the bed, he peeled off the black skinny ripped jeans you wore leaving you in those dark fishnets while your hands went down to your hips to take those off. “Keep them” he requested, hands moving over the intricate design of it positioning himself between your legs, he leaned down hovering you “So beautiful” he whispered joining your lips again as his hands ripped off the only part of your fishnets he needed access from, his fingers playing with you so securely you felt your body showered by pleasure shivers. “Zemo” you groaned as he leaned closer to you moving your underwear on side to better access to your wetness.
“Look at you, so helpless” he murmured against your lips “how could anyone want to miss this sight?” He groaned against your lips, he was a tease, a very hot one. He knew how to make you shiver, tremble, ask for more with just the little charm of his fingers, but that wasn’t enough. You didn’t want to reach your pleasure like this.
Your hands moved down pushing his pants and underwear off him going to pump his hard on.
“Don’t make me wait” you groaned as he could’t say no to such a request, his hands leaving your core unattended as he pushed inside you easily earning a groan of pleasure and relief from you.
He begun moving soon, slow at first, testing you and your body before changing angle slightly and moving harder inside you. 
“Fuck”
He smirked to your little curse, his hips making their way inside you deep and steadily, his fingers grasping your thighs once more, slipping between the fishnets, moulding with them, breaking them as he used them to guide you even more closer, if possible, his lips biting and sucking yours, his need not even mildly concealed while he dragged his lips onto your neck, one hand still tangled to the fishnets while the other run over your body searching for the most sensitive spots to play with them adding pleasure to the existing one.
You grabbed his neck, you pulled his hair dragging him closer, he loved it, he adored the way you desired him, to feel desired felt old, it felt impossible after so many years behind glass wearing always the same clothing, hearing only the same phrases.
Pleasure seemed the first reason the two of you went down onto this situation, in the end it was pleasure and closeness. Neither of you felt the need to get parted even after you both moaned and shouted your orgasms. He would stay still and hover you, you’d stare at him with a soft shiver tracing your body. He would sit up, staring down at you in your only fishnets pulling up one of your legs to his shoulder to kiss on the inner side of your knee.
A smile played on your lips, and then on his.
“Oh you” he smirked leaning down between your legs.
Beside the clear embarrassment that sourced in your companions when coming back from the party they just found your hoodie around and nothing else but moans of pleasure coming from your room, the best part was the next morning when nobody really had the will to speak up.
You were sitting on a stool in the kitchen applying your make up in front of a tiny mirror when Zemo made his way in front of you standing on the other side of the kitchen isle, glares darting over him from everywhere as your distressed fishnet was proudly wrapped around your legs still. You looked up at him as he smiled at you and leaned on his elbows leaning his face forward, you smirked taking his chin into your hand gently as he looked up while you applied a bit of dark eyeliner underneath his eyes.
Not a single comment being made that day.
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anteroom-of-death · 3 years
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The song Ghost Love Score by Nightwish (most pertaining to 2013 Floor Jansen wacken editon) for tonal indicators) is a great voice for the fall of Helmut Zemo in his grief and ventures to seek what he feels is just to mourn his wife and son...as well as the past image of Sokovia and his father.
Lyrics:
"We used to swim the same moonlight waters
Oceans away from the wakeful day"
Obviously the wakeful day being the day it finally sank in that his Heike and Carl were never coming back to him. Mooring upon the distant shore of life without which gave him real meaning and the strength to be simply.
"Scent of the sea before the waking of the world
Brings me to thee, into the blue memory"
Depersonalization- the re-listening of the voice-mail and the slapping forms of anger towards the Avengers for their destruction and the blueness of memory of what could have been a cool memory for Carl- seeing the Iron Man, if he would have lived...
It gets slower and sweet yet twisted. It's filled with heart ache and struggling to keep anything but wist in the tone.
"A siren from the deep came to me
Sang my name; my longing
Still I write my songs about that dream of mine
Worth everything I may ever be"
His sirens are the call of joining his wife and son in death. To no longer be a survivor, but to join the dead, sirens mythologically drug down their prey into the depths.
The dream of his? Destruction of all that caused this and prevention of more pain like he has gone through, before his proverbial drowning. Its all he is, and all he will be now.
"The Child will be born again
That siren carried him to me
First of them true loves
Singing on the shoulders of an angel
Without care for love ‘n loss"
Again a metaphor for the idea of a hope that he'll see them again in death. He knows it's childlike and careless to think so, but in the siren song of suicidal tendencies, the imagery of the afterlife- an angelic paradise with Heike and Carl...his only true loves in life. Wife and son.
He's without care for the recompense.
So the music changes "act" here. It gets ramped up here. Almost morphs into a different song entirely. It becomes more erratic and less about symphonic forms, but a true ballad on manic mode.
"Bring me home or leave me be
My love in the dark heart of the night
I have lost the path before me
The one behind will lead me" (x2)
The love he has is in the dark, mangled and leaving him on a lost, dangerous past. He is compelled by the one(s) (his wife/son) to give him strength to seek vengeance. It's repeated twice.
His resolve to carry on the mission. To go upon the darkness into the pathlessness of chaos and all it entails.
Another "act" change. It's more erratic and more gritty. It's scattered and harsh. Almost growls. It's hateful and yet cures the emotional agony.
"Take me
Cure me
Kill me
Bring me home
Every way
Every day
Just another loop in the hangman’s noose"
The solid resolve in him that every day into the death he fully embraces. One more pin stuck into the plans of his destruction of the Avengers and the Winter Solider programs. One more into his death. The death is self inflicted, yet of a cause that had outward causes.
"Take me, cure me, kill me, bring me home
Every way, every day
I keep on watching us sleep"
He relives it, all of the past all of the pain. He goes over the voice-mail, time and time again. He wants to go home, not just to the childlike hope of an afterlife, but to the memories of home. To Heike and Carl.
"Relive the old sin of Adam and Eve
Of you and me
Forgive the adoring beast"
The Bible metaphor is pretty straightforward. He knows this is all "sin". He is a beast of all the sins of pasts making.
Another "act" its a similar measure/melody to the first. Loops back upon the psyche. A return to innocence if you must. Which fits in with the next few lines.
"Redeem me into childhood
Show me myself without the shell
Like the advent of May
I’ll be there when you say
Time to never hold our love"
He's sitting in Siberia, listening one last time. He knows that it's death, blank and nothing else. A relief of pain. No one's at the other end. No loving heaven for him. Like May in Siberia, still the same endless cold. He just wants out. To cut off his suffering.
Okay so the chorus is:
"My fall will be for you
My love will be in you
If you be the one to cut me, I'll bleed forever."
Obviously indicating the loss of his wife and son in a future tense, knowing of what we know of his life pre-Heike this was a ticking time bomb of martyrdom for SOMETHING inevitably. The role of husband and father was this. However the last few of them changes to "You WERE the one to cut me, so I'll bleed forever." The Avengers and Ultron were the ones to cut him. The wound is forever. He even can't die because of them. The shift is palpable. He was cut and all this is released, forever. Even in prison all this seeped out and made him who is in TFAWS.
These are just my emotions and interpretations but I do speak with a bit of law because I am fucking EMO.
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shipthroughthepages · 3 years
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It sucks that AVAC isn’t a thing anymore because we definitely would’ve got a TFATWS event during it and I’m trying to imagine the tasks we could have gotten. Emo!Bucky writing songs about Sam, Sam circling the quad and catching Bucky when he fell off one of the buildings, an 8hr Zemo dancing task, Sharon stealing random pieces of art...
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avintagekiss24 · 3 years
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I'm fed up with these "tAkInG bUcKyS aRm OfF sHoWs No OnE tRuStEd HiM iN tHe FiRsT pLaCe" people. Like??? Y'all think people with prostheses never take them off??? 😂😂 Sorry bucko your arm is welded on for the rest of eternity.
I definitely think Bucky knew his arm could come off and knew how to do it; I think he was probably just surprised that Ayo did it to him on "battle". He obviously had no hesitation reattaching it, if he didn't know it came off how did he know it would magically pop back on like that?
And of course the whole situation is nuanced, both sides have validity and it's not a black and white "Bucky's right, Ayo's wrong" or vice versa situation. They each had reasons for doing what they did and people gotta move on now
(sorry for the novel)
Bucky knows his arm is detachable, I just don’t think he knew that it could be detached that way. Ayo makes a pretty deliberate, precise hand movement and because everything the Wakandans wear is infused with Vibranium, you can see like a current spread through his shoulder before it falls off. So it’s definitely a fail safe.
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Listen. I am a Bucky stan. I love that old ass, emo white man with all my heart, but you’d be insane to trust him 100%— even after removing his trigger words. He is self admittedly a semi-stable 100 year old man. He doesn’t even trust himself all the way— so how is anyone else supposed to?
Ayo obviously trusts this man a great deal. She gave him 8 full ass hours to fuck around with Zemo. She called him White Wolf in the beginning of the episode. After he interfered with her, she then calls him James— not Bucky, not Buck— but his government name. You only do that to people that have hurt or disappointed you in some way. The only way someone can hurt or disappoint you, is if you have some sort of trust and connection with them.
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