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❝𝐏𝐀𝐂: 𝐇𝐨𝐰 𝐝𝐨𝐞𝐬 𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐚 𝐬𝐞𝐱 𝐠𝐨𝐝𝐝𝐞𝐬𝐬/𝐠𝐨𝐝 𝐢𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐟𝐮𝐥𝐟𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐢𝐫 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐞𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐯𝐞𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐝 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐭𝐫𝐮𝐥𝐲 𝐧𝐞𝐞𝐝?❞

What do you truly crave during masturbation? What do you need?

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Pile I

Reversed ace of swords

You need to stop thinking about others when you masturbate. Your thoughts are all scattered. I see an image of a deck of cards, all hearts scattered around, some cards on top of each other. Some are on the ground, some are ripped up, and then there is you. Feeling hopeless and lost. I'm feeling so sad and doubtful right now. This is your overall energy.

What do you truly crave during masturbation?

Start to use sex toys on yourself instead of your fingers. You crave sexual intimacy and desire someone to touch you. So try adding vibrators, dildos, or dick rings (it keeps echoing in my head). Also, whenever you think about others, grab a pillow and add perfume to it. So whatever perfume reminds you of the person you constantly think of, spray it and leave it next to you. And when you crave their touch, smell the pillow, breathe in the scent, and then daydream about it. Intuition tells me you should also learn to be comfortable with yourself and be turned on by your own kinks rather than others. Because at the end of the day, you have yourself, right? So follow it through. Oh! And for those who are a system, try to focus on the kinks that have made you comfortable rather than your alters. And that it’s okay to like something different than your host. It doesn’t make you stupid; you’re valid to like something else.

What do you need?

You need to learn how to focus on your own desires and what makes you comfortable. Learn to be comfortable in your presence and start craving what makes you happy, not others. Prioritize feeling comfortable in your body too. As for my followers with a system, learn how to feel comfortable with who you are instead of the body. Because you are still worthy of this reading, okay? Okay. :)

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Pile II

Seven of cups

Wow, such beautiful energy. I am seeing a woman enchantingly walking on a stream of water barefoot. She has a long, beautiful white dress, and her face is illuminating. A smile is tainted on her lips, and her eyes are soft and pure. She keeps walking to seek something but becomes sad when she cannot reach it. You guys have the thing you need, but you walk past it because you are lost in your fantasies.

What do you truly crave during masturbation?

Yourself. Intuition tells me that you crave yourself during sex instead of the one night stands you do. Instead of having sex with your lover, having friends with benefits, having a master or owner, having orgies—you name it. Start masturbating alone and be connected with that part of you. Stop seeking external energies because they can exhaust us; seek your own self. Sometimes, we become lost in the world and believe that to enjoy body pleasure or sex, we need someone else. But people always forget that you get that pleasure from yourself before you get it from others. Intuition always says, ‘’if you keep seeking other people for pleasure, you will forget yourself in the process. Start seeking what you need and what makes you hungry.’’ Basically, my intuition is saying, stop becoming hungry for other people and their sexual parts; start becoming hungry for your own. Start touching yourself. It’s okay to touch yourself; it's completely normal, almost everyone does it, and it doesn’t make you bad or embarrassing, so don't worry. Do things that make you happy, because if you keep seeking external pleasure, you will lose yourself in the process.

What do you need?

Masturbate with yourself. Appreciate your own beauty; appreciate your own body. Become flustered with your own body. Do things for yourself. Don't feel bad if your sex partner or lover wants to have sex and you don't. Tell them how you feel, set boundaries, and let go of the worry. Breathe in and out a few times, and tell yourself those boundaries. You must value yourself because you need to heal that part of yourself. I keep hearing a cat, so maybe you’re into pet play and feel shameful about it. Don’t; it’s normal. Just learn to appreciate your kinks too.

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Pile III

Six of pentacles

I see a child who throws tantrums constantly. Always begging their parents for something and always being called a spoiled brat. However, in this scenario, they are. They’re greedy, selfish, rude, and always need more, never appreciating what they have. Always seeking more. More fun, more riches, more attention—consumed by lust and gluttony.

What do you truly crave during masturbation?

Gratitude. The energy I feel with you is stressful. I feel anxious and tired mentally, physically I feel icky; I feel greedy; and I feel very scared. I feel like everything is out to get me. That’s how you all feel, literally. I need you.. I need all of you to let go of the past and your ex and find gratitude and appreciation for yourself. I need you guys to understand that you cannot go insane and treat others badly because the ex that you were obsessed with left you; you must show respect for their decision. Because this obsession you guys are holding dearly isn’t going to help you in terms of sex or in general. As for what you need to do? Stop daydreaming about having sex with them again and just have rough sessions with yourself. You guys literally crave rough sex all the time; it’s always on your mind. So do it with yourself, and some of you guys are frantic witches, doing love spells to get them back.. So just stop. Just stop. It’s for your higher good and for them. The love spells will fuck you back; people have ruined their lives because of them. Is it worth it for one person? Learn to be in love with yourself! The things that you think are out to get YOU will if you DO the love spell, do you see the difference? So stop going after them and go after your own cravings with YOURSELF.

What do you need?

Have rough sessions with yourself. Finger yourself faster, add more fingers, and don’t fist yourself. I know some of you are into that, but intuition says don’t do that. Of course, it’s up to you guys, but I hear something of tearing and anger. So perhaps when you heal from this, you can do it. I also hear that you should buy a dildo that has a vibrator attached (regardless of your gender) to masturbate, and those who aren’t into it should start using handcuffs and whips on themselves. I know that a majority of you are into spanking and being restrained, so do that. If you don't know how to, intuition says you can bend over something and grab a whip, paddle, whatever, and imagine someone hitting you with it, but it’s yourself. You can also tie a string to it and pull it as it spanks you. Also, intuition says, don't send evil eye or envy to other people; it will only come back to you tenfold, and I know you’re tempted to do it, but don’t. It’s not worth that revenge; what's worth it is healing yourself, okay? Alright.

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Pile IV

Reversed Chains

I see someone powerful who had everything going well for them being thrown into a jail cell with nothing but water in a dog bowl and spoiled food. The guards are laughing at them, snickering at their suffering. As the person looks up and begs for them to end their suffering through death, the guards snicker at them. Instead of the person sobbing, there is hope within, and they have this desire to fight back and be who they were once. They won't allow others to hurt them; instead, they will find a way to escape the journey of hell.

What do you truly crave during masturbation?

My loves, what you truly crave during masturbation is finding a quiet place to release yourself. A lot of you still live with your family or guardians, and finding somewhere to masturbate is challenging. Every time you try to do it, someone knocks on your door. Or if you share a room, you tend to go to the basement or the bathroom, and that’s hard too. Because your family is so demanding, you already know what you truly crave. Peace and quiet to masturbate. Sometimes you don't go out with them so you can secretly satisfy your cravings, or, in this case, treat yourself to masturbation. Sometimes you do it in the shower, but it’s hard to reach or relax as you do it.

What do you need?

So intuition tells me that when you feel horny and need to masturbate, grab something that vibrates, add it to your vagina or dick, and sit down and do your own thing. Don't add it to a higher vibration even if you crave it; keep it at a low setting. If you don't have anything that vibrates, you could ask your parents, guardian, family member, etc. (even if you have abusive parents) to get you an electric toothbrush. And if you can remove the toothbrush part and allow the vibration to hit your spot, it could help soothe the craving. If you cannot or are interested in using it as a whole (if you have a vagina), then you can, but make sure to wrap yourself in a blanket and not wear headphones or earbuds when it happens so you don't get caught. Try to keep your volume up slightly compared to the sound and watch something normal, so no pornographic gifs, videos, games, etc. Intuition also tells me that you shouldn’t worry about it because you’re going to be okay. You could also grind on something; it’s not the same feeling, but it could help. I also hear that you could go to the bathroom and sit down in the bathtub or shower floor and simply touch yourself. Do it slowly, gently, and softly. Be delicate with yourself as you do it. They won't hear you if you go slow, and that delicate feeling will start to feel electrifying.

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Pile V

Reversed seven of wands

I see a housewife always doing chores and never allowing herself to take a break. Her husband, a toxic man, comes inside and yells at her because his dinner isn’t in front of him. She breaks down in tears, and instead of comfort, he slaps her. He insults her until she feels despair. She looks up with anger, only to be shut out once again with a kick. The kick bruises her precious face and ruins her image.

What do you truly crave during masturbation?

Okay, okay, so what's up with you guys thinking you aren’t allowed to masturbate? Is it based on religious trauma? Sexual trauma? How many times have your guardians, family, or parents shoved down the idea that you aren’t allowed to, and to relieve yourself, you must have sex with someone? So, I really need you to heal from that trauma because masturbation is normal and will not send you to hell. I’m not religious, so I wouldn't know, but I’m pretty sure the majority of religions are based on peace and letting your worries go to the higher being you believe in. If that’s the case, why would doing something that helps release your stress and helps you be more in tune with yourself be considered evil..? I don't see how that would make sense. Since I advise you to be on the journey of healing that trauma, for the time being, I want you guys to tell yourself it’s okay to do it. And if you still have guilt, intuition says you can rub your legs together (if you have a vagina) or squeeze your vagina. I hear that it can give you pleasure without actually touching yourself. Now if you have a dick, I want you to graze around your thighs, or, as intuition says, around your balls and allow the sensation to overlap with your desire for masturbation.

What do you need?

You need to let go of your trauma around masturbation and know that it’s okay to do it. You need to understand that feeling horny is normal. Masturbation is normal. Desiring more in the sexual department is normal. All of these thoughts are normal; don't kill yourself over them. You’re human; it’s normal to have these thoughts. Let it go and understand that it’s okay to touch yourself, and if not, a slight graze around your thigh area or chest (regardless of your gender) would be beneficial since a lot of people don’t consider masturbation.

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Pile VI

Reversed five of wands

I see two people dancing in a club, showing off their alcoholic beverages. Dancing along the platform where a light shines on them. As they dance in the spotlight, some are booing at them, and others are whistling at them. One of them becomes uncomfortable and sad and leaves. Then everyone starts booing at the person, but they do their own thing and keep dancing. That’s you. You don't care enough about others' opinions because you know what you want.

What do you truly crave during masturbation?

Since you already know what you want, why not stop procrastinating and get it done? What’s stopping you? I don't see any blockage energy for excuses. And don't be like the second person who left (not that there's anything wrong with that, but hold your ground). Go ahead and have a sexy romantic bath with yourself already. Listen to sexy songs and feel good about yourself. Reversed five of wands is basically you being at the right point in your life; you have no worries right now, it’s a moment of peace. Take advantage of it and go wild with this bath. Have fun in the process. If you want to masturbate, go for it. Go for sensual moans; truly feel it and act sexy if you want. Just go for it. Kick the procrastination or fear away; you don’t need it. This is your confirmation that you’re in your calm period. Intuition says, ‘’just don't eat during the bath.’’ Intuition says that the food is going to drop in the bath, and you will lose that passion.

What do you need?

Relax and just do it. Stop procrastinating on this; it’s one of your fantasies after all. You see it in books or movies, so why not do it yourself? It’s nothing bad, you deserve the break after all. Besides, I’d rather see you feel good about yourself instead of dwelling in negativity, because what do you gain from it? Absolutely nothing. Oh! And if you can, add incense during it, or my intuition advises you to have candles, but with protection and far away from the bath. I keep smelling smoke and started to cough, it felt like I was in a house fire. And i keep hearing firefighters, SO I advise you to LISTEN to my intuition when it comes to candles. And if they or this scares you, then please go for incense or air fresheners instead. Go for a mint, wood, or lavender smell so you can feel relaxed, and lower the music so it can feel like a movie or music video.

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❝𝐏𝐀𝐂: 𝐘𝐨𝐮'𝐯𝐞 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐠𝐫𝐨𝐰𝐧 𝐮𝐩 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐠𝐨𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐦𝐞 𝐝𝐮𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐜𝐞𝐬𝐬. 𝐏𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐦𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞; 𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐲 𝐛𝐲 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐬𝐢𝐝𝐞.❞

A message from your inner child

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Pile I

Knight of cups

Dear myself,

Sometimes, I wonder why you allow other people to step on us. I know you have this dream to be the best and to have all the riches in the world. But how can you have those riches if you are a doormat? Do you remember when you told me once that we would travel the world and find all that we could see? Sometimes we would act like pirates so we could find those riches. But we never did it. Instead, we allowed others to step on us and steal our gold. Do you think it’s still worth it for that to happen? I don't want to keep doing this and seeing you hurt each time. I do not deserve it, and you are aware of this, so why keep doing it to yourself? Can we just stop it already and find what we are looking for? Let's make a map again and find our treasure. The treasure you have to find is through healing this time. It’s going to be a long journey, but I think it’s worth the hunt! Maybe you will get lost and feel scared at times, but that’s what a journey is all about, right? To defeat the sea creatures and the stormy nights, to find the gold and the ladies, or maybe a fun time this time.. (I hear your inner child laughing at this stereotypical joke), and to find the best souvenirs and companionship like a parrot! Or maybe this time we have some really good friends that value us.. Because I'm genuinely tired now. So please, if you cannot do it for yourself, please do it for me and let go of these people. Let's find our people for once, because I'm tired.

Thank you, myself!!!

Seeeeeee you soon! (And I see them smiling so brightly that the sun would be jealous).

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Pile II

Reversed nine of wands, and ten of wands

Hi hi hiiiiii,

How are you today? I hope you’re okay.. But I know you’re sad today. Mommy hurt us again, right? Or maybe it was daddy, I am not sure anymore; they’re always hurting us either way, so maybe it doesn't matter. Sometimes we think we don't have any power in this world, but we do. I am so tired of life sometimes, but those are your thoughts, aren’t they? I am not tired of life because I have you in my life. Actually, I am blessed to have someone so strong by my side. It makes me so happy to know that despite the hardship we face, we keep going because we believe there will always be a light at the end of the tunnel. But guess what! There is, and I know that everything seems rocky right now. Because I am with you, right around the corner.. Pssst, I am in your heart, protecting you as much as I can. But sometimes it’s hard to keep carrying the boulder over my shoulder, so maybe instead you could protect me? For once, start to protect yourself when others hurt us. We can’t always allow others to hurt us; we have to defend ourselves. And while it may be difficult, if we truly believe in ourselves (channeling a determined face with your inner child), we will be able to beat them! (I see your inner child roaring and acting like they’re going into a war riding a horse, and they’re a commander in a kid's body). But seriously.. we could do it if we wanted to. So dear me.. Keep going forward, keep striving forward, so when we get to that light, we get to see the people who hurt us, crawl, and beg to allow them into our world. But do not let them in because this is our reward for fighting so hard, and I do not want them there, kay?

We have to be our own warriors, or else we will get stepped over, and I really, really, reallllllyyyyyyy can’t have that, and you know that I can't. We are deserving of the best in the whole wide west, or is it east? Actually, wait, forget that. Let’s just take all the sides like the avatar and defeat them all, because I really want to see you when you make it to the light with a smile on your face!

Bye!

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Pile III

Reversed ten of pentacles, seven of swords, and reversed ace of wands.

I heard a big sigh from them.

Hello. So we meet again, huh? How many fucking pick a card piles are you going to pick only to ignore those messages because it’s not what you want? Why do you have a stick up your ass? You keep making the same mistakes, and I am so tired of it! (I hear them yelling loudly). Each time there is a problem coming to us, you run away, not because you’re scared but because you don't want to deal with the consequences. You can’t keep being a dick to someone and expect them not to retaliate. You know people nowadays aren’t stupid, so we can’t keep manipulating someone; people will find out the truth eventually. So stop being a dumbass and heal your trauma. And you can say, ‘’hey! Why are you being so mean to me, or she’s being harsh.’’ But at the end of the day, we aren’t a cookie either. We aren’t good people, you know. I don't like your behavior one bit. If you keep acting like a player, we will become fucking bankrupt, and no (more yelling and it’s getting louder), not with money, dumbwit! With people, for god’s sake, with people! I keep telling you not to make a bad choice because it’s gonna fuck you up, but do you listen? NO. START LISTENING TO ME. I AM TRYING TO HELP YOU!

(more sighing, and I hear them screaming to release their anger).

Look, I'm really trying with you. I am not sure how to get it through your thick skull, but you need to stop acting and playing with other people's emotions. You have to LET GO and be kind to other people with sincerity. Yeah, I know we are fucked in the head; I get it. After all, I am you, but we haven't gained anything from this. Our life has been the same. It’s like reliving the same life, and I'm so sick of it. Let’s just move forward for once and deal with the consequences. You have the green light now, so here is your sign. You like melons, right? Get something with melon flavor, eat it, and tell yourself, "Fuck it, I am going to be myself, and that is all." Don't look back and just fucking do it already. Let me see OURSELVES happy for once.

Thanks,

Your inner child. (They are giving you a cheeky grin and a thumbs up).

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Pile IV

Queen of wands, the magician, (reversed) nine of swords, and the world.

When I look at the stars, I get very excited. I get to see all the little stars out in our world; maybe everyone sees them too.. Or they're too busy with their electronics.. I'm not sure.. But when I look at them, I become really excited, and I feel like the world isn't out to get me anymore. Sometimes.. all the time.. all the time. You're always on your phone, and you won't do anything for us or for me. You won't go hiking or camping like you used to. You won't read, you won't write, and you won't play fun games to reconnect with me anymore. You're always lost on your phone scrolling through Twitter, Instagram, or Facebook; I'm getting really tired of it. Please stop being so absorbed in the electronic world and become engrossed with me. I miss you, I miss you, and I miss when we did fun things for ourselves and truly valued ourselves. I can't deal with you hurting me and not using your passions to find happiness in this dreadful world. It makes me sad that I am not your top priority anymore.. Why do you pick that phone over me? Why do you focus on other people instead of me? Why don't you—why can’t you just be (your pronoun) again? Please, please, please—all the pleases in the world. I will even wish on a shooting star!

Just be back in the present moment, and please, please.. Just be with me instead. Okay? I need you to focus on us again, and I need you to see the world again and explore. I can't have you hurt me again doing the things YOU don't even like; it's not worth it. Let's go have fun and explore all we can in the world before our time is up. Do you really want to be on your deathbed regretting the hardships and not transforming them into good opportunities for growth and change in our lives? Or would you rather be genuinely okay with doing absolutely nothing, using that phone, and lazing around in bed? Because right now, it sounds okay to you.. But when we get older, we are going to regret it, and I don't want you to do it anymore, okay? I really, really need you to stop.

Thanks,

Your (name)’s inner child

(Your pile is very rocky. I struggled to channel your energy and kept questioning my deck. And I was struggling to be myself throughout writing your pile. Which means you doubt yourself way too much and put on masks from left to right. Of course, I cannot tell you to stop since it takes time to heal from that, but from my experiences, I have learned some things. People don’t like you based on how fun you are; they like you for your presence. Your presence is lost atm, instead of going further in that direction, learn from your past and what you have to heal with. Right now, you need to heal by loving your authentic self and removing doubts from your mind. Remember, everyone is completely different from one another, and choosing yourself is ideal rather than allowing yourself to be lost as you keep wearing different masks. It’s completely okay to be anxious during social situations, but try to remind yourself that being yourself is okay. Making mistakes is part of growth, and rejection is redirection. When you get rejected, that situation or person isn’t meant to be in your life, and a beautiful opportunity will come along. It has to because it wouldn't make sense if it didn’t).

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Pile V

(Reversed) eight of pentacles, ten of pentacles, and (reversed) ten of wands.

Right off the bat, all I hear is, ‘’why do you ignore me so much for those who fuck with us like a chew toy?”

Hi, hello, hellooo?? Is anyone there? Oh, for fuck sake, as expected, because you always ignore me and don't hear me out. You think other people who treat us fucking badly are good for us, but they aren’t. They aren't worth our time, and yet you keep letting them run you over like you are nothing. Do you honestly think that’s okay? It shouldn't be allowed, because I am not having it. And you shouldn't either. (a lot of sassy and angry energy right now). I have seen you go from the sweetest angel in the entire fucking world to a complete jackass in seconds (exaggeration), because of what exactly? Peer pressure and influence. When did we come to the point and be like, ‘’yeah, this is a good idea? I should FOLLOW ALONG OTHER FUCKING PEOPLE AND NOT OUR OWN? Who said that was a good idea? No one. ’’Fucking hell, you're probably ignoring this, leaving not to see this because it’s too harsh for your ego, or getting mad. Stop that, and just accept the truth. I need you, yeah, you. I need you to listen to me for once and go back to being the real you instead of wearing all of these masks because of peer pressure. I know it’s hard; believe me, I know I am you AFTER ALL, but can't you just imagine I am there with you? And you and I are playing ball; we are playing something that we used to like—can you just imagine that?—and you are taking care of yourself and me because, after all, I am you. Just imagine WHAT IT WOULD BE LIKE FOR YOU TO—HEY LISTEN. Thank you. As I was saying, can you just imagine leaving those people who don't serve you well and focusing on us? I know being alone is scary; I get that, but for our growth to heal, we need to let go of those bastards, because how can you heal with toxicity in your face 24/7? And don't fucking smoke and ruin your body. Stop the drugs; it’s not worth it. Yeah, stop thinking about cigarettes like it's a cool aesthetic; you want to fuck your body for that pressure and regret it with tears in your eyes later in life—a fucked and damaged body because of peer pressure? I am not fucking having it. Screw those people that hurt you, screw everything that is fucking with you, and for once, listen to me through this message and heal me so you can feel SAFE ONCE MORE.

(There was a lot of sassy, unappreciated, frustrated, and angry energy. A lot of you are ignoring how you feel and pushing them aside with an alcoholic beverage or in an empty bottle (visualization). A lot of you seem to have forgotten who you once were due to pressure from those around you. Since letting go and cutting ties with those who keep us company can be challenging, I recommend that you learn to enjoy your own presence and figure out what your boundaries and morals are as your own person. Not other people. And, also, learn to appreciate what makes you who you are. So, it's okay to have flaws, but it's important to take accountability for those flaws. For example, y manipulated their friend because they wanted something. Now, it is y's responsibility to apologize to their friend and accept what they did. And then used that past experience for their future when it comes to wanting something without being irrational. And y should also accept what they did and understand who they want to be while forgiving themselves in the process instead of hurting themselves. Because I believe we should heal ourselves and apologize to ourselves for the wrongdoing we do, even if we cannot earn someone's forgiveness. Having peace and respect for ourselves, even for the mistakes we made, is okay, because how can you heal if you keep sabotaging yourself for hurting or causing a mistake? There would be no healing from that).

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Pile VI

Seven of wands and (reversed) two of pentacles.

My love!! Hi!!! How are you today?! I hope you are okay. I’m struggling right now, though! :(.

Right now, we are lost in who we are. We went through so much pain and stress, and our justice isn’t coming to us, and we are becoming obsessed with the thought, ‘’when is it coming?’’ and I know the obsession is the only thing keeping you safe, but I need you to realize you’re stressing us out. It’s affecting us, not them. Life is a test, but life is there to help and guide us. We need to be patient for our justice to come, and I know it’s hard, I know. But we need to take care of ourselves for the time being. Can we listen to our comfort songs again? I’m really missing her voice right now. Can we talk to our loved ones again like old times? I don't want to keep pushing them away because I’m hurting. We don't deserve to hurt our friends who care for us; we will regret it. It’s not worth hurting those who care for us. I think it’s important that we prioritize ourselves for the time being, as life gives us the justice we deserve and for the people that hurt us.. Well, I’m sure life will be on our side this time.

And if things become harder, then talk to me through a mediation video. I want to be there to support and love you. I know I’m the kid version of you, and sometimes you think children aren’t intelligent (because of the feminine figure in our lives and their fucked up views), but I promise you, I am very intelligent to help you! I know the struggle you are facing, and you aren’t alone because I am here with you. Right by your side, till death do us part, and you can think of me as your companionship, but can I be a small pig? I love pigs a lot! You can imagine carrying a small pig or a stuffed animal version of the pig—of me! This sounds so exciting (giggles). Off topic now; I have to go back to the topic! (The energy is scattered, so you may be overthinking a lot). I want you to even do ‘’higher self meditation’ and speak with them. They know more than us, and they will be there to guide us—after all, it’s our future selves, right? So why would they harm us? It makes no sense. And please stop overthinking everything; nothing bad can happen to us because we deserve the best! I hope one day you can see that too, and when we get our justice, because we will, I hope that we can finally smile like old times when we ate at the beach with daddy.. I hope we can do that again, but at his grave.. this time.

(I see them smiling softly and hugging an imaginary version of you. Then they wave goodbye to you and disappear, but a beautiful yellow light surrounds the atmosphere, giving me sunshine and happy vibes).

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