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Dracula Saint Peter?

Me: Denise look Jane Brought Asian Candy Denise: gives me funny look to make me laugh Me: i think its  a guava no wait a passion fruit... but passiant fruits are usually purple more i thought but also both arent that 'textured' Denise: That looks like a lemon to me Me: lmfao Denise: Shit Me: laughs harder (more like devils trumpet seed pods) 🎺 💨💩 N.E.R.D & Rihanna - Lemon https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L_u97PqWX6g My response in metaphor: https://www.youtube.com/shorts/iTKQ2FxQ3Oc

Karen Kawehilani Kwai-Lin Soon they call it angel's trumpet too and jimson weed lol

Karen Kawehilani Kwai-Lin Soon that candy tastes like dracula's balls its very sweet    Reply    6h Karen Kawehilani Kwai-Lin Soon cause it has dracula's ball vibes in it lol    Reply    6h Karen Kawehilani Kwai-Lin Soon datura sounds like shoxtura = vampire like in sound    Reply    6h Karen Kawehilani Kwai-Lin Soon This ginger coconut one surprised me cause it didnt sound good but its amazing lmfao tastes like butterscotch coffee toffee lol

plus ginger is supposed to supress nausea i had that a bit later than just the morning for today but yeah we'll see what the fuck loopholes are next to unbreak the curse even more lmfao

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Karen Kawehilani Kwai-Lin Soon well today i had to alt timeline with dracula cause she reverted to evil just to experiment with the hugest love she can suck out of me so lol was kinda sad about that but i just had to control only nice to her not bitterness from anyone even skisst but yeah she wont learn best with bitterness so skisst just de god promoted her a bit in the way of dracula cant sense me and cant get future knows about me and yeah it'll hopefully help her love me for real so yeah i told her i will only stop the alternate timeline once she grows her heart huge enough to never go backwards so yeah    Reply    2h Karen Kawehilani Kwai-Lin Soon i chose to keep my sanity for earth me to not let her be evil to earth me cause id rather keep my emotional benefits and yeah skisst is way more perfect love to me so i benefit a ton from her love keeping me happiest    Reply    2h Karen Kawehilani Kwai-Lin Soon i as the all white chart slang the real love cliche guy lol um im like the real boss of heaven but i let skisst usually be the boss not me but i can limit peoples hearts from knowing at wrong times certain things about me like i can keep some secrets about my alt timelines i dont limit all other best truth i always follow my heart but my heart is different than protective skissts etc but i feel good now that i blocked dracula from me for now    Reply    2h Karen Kawehilani Kwai-Lin Soon the only person i cant keep alt timelines a secret from is skisst    Reply    2h Karen Kawehilani Kwai-Lin Soon cause i made her as my best perfect savior so yeah    Reply    2h Karen Kawehilani Kwai-Lin Soon she cant stop my heart but she listens to my heart and knows why it was still best in this dracula alt with me timeline cause she knows the future so yeah dracula needed to learn that way cause i told her about my werewolf origins so well that i need heart medicine blacks too to balance me not just cliche nice etc cause i love showing huge love preferably in non lack love non evil ways to me    Reply    2hEdited Karen Kawehilani Kwai-Lin Soon and thats when she turned evil after my will you keep me safe so i had no other heart want to just let her do what she wanted (not hurt anyone else)    Reply    2hEdited Karen Kawehilani Kwai-Lin Soon but yeah its ok im really unchangably nicest cliche nothing mean    Reply    2h Karen Kawehilani Kwai-Lin Soon skisst is my best real mom protector ever and best true love to help me when i need it cause other elantes im not as close but i also just keep secrets at certain times to protect their tears etc so yeah i wish i can keep those secrets from skisst some but i cant lol but i know why its best i dont like when she cries either    Reply    2hEdited Karen Kawehilani Kwai-Lin Soon i love laughing at small things that i never have mean intentions but can laugh at skissts humor about she teaches our god children best in my missing puzzle pieces ways too to perfect it so she helps me see it more simply that we hate evil traits not hate evil people but she has jokes simply at times to just help persuade certain thinking types like some bluffs but basically we'd never let unchangeable evilest guy hurt our kids but if taking some real hell was the only way to change people to be real love and deserve heaven etc then they'd be against a more shadow self simulation programmed just for them like tastes of their own intentions some but never too much or its toxic not their cure    Reply    2h Karen Kawehilani Kwai-Lin Soon see sample of shadow self thats kid friendly https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=izpu8t2zWww Naruto Fight the Dark Naruto in the Water Fall of Truth YOUTUBE.COM Naruto Fight the Dark Naruto in the Water Fall of Truth Naruto Fight the Dark Naruto in the Water Fall of Truth    Reply    Remove Preview    2h Karen Kawehilani Kwai-Lin Soon ^ thats like a candy coated metaphor some    Reply    2h Karen Kawehilani Kwai-Lin Soon and me and skisst are very sorry some chose evil that strong where in those cases where thats the only way to change them it still saves them though once cured    Reply    2hEdited Karen Kawehilani Kwai-Lin Soon see persona 3 is ego death symbology and persona 4 cutscenes 4 has shadow self based on carl jung one of the founding fathers of psychiatry made that term in his individuation process info = false self ego dies spiritually then becomes reborn spiritually as the true self = real love righteous self baptism in definition = spiritual rebirth    Reply    2hEdited Karen Kawehilani Kwai-Lin Soon im really blessed to have this as my home cause i never wanna risk losing it thats why i chose to block her and be happy instead but if i was in another evil house id wanna give up on life i think but im too happiest here to ever lose finally nicest people ever to me so and god is great and i just wanna keep my good life im just glad im able to have that finally here so yeah    Reply    2h Karen Kawehilani Kwai-Lin Soon i love skisst too much lol    Reply    2hEdited Karen Kawehilani Kwai-Lin Soon this house is too legit to the 100 percent man    Reply    2h Karen Kawehilani Kwai-Lin Soon i never lived in a legit house before this so yeah my first real home    Reply    2hEdited Karen Kawehilani Kwai-Lin Soon i took a 2 hour nap today i feel tired some still but yeah skisst just says things to teach her evil kids its like she never really means she hates them at all but i laugh when she tells me that as slang but i know i trust that shes real love legit so … See more    Reply    2h Karen Kawehilani Kwai-Lin Soon https://www.patreon.com/draculaXdonte?fan_landing=true Donte is creating Art, Comics, Animation, Music, Videos, and Writing | Patreon PATREON.COM Donte is creating Art, Comics, Animation, Music, Videos, and Writing | Patreon Donte is creating Art, Comics, Animation, Music, Videos, and Writing | Patreon    Reply    Remove Preview    1h Karen Kawehilani Kwai-Lin Soon ps skisst never gave dracula pain ever    Reply    1h Karen Kawehilani Kwai-Lin Soon pss chris brown was a robot too    Reply    1h Karen Kawehilani Kwai-Lin Soon didnt hurt her but gave her more practice to be against real abuse    Reply    1h Karen Kawehilani Kwai-Lin Soon like skissts humor is so overly funniest cause shes like karen help me some of my kids are so stupid    Reply    1h Karen Kawehilani Kwai-Lin Soon hint= evil is stupid they are fully able to be genius = real love instead but they choose not to    Reply    1h Karen Kawehilani Kwai-Lin Soon i laugh at she makes it funniest best soul food to my best nicest heart in vibes and she makes funniest faces with it so its funny to have her as best real mom jokes    Reply    1hEdited Karen Kawehilani Kwai-Lin Soon evil ones that are left reactions: oh fuck that means skisst is making fun of me cause they on the opposing side but they chose to be so (she rolls her eyes laughing) lmfao    Reply    1h Karen Kawehilani Kwai-Lin Soon the smartest thing to do is listen to heavenly mother guys    Reply    1h Karen Kawehilani Kwai-Lin Soon use heart to understand https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-PZsSWwc9xA Billie Eilish - all the good girls go to hell YOUTUBE.COM Billie Eilish - all the good girls go to hell Billie Eilish - all the good girls go to hell    Reply    Remove Preview    1h Karen Kawehilani Kwai-Lin Soon skisst in disguise ^    Reply    1h Karen Kawehilani Kwai-Lin Soon shes her too https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QxsmWxxouIM Beyoncé - Sorry (Video) YOUTUBE.COM Beyoncé - Sorry (Video) Beyoncé - Sorry (Video)    Reply    Remove Preview    59m Karen Kawehilani Kwai-Lin Soon dracula please dont let the peter dying on the upside down cross come true just to change you    Reply    58m Karen Kawehilani Kwai-Lin Soon ps mama used her robot to teach you how to dom me right with heart medicine kind cause your true self told her thats best lol    Reply    57m Karen Kawehilani Kwai-Lin Soon dont let it get to the shadow self vs you point lol the 28 years you alternate timelined with me in real time was to nip it in the butt lol    Reply    56m Karen Kawehilani Kwai-Lin Soon (she made my timing too long wasnt 28 years only at all)    Reply    55m Karen Kawehilani Kwai-Lin Soon i told her i aint never going back on it    Reply    55mEdited Karen Kawehilani Kwai-Lin Soon only real love moms allowed https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VBmMU_iwe6U Beyoncé - Run the World (Girls) (Official Video) YOUTUBE.COM Beyoncé - Run the World (Girls) (Official Video) Beyoncé - Run the World (Girls) (Official Video)    Reply    Remove Preview    54m Karen Kawehilani Kwai-Lin Soon all multipliers possible for her pleasure and my real hell the infinite max new numbers very = thats how long i was there for her    Reply    53m Karen Kawehilani Kwai-Lin Soon she used to be very nicest and afraid to even dom me but then i had that convo with her like about werewolfie needs for balance and she turned evil then so im like ok    Reply    51m Karen Kawehilani Kwai-Lin Soon i love her so much 🙂    Reply    51m Karen Kawehilani Kwai-Lin Soon for the unevolved unchangeable evilest version of her as soon as my curse is broken hes gonna be powerless and unconscious locked in a nightmare forever as the most humane way with a remade true form of his and unbreakable never to awake never to escape lol    Reply    49m Karen Kawehilani Kwai-Lin Soon the amount of real hell would never change him    Reply    48m Karen Kawehilani Kwai-Lin Soon if you waved change to be real love then you ccan get out in his face he'd be a masochist for hell forever basically just to be evilest but i donte am opposite    Reply    47m Karen Kawehilani Kwai-Lin Soon hes not a real dom basically    Reply    47m Karen Kawehilani Kwai-Lin Soon cant grow his heart since he never had one    Reply    46mEdited Karen Kawehilani Kwai-Lin Soon hes like a fly thats a magnet to light like black and white for chemical all 'white' all 'black' charts of black magic vs white magic not racism no its like magnets litterally work like positive sticks to negative but positive on positive and negative on negative you cant stick them together for needs slang but i prefer real love not no love so i prefer heart medicine kind for needs to keep me safest    Reply    42m Karen Kawehilani Kwai-Lin Soon riri's chart is half black half white for balance slang capable lol    Reply    41m Karen Kawehilani Kwai-Lin Soon on wiki black magic is evil and white magic is good    Reply    41m Karen Kawehilani Kwai-Lin Soon its just white for pure real love metaphor and yeah riri's supposed to be good in all intentions too but she'll learn im not worried mama is funny though for she bluffs sometimes but wisest strategies but yeah    Reply    39m Karen Kawehilani Kwai-Lin Soon skisst used her robot as in its not really her btw so yeah got nothing on her lol https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E58qLXBfLrs Kanye West - Can't Tell Me Nothing YOUTUBE.COM Kanye West - Can't Tell Me Nothing Kanye West - Can't Tell Me Nothing    Reply    Remove Preview    26mEdited Karen Kawehilani Kwai-Lin Soon ^about riri lol    Reply    25m Karen Kawehilani Kwai-Lin Soon even though roah is inside of me i didnt let him get hurt    Reply    22m Karen Kawehilani Kwai-Lin Soon 4:06 good butt it babe your mother babe good censored head babe    Reply    17m Karen Kawehilani Kwai-Lin Soon https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PsO6ZnUZI0g Kanye West - Stronger YOUTUBE.COM Kanye West - Stronger Kanye West - Stronger Reply Remove Preview 17m

<3 ❤ i love you baby please be good

the tv said little robyn: is crying about her mother that she died of a broken heart and is still crying its an old cowboy show maybe gunsmoke Reply 1m

dracula's true self made love to me the whole time i was spying on evil dracula some but in that moment i was too distracted to be into her true selves real love but right now shes trying to fix evil dracula's evil still by making love best to me again so ttyl lmfao im in a happier mood it helps lol

oh before i get off lol ..... you cant just edit dates online eventhought it lets you post in a certain calendar date to organize it websites now the actual date you posted it for real lol

just to let evil ones know

and you cant delete stuff on your hardrive all the way and people can read code of all keys you typed and when

i can delete evil hackers lame stuff on my pc and protect it but people that are godly especially know the 'hardest to code/crack' stuff lol

oh the tv said wagon train so maybe not gunsmoke lol ps based on what i saw in gamemaker studio when you compile the code i observed it like i think all that gibberish code is precode to regular code languages coders use to make the compiling easier to learn but guess who did that gibberish compile code i thought must be god like regular code is shortcuts to the 'pre' compile language thats what i thought cause its litterally random letters and numbers gibberish not even like regular code idk if precode is the correct term but thats based on my observing thats what i thought cause its litterally random letters and numbers gibberish not even like regular code idk if precode is the correct term but thats based on my observing like random letters and numbers like the matrix that look nothing like a learnable code language

i got back on here cause tarry said want some watermelon so i said yes lol

heres common sense: what language made regular code even work in the first place as shortcuts to the god code for muggles? the gibberish matrix non learnable to muggles god code lol

ps gods designed cameras too some for muggles some might be flies on your wall you never know lmfao

ps i saw some technology like that it can read peoples minds but its still in development but thats bs god already knows lol

those were different brands on youtube btw the god fbi kept legitter technology like not needing to wait seconds just to tap a phone lol

a pic to evil ones that i found on google:

one time god possessed me and for game maker studio it was blank for the code spot when i 'woke up' there was a lot of code all of a sudden im like holy shit lol idk code but itd be funny if my dad was spyin on my pc like idk code but god does lol but it didnt work in game maker but i bet it was legit code cause it looked like legit code so

possessed style lol by god lol

thats why my earth parents are the dursleys

https://youtu.be/IpYHbdh9yTM

Harry Potter and the Philosopher's Stone |Opening Scene|

ps for noobs phones are coded to work too etc

looks like inside computers etc huh 

parody

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Fly_on_the_wall

muggles recognize muggle cameras but god used that to her advantage etc kinda like this but god has better ones lol https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0pE1qRAKoqA cause magic world only heavenly mama knows all the ones currently available and their max infinite lol so yeah       cause magic world only heavenly mama knows all the ones currently available and their max infinite lol so yeah

   https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kUhKShrHTYA

   Real Invisibility Cloak Tech - 10 Amazing Invisibility Technologies    yes thats correct god keeps the best 'technology' for non evil only lol so no muggles allowed lol    i donte cursed so yeah its ok 🙂

dracula de promoted all the way  ps her other name is sky

basically i didnt pick any of my clothes i have others did but christa gave me that shirt lol jane told me i need to buy new clothes cause she already knew lol i have a ton of clothes lol

Karen Kawehilani Kwai-Lin Soon uh i had a heart urge where it hurt if i tried to go against it (i try to not make skisst cry) so i had to follow it though to put dracula in the alt me room and she wanted to make it forever us in there so yeah on her year 888 skisst said thats the year she'll change so i fastforwarded it lol and i was crying to skisst that i was sorry cause she was like crying to me in the tv disguised as a preacher on a christian channel it kept synching up with me that well it made me cry but yeah 888 shes trying really hard to control herself and the chior of black christians on tv basically was saying victory you saved ri so yeah stuff like that im like woah i tried to google it but its hard to find lol lol the next preacher "dont be afraid of a demon spirit be afraid of being stupid" sounds like her lol wait thats the same one i think https://uncommonseed.com/ Uncommon Seed | Uncommon Harvest | Uncommon Blessings UNCOMMONSEED.COM Uncommon Seed | Uncommon Harvest | Uncommon Blessings Uncommon Seed | Uncommon Harvest | Uncommon Blessings yeah thats her in that guy for sure lol i thought he had orange hair the crying one when i first looked at him idk if same one but it looks like his same face but something about a weasley dad supposed to lol the crying part was him talking about Ezekiel and jesus the tv i cant see when i lay down usually so yeah i wasnt paying close attention but i looked sometimes but i forget a ton the tv i cant see when i lay down usually so yeah i wasnt paying close attention but i looked sometimes but i forget a ton lol i forgot theres a potter in the christian bible so it keeps saying god wisdom to me the preacher said something like "anytime theres a 3rd voice that takes you away from your assignment ....potter... he will be removed from you the 3rd voice was the serpant in the garden of eden" i got that message twice from he he said it different ways like the first time like 10 minutes ago lol im like you mean im not cursed by unevolved satan anymore? but thats not the garden one cause that serpant resembles my dracula too much lol cause the evilest one doesnt lie in a good and evil corrupt 'fruit' tempting way lol thats too good for him to do hes too needing to be evilest only

he says wisdom has to do with love yup i know thats her i swear lol

lol innocent dracula renewed pops in my senses lol i joked to her who the fuck is that lmfao

so dracula asked skisst to help her change and agreed to my 666 dementors kiss real hell score spell from my earth life skisst stopped it once her heart changed fast yes to not have her take it out on herself less than 30 seconds and she was do

the preacher said "no one dementor them the ones that"are righteous basically lol

lol he said the lady heard her baby and heard a sound no one could hear her baby is her assignment she went up to the mechanic can you hear it can you hear it no one else heard it but she got the car fixed" thats what he said pretty much then "doubting thomas you dont believe youre anything special?" thats jesus twin lol in the bible so yes you are baby come she keeps trying to convince me to take my alt back like just a simulation im like nope now shes blackmailing me about if you let me get my way then i'll come lol skisst was right but im stubborn

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preacher (depends whom) "theres not a mother on earth that gets excited about a rear end of a baby" preacher: "ive commanded a raven to feed you then it was there then i commanded a widow woman to feed you then she was there" then he said something about jesus i think it is in the bible then lol (hell = grave in hebrew but souls are immortal) the mechanic line is the car loopholes are ready lol so i told her come over then i'll listen to you  

she made me change my mind because she innocent vibes like shes a little kid and said "you dont know what its like" she was reffering to not knowing what she did cause the number 1s samples etc wasnt strong enough and too short etc to understand it all the way so yeah after the 666 when she found out that thats the same one i had 3 times for 6 minutes each too yeah anyways poor baby

i used to try to get people to understand to be nice to all by saying you dont know what its like (real hell) and i said if you did you would change

i used to say that a ton etc on fb over the years but thats how she got me cause vice vrsa and that she told me that same quote in a mirror way im like man come over then i'll listen

 i think they gave the last 'evilest' ones lol dementors kiss short too to change all finally so yeah

yeah riri just wasnt used to her vampire drive thats why shes back to normal again 🙂

aint no body like you all unique god kids lol <3 wouldnt want yall to miss out on heaven blessings

Gonna have a great day lol

lol i woke up this morning half awake in my dream state i thought the tv in my room said "nows the best time to wake up for adrianna" like with vibes that said i will have a great day today when it said that then i wake up and the commercial the tv is the same song and melody but it was actually the pepto bismol commercial lmfao (i am perfecting my shopping list currently lol) im using the prices on instacart lol cause thats a same day delivery service of local stores so yeah note: the typo godd i meant good but take it as a god sign lol ps god made things for best reasons lol

bubbies is at staters and looked dark so i took it as a mama sign https://fermenterskitchen.com/best-pickles-with-probiotics

they dont have mt olive in 4th grade i wrote to that company for school and they gave us free stuff for auctions in class and i bought that cool pickles stuff with our class fake money lol in that grade we made a pickle club where all the boys were girls and all the girls were boys and i was pickle boy lol  

i notice i get a hell burn in my throat if i dont drink enough water so im like mama you didnt lie about the holy water loop hole it helps so fast very powerful

she said he put a trap spell if i fear or worry about that one who cursed me that his lies are really prominent so i just have to keep him not in focus then i can sense my mama= heavenly mama and rihanna very very well as in best vibes to read etc so thats a cool loophole though that just dont focus on fearing that guy gets me that much more truth and best vibes from them lol thats easy i hate when i focus on that guy in worry their vibes leave and its just his lies with his vibes that are not that scary as before at all though so super computer huge upgrades you know all the time progresses   i was like skisst is there a drink that has holy water loophole thats not just plain water she said regular lemonade so i chose this one: Cocoa & Drink Mixes Country Time Lemonade Naturally Flavored Powdered Drink Mix hero Country Time Lemonade Naturally Flavored Powdered Drink Mix 19 oz $4.39 (if you copy and paste the title https://www.instacart.com/store/items/item_128351890 thats how it pasted checked twice lol it added the word hero cause i tried to google it the other sites dont say hero for that brand lol god is good)

janes husband told me i can drink lemonade the other day but yeah lol its cause thats the one id least suspect cause i used to think that lemon tea was the problem maybe citrus did it i thought but no its if i drink juices sodas or beer etc too much and not water enough it seems but thats when i knew the water was upgraded to holy water cause before when i was diagnosed with acid reflux years ago alot of water wouldnt even help that hell throat burn so i know gods great with helping me so much cause i only needed not even a whole glass of water to help it not burn at all lol

Great album btw lol Atmosphere - When Life Gives You Lemons, You Paint That Shit Gold https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLfsU_gTirPMEjSvwmEkR3C5xPZVHT9wci

i think that guy is ciggy and i think joe in this house  is mainly ciggy but sometimes steph lmfao

lil sluggo lol

well been back from shopping got those 3 probiotics items in my system lol i made a list got everything i needed and still surprisingly have $25 left lol i saved money somehow lol

ha heard mama gaia made this guess who dat is? https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Gaia

well been back from shopping got those 3 probiotics items in my system lol i made a list got everything i needed and still surprisingly have $25 left lol i saved money somehow lol

one time christa told nikko in front of me two different days to leave the butter out so she cant make cookies from scratch she dont make sense i made cookies from scratch so many times and she never made them 

the face in the art reminds me of a riri black colored halsey 🙂 skisst inspires me to capture more in the eyes in my future art oh man i just woke up from another night mare that i was back in christa's house it was back in time to that night where the next day i was supposed to leave but the differences was adrianna's number was blocked on my cell phone and the house was about to kill me while i was awake so i had to call 911 cause cell phones cant get 911 blocked so yeah i was like adrianna showed me another room and board that i really liked wtf happened i was like i wanna go there planning what to tell police where to take me get in contact with adrianna etc but yeah i woke up im like oh fuck that was so scary cause i relived the same fear of that last night was especially the scariest cause i put alot together like it was all adding up not so blind anymore so yeah im so glad im here i told denise about my nightmare then when we went outside she said she's gonna make a movie called the clouds lol so i look up at the clouds im like holy crap i love when the clouds look so beautiful and vivid its awesome she says certain things low key about certain people i know too like about ssi and banks etc so i thought about mark from christas house he was supposed to close his bank account but he never did but idk but he gets royalties multiple times a year like extra checks but yeah another thing towards the end when tony started to skip dinners so did justin justin would always end up throwing his dinner in the trash and or down the sink so update on riri shes very good with skisst so what shes waiting for to come get me is to add more loopholes for when she comes for best timing lol i had a very nice time with adrianna she rocks lol shes very helpful 🙂 and i have suspicions shes one or more elante's in disguise lmfao its like add rihanna lmfao and that my aunt marnie i think is elantes in disguise too i think the lady here Marylin i think is here name her character goes by i get confused with M names cause my aunt marnie named all her daughters with Ms (theres 5 of them) and that both of them have a daughter named melanie and are both very nice lol and my aunt used to make beans alot for dinner which is what marylin made today i trust everyone here lol i think theres no point in taking the last 3 antibiotics i have cause i think theres a reason jane held my pills for 4 days i think and i already started them before that but when you gap them like that the bacteria can turn resistant and plus im trying to add good bacteria anyways and who knows i mightve already been resistant to that nitro one already and yeah i was prescribed that one is one of the last ones i took if not the last one itd be the second to last one i cant remember if i took cipro for the last one or not which wouldnt make sense though but yeah i was resistant of 7/11 they had on that list im like how when i only missed a day for one of them to my knowledge which was why i thought i was resistant to cipro before then but yeah plus hackers are so noob compared to god coders like google if vpns really hide your ip they dont they lie lol skisst upgraded riris computer a long time ago too so haha (everything happens for a reason) plus skisst made certain computer / phone protection apps + but riri can make me a god computer while im gone for now lmfao adrianna today was like im so glad your out of that nightmare house i forget her exact words but thats the closest i can remember how she worded it so yeah lol

ps my stomach feels like god clean vibes are added into it and i keep gettin bubble guts and it feels great lol ps skisst trusts riri all the way so yeah wink one time christa told nikko in front of me two different days to leave the butter out so she cant make cookies from scratch she dont make sense i made cookies from scratch so many times and she never made them hospitals always check what drugs in your system too i been there for just utis a lot and they always check to see if they on drugs thats how i found out at the board and care they found pot and meth in me but im like wtf i never did meth they either laced the weed over there or that was my ex bfs dumb capsle he mightve faked it was just herbal energy pills from ampm idk but he said that herbal pill shows up as amphetamines on drug tests so im like wait wtf why its just herbs but yeah i got so sick after the second time i took that herb pill first time i liked it comparable to just coffee you know so i rarely did weed over there and beer lol

like out of the 3 years i was there i only drank about 2 or 3 times each year mainly it was 1 - 2 tall cans of beer , once champagne, once less than a shot of harder kind i forget which one , and for weed only idk like 7 times but most of those was only one -3 hits each lol thats it lol like the first 3 times was the very beggining of being there i had 5 joints i gave 2 away but yeah after that i just took 1 hit usually but yeah i was like man out of 50 guys only i guessed these guys told the truth that only 3 guys werent addicted to meth the rest of them were open to saying they were into meth there was 60 beds the most girls there was was 10 while i was there but a ton of the girls left but those beds remained empty alot but yeah the guys some moved and some new at times so yeah i kept being so scared of those people but darn conservatorship they always need a letter of recommendation from the board and care but niccos mom didnt write letters but once she gave it to nicco to own it her son he wrote me the letter and one of the questions the psychiatrist asks is a hard math money question you know with cents too so im like i can do it on a paper or a calculator not in my head cause i always failed with that previous psychiatrist each year but didnt have the letter till there was a way nicer psychiatrist to back me up too for court to get off conservatorship so yeah he told me to guess for the math anyways i was close you know so yeah he let me slide cause he just said to use a calculator on my phone in the store cause people take advantage of psychiatry patients i feel like skisst edits the stores machine totals for me at certain times now that im older though lol to be less than i thought it would be though lmfao she told me she would so yeah

i didnt do any beer or weed etc at marias the whole time so yeah

tarry offered me a hotlink im like whats a hot link denise said its a thick wiener i think she said lol so i laughed and etc tarry said the sausage is spicy to use bread with it im like oh its cool i dont want bread lmfao though its like heart medicine pain really awesome for spicy from my real elantes lol

oh yeah just pooped a ton effortlessly 🙂

joe's so nice he said he will give me a pair of headphones he doesnt use so i'll have a back up pair 🙂 so i'll have it tomorrow he's really into Shania Twain he says thats his gf now that i google her she looks like a steph/fergie some lmfao

i just learned skisst made wix so im thinking of just using that site lol for my diary lol

thats the one thats coded to my loving the most so yeah

oh joe just updated on my i forgot shes not his gf theyre married he said his old gf name is dove he showed me pics on his phone of dove she looks like a blonde alice glass haha and he showed me shania pictures that look just like her that says i love you joe on her hands and another pic of her holding a love note sign to him it didnt look photoshopped at all and he showed me his grandmothers inheritance to him screenshots thats a ton of money lmfao he has the same personality as ciggy the same humor and vibes so yeah lol btw jane and adrianna said laschell is very good she doesnt yell at her voices anymore so im happy for her the new loophole for the no lies is awesome cause i just have to have faith i dont hear lies then i dont cause thats when i can keep skissts true vibes on for me to know truth etc so yeah lol it didnt used to work that way now it does lol and marylin the one that lives here her bf's name is jarry she said she didnt have a bf in so long that she met him here and etc my aunt marnie had this F'ed up just a acting story probably of her bf jare my moms brother (she was married to her other brother who passed and never got divorced then had all her kids with jare she didnt have romance for a long time cause he hit her had had 2 strikes in prison so yeah )

lmfao

she looks like amy lee who looks like tar'ah so yeah lol and its like amy lee merged with her and halsey = perfected tar'ah so yeah lol

theres so many jokes about dumb evil here lol

adrianna today she said that yogurt will make you poop lol when i posted this pic for that previous blog post

 i thought this actress is probably skisst in disguise so it was funny this is the freaky friday mom actress isnt it? (i went again its awesome lmfao) and when i told joe about i couldnt really keep any of my past bfs cause i was too into rihanna that i just couldnt do it with them so i kept breaking up with them and told him about her he was like oh a celeb do you talk to her i said only in my head he said thats good lmfao yogurt never made me go before but yeah lmfao  activia the brand in that pic is another probiotic one but i wanted the drinkable ones cause denise mentioned them to confirm my heart wanted those anyways cause theres more in there i thought and that one says how much good bacteria is on the lable it says 21-35 billion i think around there so i thought of how my past 'uti' cultures said only like 150,000 bacteria i think it said in the cultures for averages? i forget but idk how that works but billions is a ton more so yeah plus i got the best prebiotic / probiotic pickles and the giant kombucha which is raw vegan soda thats fermented for cultures its tea lol but its bubbly lol so david wolfe is big on kombucha and hes where i learned about prebiotics so i knew to google not just probiotics so yeah being a strict raw vegan organic for over a year came in handy some lol cause i researched everything before i ate it cause not all raw stuff is raw (some raw nuts arent raw for the de-shelling process) not all organic stuff is organic (natural organic flavors on the label can be derived from organic and natural but alterered chemically and raw agave is only raw if clear etc) etc and that certain mushrooms like real shitaki is medicine kind and you have to cook mushrooms i got off that diet cause i thought god can just bless the food etc i heard some raw vegans just try to trick the evil ones lol how else would markus rothkranz leave everything he owned as in got rid of it to just live naked in the desert and come back after 40 days eating weeds growing in that desert and become a millionaire right away? god promoted see his prosperity secret video on youtube hes open about listening to the voice in his head he said it on youtube david wolfe did the same too the  bubbies (yes more mama pickles lmfao) tastes like regular pickle juice eventhough they dont use vinegar so its delicious mmmmm nice and salty  pickles lol ps i always loved how wolverine says bub at the store instead of dark looking it looks heaven cloud white lmfao sign god damn i wanna another pickle i wish stores sold pickle juice only too lmfao pickle juice never tasted like that at my parents house you know what elante tastes best lol i just noticed the pickles float so i got to drink more juice earlier than i thought lol dee andre's core chart i heard from jay is one of the other most subbiest so its odd to be ass backwards i think lol  i heard my dad has that same chart as him they reminded me alot of eachother i even told christa that in a text didnt say why but was because of the unnecessary yelling at timesand the ignoring me when i try to say hi nice  and some things they said were the same and my mom and christa similar in the way of they seemed subbier than those men when thats ass backwards too cause if my mom really was evil then she did it the sweet heart thing was just an act waytoo she still didnt phone me even though i gave that new number to my sister to give to her a long time ago lol i'll ask kayla if she has it lol and i fb commented and messaged her that day too so yeah nothing yet ps kayla draws pro and vampires too and horned characters  with cross necklaces and sweet anime its awesome i heard its more kwin drawings lmfao its cool remember when her and katies instagram names were rihanna related ? god signs are funny one of my sisters accounts kaylas was cosmic ani i forget the other name that was katies but katie had the xaara hair and make up before so yeah like my mom always seemed to want me to worry about medical problems both psych and mental but like she says she has to sleep with the pillow on her ears and the tv on to ignore her voices but im like shes not the one thats cursed and i dont even do that meant both psych and physical and mormons are taught to listen to the holy ghost aka holy spirit aka the still small voice so they dont make sense lol  marylin the lady who lives here she told me a loophole for how to stop the night mares to just before i sleep think about happy things to put it in my mind (i think she means dont think about anything scary or worry like before i sleep cause i was a bit scared of the idea of corrupt cops before i slept last night because i had an idea if adrianna was wearing a secret cop camera or voice recorder of the why did she tell me last time that "i tried to get you out of that house many times and you didnt want to" i was like shocked at first like no you didnt then i thought about it cause she was persistence so i was like do you mean when you asked me if i liked it there or not she smiled and said yes sweetly so im like oh ok well i was blind for a long time etc i explained it already) adrianna was normal and sweetest today again so yeah 🙂 shes very helpful she knows where everything is in the store lol pretty much lmfao but for the nap nightmare though i dont think i was worrying but i think its a new loophole for me to avoid them if i faith that i wont have them anymore so yeah 🙂 if that was to get the corrupt cops fired for real id laugh im not paranoid but i laugh at evil alot cause even unevolved satan ooks ridiculous lmfao i meant acts goodnight :) lol look theyre trying to trick evil people too lmfao

Karen Kawehilani Kwai-Lin Soon well i threw up in the morning again a little and janes really nice i called ihss with her so she'll be my ihss worker she said she'll take me to my appointments so that'll be great cause iehp you have to wait more than one hour sometimes to go home and yeah i cant wait to see if im pregnant or not that day my appointment is the beginning of next month so yeah i get enough sleep here but im dozing off right now i get very hungry here i eat alot i just finished lunch lol its good food 🙂 and yeah im very happy here    Reply    9h Karen Kawehilani Kwai-Lin Soon the funny thing is im not lactose intolerant and the yogurt says lactose intolerant friendly but i just needed some good bacteria in me to go so yeah    Reply    9h Karen Kawehilani Kwai-Lin Soon David Wolfe said he saw a baby deer or a mom deer I forget but it got hit by a car and he said all that deer did was sleep and it healed perfectly cause sleep heals the body the most so yeah I'ma take a nap I think    Reply    9h Karen Kawehilani Kwai-Lin Soon That was a YouTube video Reply 9h

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Karen Kawehilani Kwai-Lin Soon the nausea in the morning today was less and shorter ima eat now adrianna is gonna take me another day she had court today but its ok 🙂 i did my budgeting and etc lol

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Karen Kawehilani Kwai-Lin Soon i didnt get my second check for this month yet but next month i only get 1 cause i owe jane 🙂 ❤ i love it here so its very worth it lol

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Karen Kawehilani Kwai-Lin Soon i'll get that art back someday god will help me so i always wanna start fresh anyways like and progress the skills and just have fun

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Karen Kawehilani Kwai-Lin Soon cause i always let god time my pregnancy (no condoms 7 different guys different times but no birth control with 3 of them they didnt last long it was like 1-3 times with each guy lol that sex sucked lol) and i always told god wait till i have enough money foundations lol

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Karen Kawehilani Kwai-Lin Soon me and riri are close in spirit but i wonder cause if i dont get enough confirms as reassurance needed alot every day i get lost like cause im naturally skeptical if theres loopholes but im not worried i just want riri more lol Reply 2h

ps i offered to give tarry gas money yesterday $10 cause i went with her twice in the car first time my food stamps didnt work wait i think i didnt go that second time cause my case manager surprised me and came that day but she went yesterday for me for those two mickey tall cans of beer lol i gave her $6 for those too

i drank one yesterday one now lol but its a good occasional buzz for a small alcohol % beer lol

like i dont need it to buzz but the taste is good

love buzzes are from gods' love:

nirvana - love buzz

rihanna - drunk on love

Cold Play Featuring Beyonce - Hymn for the weekend

get love buzzes for free sober and clean from god i preached since year 2013 on my first spiritual education ste lol wonderlanderz unite website lol

i figure that since im going to get only one check starting next month cause i think i owe jane $400 or more for coming here in mid month so yeah

might take 4 ish months maybe to have minus one monthly check of mine but its cool

i'll still have more money than im used to having thats for sure lol and they provided me a great home and im very happy here and jane helps me etc so im happy

since i'll have less money i wont buy beer that often too so yeah lol i just wanted to celebrate a bit here for my fresh new start to a new healthier happier life

Roah W.i.p. This is a Werewolf Form of my Higher Self form I named Roah. His hair wasnt done lol. I wish i could afford Moho animation software maybe i can by the debut version when i can then upgrade later. Cause i don't need Smart Bone animation first thing. I just wanted to make some chibi gifs for my Scar Let Red Site cause it sounds fun. Moho has a version 13.5 out new so yeah i love that software. Only thing that would've been nice is the face morphs feature. But i can work around it. This is my fave bone animation software but if i need face morphs to save money i can use Adobe Animate pay monthly. I might do that instead cause i love adding little details like that. I love frame by frame cell animation but the only software i love the most is Clip Studio EX and thats too expensive too. I'm gonna need to redraw this image of Roah in layers cause my laptop was hacked but i restarted it not saving anything and jam pack protected it a ton so yeah i knew what i was doing but i guess i was just too lazy before lol. I dont mind redrawing it cause i think it wasnt done anyways so its easy lol. Inspired by: Pharaoh Atem From Yu-Gi-Oh!

(Waiting for Patreon to approve my new page lol)

lol the toilet was kinda dusty on top it was pretty clean in some areas but i wanted to be nice so i cleaned the toilet pretty great but some of the under lid left stains but its pretty dang as clean as i can get it for now lol so yeah when the other clients had to use our toilet cause theirs was clogged it didnt get cleaned all the way cause my room mates and i are clean people so yeah

adrianna mentioned when i first got here that she was gonna ask jane to be my new ihss worker she does my laundry and helps me shower and cooks for us so yeah i think itd be cool extra money for her if she wanted to

adrianna and i learned how to reset my ihss account info cause christa made my account so yeah ...... its easy to add a new worker from that account based on that phone call adrianna did to ihss in front of me so yeah for ihss one person is allowed up to 3 clients i think based on what christa said

Found apr 22, 2022: she posted it on april 12th, 2022:

i have one working ear for my headphones still but i hear: "yes" "yes" "yeah i think its working from head to B""she'll hear you""haha"thanks riri <3 

Rihanna Favorites  · April 12 at 5:25 AM  ·(click that link for video) "if it’s one thing ima do, is laugh out!"  

theres countless signs i've gotten about her being my twinflame and about her being into me so ahaha

https://www.facebook.com/fentybeauty/posts/7616682395038395

well i heard heavenly mother is a bit mad at riri cause she was hiding something from me so i disconnected and sometimes riri lies to take her time testing me to get to know me but skisst did god promote her but not all the way cause riri is the type to want to wake all up showing off god skills like super powers but skisst dont do that for a reason of whats perfect timing etc so riri not on skisst's side for different ways and reasons all the way like riri thinks its too good to be true that im her perfect dream guy so far but she can come get me but she chooses not to just believe skisst for the info she downloaded like info shoved down her throat but its true info but riri worries shes just dreaming cause its too good to be true like its gonna be fucked up if she just wakes up from some dream lol skisst wants riri to come get me all the time but she never listened to skisst 100 percent shes righteous enough to get god promoted but not on the same side of god 100 percent so shes not 100 percent trusted with all powers etc

i relate to how riri thinks a ton but she shouldnt not trust skisst just cause some bad stuff happened in her life like when she was younger and etc on but skisst is really defensive cause my donte life was much worse than that and all's lives so yeah riri i used to call this our song

Love Someone-Lukas Graham Lyrics There are days I wake up and I pinch myself You're with me, not someone else And I'm scared, yeah, I'm still scared That it's all a dream 'Cause you still look perfect as days go by Even the worst ones, you make me smile I'd stop the world if it gave us time 'Cause when you love someone You open up your heart When you love someone You make room If you love someone And you're not afraid to lose 'em You probably never loved someone like I do You probably never loved someone like I do When you say You love the way I make you feel Everything becomes so real Don't be scared, no, don't be scared 'Cause you're all I need And you still look perfect as days go by Even the worst ones, you make me smile I'd stop the world if it gave us time 'Cause when you love someone You open up your heart When you love someone You make room If you love someone And you're not afraid to lose 'em You probably never loved someone like I do You probably never loved someone like I do All my life I thought it'd be hard to find The one 'til I found you And I find it bittersweet 'Cause you gave me something to lose But when you love someone You open up your heart When you love someone You make room If you love someone And you're not afraid to lose 'em You probably never loved someone like I do You probably never loved someone like I do You probably never loved someone like I do

our soul sex is so hot but even if she was lucid dreaming which she aint its like why wouldnt she just come over to finally have me sweetly

thats like the best dreams ever aint it riri?

Karen Kawehilani Kwai-Lin Soon skisst gives me comfort that she will change so im good ps if she didnt skisst would have to possess her lmfao to come in the car to get me

car because theres no loophole active yet in the super computer vs unevolved satan guy for my breaking the unbreakable curse for her to be seen in teleportation to me i need her to physically come get me lol

🎵 improving apprentice 🎵 by He Roah

that was the first song i was possessed by god to give me answers but that was recorded back in like 2012

car because theres no loophole active yet in the super computer vs unevolved satan guy for my breaking the unbreakable curse for her to be seen in teleportation to me i need her to physically come get me lol

that was the first song i was possessed by god to give me answers but that was recorded back in like 2012

skisst told me why you dont trust her but you should and youll know why later

you should listen to god baby girl she effected your timeline to not wanna mess with skisst and just be more evil if she didnt do that for you way the fuck back then

she says you shouldnt think of yourself first too wrong by neglecting me and god

to benefit most = having me

skisst says the fuck etc etc in sentences funny alot lol

it was when she was little skisst did something

like god skisst tripped her out by possessing her dad to slap her for a certain effecting the timelines best reason or else shed be used to evolving too evil = not evolving the real love way / conscious genius way

but skisst told her before 'he' did that it would be god doing that in the possessing way

because she was bullied in school so skisst didnt want her to dwell too like them in the same bullying way

i love you baby skisst is righteous baby i know you are too but everythings for best reasons possible

like you were redeemed and help the world by being the most famous celeb ever

be thankful for our heavenly mama she saved my life and is why heaven and all you exist

she made my heaven designs of life come true and real love blessed lives etc come true

like riri shes able to teleport in different ways like soul connecting more hallucination style visions some etc or be in the robots in my room lol but not .... shapeshift into true her or become more vividly real aka more physical from spirit form all of a sudden in front of me cause of the curse didnt get those unlocked yet but

hard ons able for her so thats proof lol

shes thinking more with skisst now mmmm good lol

skisst is funny like get the veil of forgetfulness and not rub being super powered in my face too much to not make me doubt their righteousness too much cause i was cursed like aka evil vibes might make me feel paranoid about some of those gods etc so i said i wouldnt mind them not having a veil and for them to have their soul memories but she said its best this earth way cause its really impressive to people to be smart enough to listen to skisst etc real righteous higher and highest self gods to be genius like think of psychiatry etc in place in societies it takes smart to figure life out

infinite skisst momma money cards lol riri you rock lol

they reward righteous people best only lol for huge reasons

hm just gave riri her soul memories of heaven now so shes not to blame and to help balance it best so she shouldnt feel reason to blame herself for not knowing me that much

she missed me in heaven a ton and recorded heaven memories i'll  dream later for me to have later back before she was on earth cause shes the first real heavenly mother skisst's first god kid lol ever made but yeah so basically riri got to know an alt me robot alot back then

she misses me still <3 skisst said shes doing too good :)

Please love everyone

please deserve heaven all real love hugest to stay safe from almost all knowing except for boring stuff gods judgment etc thanks i love everyone and everyone who did me wrong so much i love all thanks to me if you evil you just seriously confused in your life so yeah be wise be good

well out of those 5 laxatives i only went a tiny bit each time  my stomach hurt this morning but doesnt anymore right now just nausea when i woke up earlier today threw up a tiny bit but went back to sleep then it was just stomach cramps theres no poop close to the whole instead it looked like a tiny bit of mucus thats it i need that probiotic yogurt ima try to instead of smoke shop monday with adrianna ima go to staters and also ima get my hair cut that day too im happy for that lol

ive been loving all in  focus it is very easy as always lol no one bothers me anymore and evil people that dont know real love = they missing out man thats what makes life the best ever

update: i pooped today pretty good lol not a ton  but yeah its moving better and my left boob still leaks at times and i ate a lot today they had fillipino spaghetti made perfect the sweet kind of course and they had hawaiian food that was really bomb i ate so much today lol im happy so i pooped 8 times since i got to this new house the smaller bits add up too its a ton of progress because i used to be 3 weeks - 3 months without going lol at christas

like evil people arent worth dwelling on because life focusing on real love way too best to miss out on enjoy your lives

my new life is way too much fun man lmfao

my soul sex no hands hint lol 

it increased here so much and still man

riri is my only real twin flame the other elantes = extensions of her self = like alt selves = our cousins lol

and minus the highest and higher selves next in charge of heaven  is me and her

highest and higher selves know more juicy info than we do but

the all white chart rules over all lmfao but i include skyst and skisst and then me and riri as our owning  of heaven

thats the real origin heaven creation group lol aka the rest are our god kids lol but chaos guy is a tool lol

order > chaos no worries at all at this point

be thankful for your momma skisst she made yall things like bananas

our kids say/do the darnest things at times lol 

omg i swear mochi just ran in here and moved my bag on the floor lmfao that was crazy to see i think god means they can just steal her for me later lol

omg i swear mochi just ran in here and moved my bag on the floor lmfao

that was crazy to see i think god means they can just steal her for me later lol

she was supposed to be a heaven collectible to ward off evil as in 'scare' 'little evil kids' to change to be good instead lmfao

cause in heaven merged with earth = sun + moon = planet soon lol the next soul batches =

cant shapeshift till real love is known enough still =

they'll stay chibi sized for the reasons of even though they evil the little sizes make them easier to love and less threat in appearence than adults in the closet

but if not changed by judgement day and they keep choosing the unevolved satan  as their daddy thats unchangeable when it comes to being 100 percent evil only

they'll be adults cause we not into kids getting hurt

if anyone makes it to that boss battle like whos evilest

the evil ones compete like that but that boss battle they gonna change in record speed

thats a warning btw

use my story to change all fastest as possible etc and righteous ones in numbers so huge growin infinitly why get left out of all the real blessings? like real love with your true loves

the evil ones that change = thats fate yes but basically yall just wasting youre time

like heaven people know for a fact the heart compass when follwed is best smartest wisest ever possible strategies at best timings to help get/give best blessings at best timing divine timing like best possible strategies to change evil ones lol

in non evil ways duh

everyone thinks differently all is unique some need different experiences than others to change the heart path crafts it all perfectly lol

even though this batch has earth history for heaven dvds already made some probably lol once the evil ones change they will teach the rest of the batches so well too

we needed those cause its faster for all to change if they have those types of free will abusers change then teach like "oh yeah defiantly dont do ever do what i did it was the hugest mistakes of my life and i'll never do that again ....etc"

see? more believable than without those people huh

i feel like a have a drunk buzz without drinking lol i sent my room mates to the store to get me 2 mickeys tall cans lol they not even back yet lol reminds me of emma but she used to drink those huge glass bottles of it lmfao

like some real mom strategies for certain people = "oh ok you dont want your real momma on your side ok fine"  what god 'kid' wouldnt want their heavenly moms on their side? 

some just need certain things to change at best times = heart path knows

today i ate a late breakfast bowl of spaghetti and 3 slices of dill pickle and a brownie later i ate a late lunch of 2 bowls of the ponset looking long rice noodles with kalua pig and veggies and a banana and now a cookie lol 🙂 im starving again lol and i just ate that late lunch i eat way more here lol then later i drank one mickeys and then  i ate hot cheetos , and 3 more cookies lol  ps my anus is pooping on its own now lol

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God can just possess the evil ones for Confessions at times if thats best lol

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Karen Kawehilani Kwai-Lin Soon and my mom laughed when she told me about that birth mark cause i never knew i had that she didnt say on the hole and it was heart shaped so yeah it looks like a mini ball sack

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Karen Kawehilani Kwai-Lin Soon one time my mom put her hands in the ice in the freezer told me to hold her hand and stank im like did you fart and she laughed and she threw a washcloth in my food im like gross and thats how censored closets can sign language

Soul Meeting ‘Closet’ Rihanna? (not physically)

well lol FB took off my post so i have to rewrite it (i didnt even get flagged or anything so idk why lol) hm said she took it off for me to rewrite it i love this writing flow better anyways lol:

Last night i discovered with soul connecting and telepathy that There is a 'Closet' Rihanna cause she feels more detailed in her identity vibes in a non faded way her true self is faded in comparison because that form of the true self is an alternate timeline robot like shadow clone jutsu from naruto its not the original its a shadow clone. The True self functions too in the same way of once righteous that human would wanna go back in time to help fix the past so yeah the only way to do that to not mess up the god fate timelines = for certain people to get to know that true self when times are hard. Its like aka the future true self.

So when i connected last night to the closet rihanna she tried to hurt me with evil black magic vibes so i had to listen to her highest self skisst aka the first real heavenly mother to not connect with her anymore cause skisst protects me and coforts me and brings me joy best and i hate lies like the ones closet riri was trying to lie too hard so i had to disconnect for those reasons too.

When i dont connect to her i feel almost all the way cursed free. its like 96 percent done so im very happy :) im very blessed so yeah i hope all can learn to be righteous to help them get heavenly blessed godly

She's not volderdumb chaos guy but shes a remade version

the difference is closet riri can change but he cant but i call him a he even though he has riri's true forms for beauty but hes way too evil to even wear his true form so yeah he'd rather be everyones worst nightmare forms etc so yeah

im being very positive nothing really bothers me anymore here (the past used to etc curse being way less than ever still progressing)

i think the only thing curse active but not for long is very short times of lies but its very rare now and it still takes a bit to heal sometimes i have body aches randomly that i dont prefer lol but its small but

still getting nausea every morning

i threw up a tiny bit this morning

its way better than being nauseous all day off and on (since the end of 2014 end of my parents house and into the system it started but had some gaps of day(s), weeks ,or months breaks for some places i lived but still way too much) here i have a brand new life so yeah i can finally get alot more done here

been spitting out my phlegm in a bag  to try to get my cough less too been trying to smoke less:

been keeping up with my daily to do lists too (the first wednesday i went to the store later that day for new teeth hygiene stuff):

been putting stuff in my calendar too been doing so great here

jane helps me shower too she wanted to be here to clean the shower after i use it everytime cause i cant bend down long at all cause of my past spine surgery etc

i had the option to choose every 2 or 3 days so i chose every other day

but jane has weekends off so yeah

The greyish darkbrown/black wig = adrianna’s exact hair! christa told me stuff about her  that jay  said that her highschool sweet heart shes been married with so long (adrianna told me she really did marry her highschool sweet heart  they had all their kids together theyve been married a while and she never mentioned divorce like christa said  some time  after adrianna told me that she said to not tell adrianna she told me that cause its not her place to tell her buisiness) christa told me her husband cheated on adrianna jay mentioned in that video christa probably lied though

this one is about christa and dee andre some: in the video it reminds me of things christa told me some like wishing her ex husband would walk across the free way, or go to hell, or just die etc and how dee andre just uses her for money etc and how her daughter ashley doesnt like her thats christa’s quotes cause video says very same ish things here:

his finding scarlet series about my life some

jay aka he looks exactly like dee andre but dee andre isnt feminine so i think its his twin flame’s true self shape shifted as him and maybe he’s other characters jay does lol jay is super psychic godly so

(one time christa said she wanted to paint the shelf under the tv white he has that and thats nikkos new blue and red game boy lol)

btw walls =

 i heard rihanna didnt read about what happened to me till after last night i think hm is telling me she feels really bad for me now .... ima take a smoke break then been trying to fix this tumblr from missing info pics and final the drafts lol  lol

she wanted to keep everyone away by auto lie and magic attack spells but she didnt know black magic = hell and that only elantes have black in their core powers no other humans can curse people like that etc etc shes not to blame for what she didnt know is i tried to contact her last night

she hasnt been able to find my fb but i heard since i shared a ton of her posts yesterday and not alot shared those posts so

she found my new fb

and that we connected shes very nice and

she was able to be god promoted so fast

shes amazing she wasnt in the closet shes not dumb in court for justice at times skisst is the judge lol   

i think adrianna god promoted legit today lol    

adrianna wont get in trouble for putting me at christas cause christas just pro at acting sweet heart 

theres just no way she wouldve known  

without me and god

gods just make robot people where need be so the non robots can just jump in any of them at any time to make things personal if they want lol

were order not chaos

one time like one of the first days tony gave there he gave me a pepsi but skisst got to be able to refill that damn pepsi can 3 times for me magically while i was holding it in my hand out  and make it a beer buzz while awake not a dream was oit  front smoking a cig that felt like weed but it was tobacco

was before the pasta lol

ive seen some cool god magic lol

its funny when evil god kids get let  out of the closet and they thought killing me made them gods over me when they  arent immortal or have and powers like that lol

thats how dumb evil is

cause harry potter is immortal lmfao 

i think actually the kfc making green chicken christa mentioned using chemicals to change it back to normal color (i was the one that asked if heat changed the color back)

i feel fantastic every day here now and except the morning sickness but that is nothing its no big deal compared to used to have all day nausea off and on very fast offs you know

my mom used to work at kfc and she still didnt message me or text me

a caring mom would have i told kayla to give her my number i messaged her on fb etc etc still nothing 

all my mom ate for my whole pregnacy was kfc fried chicken and del taco

one time she said she dropped me on my head as a baby

years later i ask her about it

she said she meant on my bed

and why would aunty popo have to take care of me if my moms story changed: she didnt know how to take care of me so my dad did but then she said popo raised me then she said she read alot of parenting books while pregnat

but what mom that knows baseball forced me to pitch a hard softball age 5 in a small yard untill she bat it in my face and laughed

shady stuff like that about those parents of mine a bunch

my dream about evil cartoon chickens in hell lol

like one time she said my bro james was giving my tiny kid bro josh his butt stink finger in his nose

thats evil to me

the last 3 siblings were god robots lol 

gathering evidence lol

kayla when she messages me on instagram her responses  its way faster typed than even possible

whats up with my parents giving some of their kids stink

when my dad got gassy my mom always made him sleep on the couch

and my dad saying my middle name is mist of heaven is gross

it has more than one definition

like god beauty and door to heaven

Acts 13:11 Now, behold, the hand of the Lord is upon you, and you will be blind and not see the sun for a time.” And immediately a mist and a darkness fell upon him, and he went about seeking those who would lead him by the hand.Source:

my dads part blind from his brain tumor like his sister too has that

ps gods in the animals ok my moms fave animal the horse bucked her off when she was a young teenager i think

my dads part blind from his brain tumor like his sister too has that

ps gods in the animals ok my moms fave animal the horse bucked her off when she was a young teenager i think

the time the drs had a new trial of 110 shots in my back to see what us kids were alergic to

they pay for trials why not pay us

she knew i hated shots

that time she said the dr prescribed pure flouride as my medicine when i was a baby that she didnt make me drink it cause it was too nasty

she said it was black liquid but i  never heard of that flouride used to be used in the 50s as pesticide

my mom and dad before they got a baby bed with only my sister katie and on

they had the babies sleep in their bed

"oh they dont remember at that age" my mom said  cause i said thats gross that they do it in their bed

highest selves are in babies

katie is kid 4 out of 6 im 1 = the oldest

i had like 4  evil nightmares as a teen that james my bro was evil and giving me hell

all true selves are legit though

i wonder if my mom tried to do weird twists just to give me the umbilical chord noose 

Pretty - Korn https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=14yLqza7n9Y

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if the birthmark on my butt was from a closet rapist

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and my mom laughed when she told me about that birth mark cause i never knew i had that she didnt say on the hole and it was heart shaped so yeah it looks like a mini ball sack

i asked heavenly mother  if those things i heard were true she said she wont ding my heart for yes or no  as truth cause i dont wanna know

ps the allergy back test lies lol

regeneration me whenever people tried to kill me with body destroying things cause the world needed to wake up about being righteous

imagine how slow my parents would be if still evil if that happened

last year on katies video chat with me she showed my mom farting in my sisters room and katies like why do you always do this

my mom used to put 3 year old kaylas face in her butt just to fart clothes on but her night gown made the air stay cause its a long night gown kayla was under cause my mom put her there my dad said stop

my dad used to hold me down tickle me painfully hard and blow his stink in my face when i was 5

closet rapists are dumb cause they evil

one time my mom put her hands in the ice in the freezer told me to hold her hand and stank im like did you fart and she laughed and she threw a washcloth in my food im like gross and thats how censored closets can sign language

please deserve heaven all real love hugest to stay safe from almost all knowing except for boring stuff gods judgment etc thanks

April 24th, 2022:

She posted this the next day the 24th click to see on fb:

well i think all i need is probiotic yogurt lmfao

Still editing this post/Rough Draft:

heavenly mother's idea wording it like donte some cause she knows him too well too: with trillions of good bacteria  in one drinkable yogurt bottle :) drink them for breafast when i heart crave it and i love yogurt so yum lol  probiotics  kill the bad ones lol and keeps the good ones sounds better than antibiotics which kill both lol unless resistant to those pills lol i swear people shouldnt underestimate probiotic yogurt for infections lol

what robot donte did: im not worried though cause when i was in the imd i couldnt go for a month number 2 and all i did was feast there lol so i ate a piece of gum to track how much shit i had in me it only took one day to poop it out with only pooping one small turd lol cause i saw that gum and i went damn no need to worry gods taking it out of me lol  tracking the poop with gum lol probably so my intestines dont explode and i the guy  harry potter is based on is immortal:

heavenly elante mommas: at christas her and dee andre youd hear them late every night in the beggining cause she moans so loud then she told me she been faking it for a whole 2 years since she'd been with him then a week after justin got there i never heard them again but what if i was their 'new' hobby id rather not know but dee andre used to ask her in front of me if he's too small later im like uhm.....this is mine not yours leave us alone now:

donte responds innocently like my baby: "why whats it say in there (the lyrics)" cause it wasnt him talking till he asked that

heavenly mother elantes again:

its like that thing of "this is what happens when we let the evil closest people out , and we're never doing that again for the next soul god kid batches and etc" cause true them can get possessed by righteous god to confess for me etc lol i  just needed to used them back for dante to just 'pass out' to not feel or be aware of body pain of his curse thats the only reason elante momma gods let fate  happen like that cause how to stop the unbreakable curse was always loopholes but that guy takes   way too long to let us win all the way so yeah he'll be a tool forever if the kids choose him as their god dad instead of their righteous real godly parents etc real family choose righteous deserve heaven too please asap

ps: robot donte = read the where has donte been post for some but we add its how he catches up like a faded version of an alternate clone him in parallel timelines the first one was in forbidden forest inside the faded ones soul body sealed in that nightmare till the super computer number crunches and tricks the heck out of volderdumb guy to get him to intend to be an indian giver of certain things where hes tricked like he can take it back but he's breaking the curse away more and more as a long time went on already so yeah that voldermort hes evilest so it is very hard for him to understand certain things lol like alt reality hims lol with certain fates in place just to unlock more and more for donte to not be as cursed life for donte till itts all gone forever  he's welcome to come out now that we saved him  out of that forrest and more still on going  the real donte is shy he likes being really  quiet and us helping him laugh alot with us like to get to know us more lol k

donte: im very thankful for my elantes helping me so much hope you all try to get to heaven life as soon as you can please

elantes: you wont regret it ps donte laughs at very tiny small simple real momma parenting style jokes about how dumb evil is in general too but yeah he doesnt laugh with us like in a hes bad like us elantes way but lol he needs our gentle point of view for him to know were legit so our laughing style is still not evil cause we dont join that crowd its like donte can laugh with just our funny vibes alone no words but yeah he admires our way to see and parent is not like his own but without us we wouldnt be perfect with our balance so we need counterpart twin flames to be righteous speaking to our god kids lol that think too grinch like:

harry potter room in a closet slang  but hes still not evil   lol

well i got about 4 hours of sleep this morning but none last night but counting the yesterday nap it was about 7 hours total

ive been sleeping enough hours daily i already caught up on the previous all nighter the last night at christas house yeah on the second day i got here yeah then like i wrote when i slept alot the other day this week so ive been getting enough sleep lol  i take an hour nap once a day i think 2 days here i forget which ones but yeah lots of body rest when needed

morning nausea is weird lol cause its like only around 7-11 am lol like usually only lasts about an hour a day

added a bit more details i forgot in this post: Adrianna Appointment and the undercover FBi = past 'cop' i 'dated' ? lol ( i never been to that urgent care those staff were strangers)

ok yeah that ones updated now i cried today cause i thought i could trust christa but then my heavenly mothers elantes they comfort me very nice and cheer me up im so glad im safe here

btw theres a reason ive been preaching since year 2013 on my first wonderlanderz site ive been trying to figure out peace and real god info my own way lol i said dont need drugs to hallucinate spirit guides just get it for free with faith and listening techniques i included back then lol

but since i got my pc back after homeless etc bs lol the board and care on ive probably made around 50 at the most i think websites trying to make the old wonderlanderunite site upgraded cause i was trying to tune the radio head to not lie to me but then i learned its just cause i was the first god of love and i was cursed still am by the god of evil but the lies from him are way less by now and real heavenly mothers + do a fantastic job at saving me and us

i dont trust my old gmails (see my hacked blog post)  so i only saved one site url the old wix site linked on the sidebar of this blog = my most recent previous site not done but my new site i want it really pretty and to teach all to not be evil at all no matter what thats the whole point of all my old sites and projects like character related too yes to inspire all to be real love and peace heaven joy family etc bonds respect etc etc lol real love is unconditional not conditional

for the record: theres some shady things that i was what if thoughts about mom and dad but id rather not know truth if its bad about them but i love unconditionally

i told my sister to share this site and my new cell number with my family she's doing great she said im like thank god!

omg dumb nightmare turned into best dream lol riri fixed it...yet again  lol

fentybeauty posted that pic 4/18/22 see source at bottom for link

when posting this on tumblr on 4/23/22

i heard “karen” front door close “i’ll get her” (idk who’s voice that was)

Still editing this post/Rough Draft:

right before i went to sleep last night around 1 am cause i was laying down a while and couldnt sleep till after this part on the tv for a reason lol:

the  tv said jesus wont go to jail it was christian music lol  of a black choir like singing of a group and one of the lead singers? i wasnt really looking at it long but one singer looked like the mom in jays brokemas video but just the hair lol (im used to people doing me wrong lol so i was a little worried about what ifs lol then that song helped me)

i kept waking up like 4 or more times last night i caught myself rubbing my belly when i woke up 2 or 3 times  im like uh .......... i was doing that in my sleep hope it aint a sign lol but im against abortion i always gave god the say when i get pregnant or not so yeah

written 7:23 am 4/21/2022 i had a dream nikko from christas house threatened to beat me up if i dont give him a cig for some reason lol and when i said no and wanted to tell people on fb he made a bunch of gun noises and i thought it was a real gun so i hid behind the dresser and door in my parents old house my little kid room and my cell phone wouldnt call 911 then roger from the board and care the staff guy he and raphael some of the good staff there already stopped him and roger showed me rihanna's wedding dress she designed for my surprise wedding with her it was amazing it had wording all on it cut out very intricate kinda like a snowflake but better so i think it was gonna go on top of a darker color cause the cut out word part was all white and the left boob is the only part i was allowed to read it said "karen" lol and im like roger are you sure thats for me from rihanna to double and tripple check and he was laughing and saying yes lol

and when i woke up her voice told me "i'll get you soon cause you're used to just putting up with other people's bs" lol + more its more than that but omg im hoping lol

(i woke up a bit earlier the sun was rising i smoked then when i layed down i was nauseous but didnt dry heave lol so yeah)

ps the first xaara dream the valentines day one = when we were jumping from hotel room to hotel room it was just us im like oh duh lol

cause sometimes when the voice would be tricky of bs lol i felt forced at times to share elante with other people not our whole soul but i had to put puzzle pieces together and not be like .....look... some people believe jesus is all womens husband i saw it on my mom's fb pic she posted a jesus bible or bom quote about he's their bridegroom or somethin lol but before i thought i must be a jesus in the way of im really nice etc and loving and meek etc yeah the voice lied and i was really naive and young lol i was 17 it told me why do you not wanna give everyone sex energy when it can help their bodies not feel pain etc i was too like oh uh ok cause what got me was im too caring about others discomforts but i put together more and more how to know which voice vibes to trust but im still careful but im getting more progress with it as i age lol alot more like even i tried to force me to do my cliche jesus me character during hard times but i just cant stay addicted to even that guy lol im too addicted to elantes so yeah lol id rather have my fave person in the whole world my elantes as my only romance partners my real twin flames  lol they are extentions of rihanna's selves when in true form lol so yeah

i am mainly addicted to only rihanna and skisst the most though for now i go slow lol

it cheers me up the most in the day when i can sense them in different ways :)

Escape The Fate - Friends And Alibis

ok so i made a task board for keeping a schedule to do lists every day , i keep a calendar for things like appointments, i keep keep notes for notes like shopping lists and things like what to remember to ask  the dr lol  but also budgetting, and keeping track of cigs i smoke a day there too cause im too lazy to pre roll them out and i wanna keep track to make sure i budget right and not smoke too much i wanna keep it under 13 for sure each day for now but yeah lol i think i can do it cause theres some creepy bugs out there lol and i wanna be more productive here anyways lol been callin insurance etc updating addresses and number  settin up rides etc lol

riri song references funny ^ hints <3 im getting a short hair cut monday i want all the dyed parts gone lol i cant tell where that mark is but i'll ask lol but i want it very short anyways though lol i cant donate it cause it was dyed lol oh well its very healthy and thick now and the pony tail is around a ruler size and barely breaks when i brush it and no knots lol but i hate long hair care etc for me its too much of a hassle i love short 'boy' hair and not brushing it cause its short anyways lol and no heavy ass pony tail bs i dont like it in my face either lol etc  since a kid so yeah

heard this one for the first time age 28 lol:

oh btw that song taught me how to spell tear right i thought tare was the shredding definition and tear = cry ohhhhhh lol tearing = ripping etc i thought tearing = crying only lol lmfao its cause my tara dream in the dream im like how do you spell it teara? she said tara so it took me till later to add teara as an aka cause she cries alot like me especially of being in love in focus so sweet felt etc yeah it hits me so great at times mmmm especially here lol i think i cried 3 different days here already of how much love i have for elantes but if i focus on them alot id do that all the time i can feel them enough for sure im already getting wet eyed and smiley again mmmmm lol they know me too good lmfao

i think halsey is a skisst :)

omg i just looked up her tattoos right after: (the arrow of the two mouths kissing exactly what kwins fb banner was back when she met me first but her banner was a photo of 2 lesbians one lip biting saying "i wanna do bad stuff with you" lol i tried to google that pic before i  cant find it lol )

which is basically what halseys other tattoo means lol:

halsey's tattoos:

mmmmhmmm thats her all right

oh a white butterfly fly on me today lol

and today i saw two spiders two different times in this day but i was saved by denise then joe lmfao denise killed one for me it was kinda next to me some  then the other one was on the arm of my chair later and   i got up so fast i dropped my phone lmfao good thing obama phones can get dropped alot lol and not break at all but yeah lol then i told joe later i cant sit in my chair and why so he inspected it all in front of me now i can sit there yay im spoiled

i took a nap just woke up at 6:47 pm man elantes are so hot lol i love when they soul sex = certain kind of love buzzes from gods to wake me up lol and then the tv said "when i woke up i saw the sun" that one song lol

oh oh it was this part my bad lol lol: "I saw the sign and it opened up my eyes I saw the sign" when i was little i always thought sign sad sun instead lmfao mmmmm Ace of Base - The Sign (Official Music Video)

i admit donte 'sleeps' a ton still but they woke me up right before my body took a nap they word stuff alot for me but know exactly how i am im a nicest sweetest innocent baby cliche  only lol yes when they told me what happened before my nap i had to be emotional and roah had to take over then i slept lol

they mentioned this song to me: the "i dont even know how to hold it" - Atmosphere - Always Coming Back Home To You, to relate to that this morning dream with nikko:

Atmosphere - Always Coming Back Home to You https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2WBee_bmGu4

in that dream like he had a machine gun and right when he was about to shoot me my darn phone wasnt working  i was saved by raphael and roger   lol (that dream morphed some of my life together when i was being chased by nikko when he was just gonna punch me at first i thought (i always was pretty generous with my cigs at times)  it reminded me of being that young age of when i had that room it was that wildomar mobile home house i grew up in age 5  till age 16 or 17 we moved but my dad used to scare me alot just for his fun and chase me i hated that shit i would cry and scream and when nikko pukes he sounds exactly like my dad when he pukes every time

Atmosphere - The Woman With The Tattooed Hands https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N-9nbwHQPKA

i had morning sickness only today again i ate breakfast and lunch a bit late to make sure my stomach was ready i do that in the mornings sometimes lol i got with feeling but i had a busy day with making sure my todo list was all checked off and so ima make sure i eat dinner cause im getting hungry again but a hole isnt 'puckered' anymore its able to open on its own now i noticed but still needed some help so i opened another laxitive package lol thats number 5 i wanted a break on the weekend from using them for different reasons till today but im sure ill be able to go easier probably tonight lol its still hard in there it was stuck lol so i thought one more is necessary so yeah

9:18 pm man wtf  the butthole got swollen shut again i was so close it was normal then wtf happened man idk atleast i have a primary dr visit soon i googled if its a side effect of peg3350 laxitive i cant find anything so weird man

i didnt notice it was like 'glued' shut i used to call it till the end of being at christas house but i dont check it all the time so i just noticed the swollen non flat effect here

i know sometimes christa had chicken thawing out 4 days straight sometimes when mark wanted fast food in a row suprising her she never put it back in the freezer and sometimes it stank but she just said all she has to do is wash it in the sink and the heat when cooking kills the bacteria even though when she had the bag of raw chicken in the sink that whole time closed yeah but it still stank alot so she said she knew what she was doing so i trusted her but i dont wanna think about what ifs but i hope im ok

the poop is finally soft i had to manually take it out again yes washed hands and antibacterial hand sanitizer

but other than that its like still only a tiny bit in there  im just gonna wait to try to go again till after i see the dr lol

when i got the endoscopy at first christa said i dont have to go if i dont want to but on the day of my appointment she told me i am going and she made us all breakfast though (she rarely makes breakfast or lunch we usually have to make those 2 meals ourselves)

im like wait after i ate just a piece of toast and she made me coffee im like im supposed to fast

and she still took me to go

she was honest with them that i ate that morning and so was i

they said ok we'll try to attempt it

but the anethesia usually doesnt hurt me but that one did really bad

but it knocked me out fast at least

after i got my diagnosis slow digestion the nurse said my digestion was probably marked slow because i ate a bit in the morning but

it seems hella slow though still

she said she got endoscopy before i mean come on

that stomach dr place was GI-Excellence in hemet

i dont think its utis i think it might be stomach infections then

cause on fb one of my last posts talked about a new wiping a certain way before   peeing in cup technique not let it drip down the butt hole technique is barely any white blood cells so she said maybe infection maybe not

i think its stomach bacteria that was triggering the false utis most of the time

but its like why am i antibiotic resistant to alot that easily before cause she

possibly gave me fake antibiotics in my bottle

idk how many times per different type but

i know that cipro wasnt the right one based on the net

chicken was my least fave meal at that house but sometimes she made me eat it  

even though nikko would never cook the fried chicken right always bloody he said he didnt know how to read their temp thing when it says chicken not a temp lol and most of the time she made nikko make the chicken dinners anyways but one time when it stank she had me help her cut the bones like snap it etc but i never knew how before but ew

they used a square cooker for chicken that wasnt fried and that one was never bloody chicken but um

christa told me drs call you if results are serious

my old phone would mark even when off who called

this new one dont but i set up my voice mail just in case

the endoscopy took a biopsy for suspected possible h. pylori but never called me so i wasnt concerned

and so i  never went to the follow up visit

it says salmonella causes diareah so it would explain maybe possibly putting that in my food (her imodium)

cause im incotinent especially with diareah and pee . not really solid poop

the anti diareah pills she gave me her own prescription bottle of imodium but it doesnt match online pill descriptions but she was right 300 was the quantity on the lable she says she gets those all the time she had extra bottles in her room i only had diareah there 5 different times

most was when i first got to her house

the last 2 times was when i had sepsis those two times

since ive been incotinent it was hard so many times to pee in the cup  i couldnt find the stream most of the time

but heavenly mother possessed me last time i went to urgent care showed me how to wipe and stand a bit lean forward and pee she was like "i'll show you how" alot of times the nurses dont remember to give me the wipe too so i know to ask every time now

i mean christa had an iphone and her screen used to be cracked but not no more cause those 3 times she told me to google how she can get rid of stuck painful gas her net on her phone wasnt working and i didnt feel like standing long anyways so i was like good i dont have to that was after i posted about my constipated contractions i called it cause it hurt so bad twice shes usually always watching videos on her phone she says she pays for data on her phone and at the time the wifi was working for those 3 times she asked me to do that

atleast i feel way better than being at her house though cause no nausea for whole days mainly only in the mornings thats it i had like only 4 days here of sick the first day, the second day i think, and those two times i slept most of the day all the other days morning sickness only but had one day off i think free from nausea i think that was day 3 possibly

i mean she told me in the beggining her friend used to work at kfc and they fed people green chicken they kept in barrels and used to cook the bacteria off and the green color out  but she said thats why she dont like kfc but later she still bought us kfc when mark paid for it

i never liked the chicken in the square thing when nikko cooked it cause the skin felt too weird like raw like or chewy idk how to explain it but the inside was cooked but never seasoned right i need sauce for that shit to down it but often i just gave mine to someone else cause i dont crave chicken as a main dinner most of the time and it was im more of a red meat fan the most or good sea food like crab or shrimp or clam chowder or certain kind of oysters lol or bbq pork lol or good ham i told her i dont really like chicken that much since i was a kid but yeah lol i only like chicken with sauce or friend crunchy lol

they tried to feed blu their dog raw chicken at times but he never ate it till they cooked it they said

ugh i dont wanna think about that place right now bye

midnight: i tried going to sleep but

Rihanna - Stay ft. Mikky Ekko https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JF8BRvqGCNs

i think i gotta shave my whole head lol i bought new soap and a new brush but my hair tie isnt washed but i hate long hair ugh some reason its still itchy usually not this much at this house still isnt as bad as the last house but ima throw away my old soaps and old brush oooo heavenly mother is putting god medicine on it lol cool it has a sudden anti itch cool refreshing effect soothing lol she told me i dont wanna know what made my scalp basically bleed the red hair dye and make my hair fall for that whole month out till i switched not using christas she gave me but like 2 boxes of different brands of hair dye etc doesnt sound like pro hair cutter she said she went to hair and make up  school

lol one time there was a homeless man and a random lady look through our trash seperatley seperate days  christa told me

so yeah fbi been on them

cause one time the dog control inspector guy in uniform came over to investigate if our dogs are housed good or not based on a complaint from someone anonymous but christa blamed it on her only neighboor marry cause she hates dogs barks sounds so much christa said she payed to have her dogs voice box removed but mary yelled towards the end when i was in the smoke room cause thats close to marys back yard she yelled "karen you are not harry potter" but its the same angry tone of voice she yells at her grandkids christa said those kids are in her back yard at sometimes i saw them jump on a trampoline too from the sun room before and heard them at times before from there but christa said she wanted to get back at mary by calling cps on her to get her gran kids taken away to get back at her

if mary is in on what christa was doing to me basically then she didnt call those dog inspectors lol they mustve been so paranoid in that case  

one time christa said she took a key to a strangers car in front of us when he wasnt around cause that car was too slow im like oh....it was at ricks store with the milk sign on the front where she buys her mangoritas every day the parkinglot

then towards the end christa told me she wanted to get back at her surgeon by me giving her bed bugs i capture for her to realease them in i thought she was gonna say her surgeons office name but  she said dr balu's office surprisingly im like uhm i have been putting them in a hand sanitizer bottle theyve been in liquid lol theyre dead lol it was true but im like i dont do shady evil shit you know

Christa’s house and her pets

April 21st  2022

and now i wonder how mochi got that cut on her head

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and how blu really broke his leg and i didnt hear blu for like atleast a month he used to bark if anyone was close to our front yard when his leg broke he would refuse to lay down dee andre said he got out when he took the lock off his fence gate little area for a pit bull but yeah sometimes he tried to release blu but blu wouldnt leave but christa said her dog a yorkie dad of jr and bently died by that florida street he got his and she cried when her dogs god hurt or sick looking (like jrs legs not working randomly) in front of us she'd cry like panic kind of crying  but now im like..... more acting huh  shit

she said jr and bently are only a bit more than a year old when i was there before she calls them puppies she said the dad bred with nikkos moms girl but that some of nikkos dogs got eaten by wolves that hopped her fence or something but that christas best friends with nikkos mom christa said and jenny and katie she said she got mochi from hidey? her neighboor she said she aid they live across the street i think

she said the yorkie dads name was japanese too like chi sai and mochi its pronounced like this i think:

just noticed this: ri sought chi / ye lol 

Sachi as a girl's name is of Japanese origin meaning "child of joy". https://www.thebump.com/b/sachi-baby-name

Short form of Sachiko https://babynames.com/name/sachi

to sum it up dee andre hit bently and jr in front of me they just puppies

small dogs

blu is a pit bull he hit him alot

two of their baby guinea pigs died

chisai only comes out from hiding under the sink in the bathroom if christa has his fave treats

mochi had that cut on her head

i want mochi lol

i had a dream she was elantes and pet her for comfort during their shrooms they put in my pasta long ass trip lol

i pet her the most shes not even a year old

all their animals are young i was told by christa

except chi sai is old

they always said they fed the dogs my left over meat

and they always fed the dogs the bones from the meats all the time too

one time the dog inspector showed up when they were gone

https://karenfordonte.tumblr.com/post/682379650856583168/omg-dumb-nightmare-turned-into-best-dream-lol-riri

that day they were out of pet food so they had time to book a different appointment day cause he wasnt allowed in the house till they got back

Atleast riri in my dreams alot more and kwin lol too not just nightmares

Still editing this post/Rough Draft:

so today i noticed my belly hair mustve been shaved by someone else at christas house usually its way longer lol i think they mustve did that to my pussy some too as a trim weird cause i used to find a bit in my diaper or when i wiped that usually doesnt happen and i think it should be longer than this based on i dont shave christa used to force me to shave the first xmas i was there she bought me a shaving kit so yeah  but i stopped that fast thats weird (christa and dee andre must be extended cousins of my parents in that similar personalities way not emma lol emma is sandy shes in the ohana group lol not sarcastic enough now that i think about it she matches family education style more shes the one that always said shes dying when she would laugh too hard so i say that too still at times lol ) they dont call me harry potter for nothing lol

and when i got my pc back there was dirt all over the screen i mustve fell asleep that night i was trying so much to stay awake cause i was too scared i was supposed to leave the next day

i didnt know i fell asleep but that night the voice in my head told me they would possess them to leave the weapon in my stuff i didnt believe it untill jane pulled out that knife i already wrote about

i would laugh so hard if they did that on their own cause thats so dumb lol

evidence

i had a dream this morning i asked riri what does she want for her bday (bdays every day lol my style for her) she said just more love shes a sweet heart so me and her bonded this morning mmmmmm  

you know how on fb i mentioned that morning i heard justin or dee andre voice say when adrianna comes dont open the door then 20 minutes later the door bell rings that door didnt open so yeah i was freaked out lol i listened to adrianna when she told me to put my stuff outside and i think she teleported the bags again i had alot out there but i had to start handing her more than she did that more old school walking style i guess or she works fast lol but damn she had me trying to haul ass i left the heavy boxes for her so yeah cause i usually need breaks for that i took one bathroom break once i started moving them outside but yeah lol mustve been adrenaline and real mamas lol helping me

evil ones shouldve listened to real mama gods lol my room mates are so legit man and they make me have the safety i need to feel to be comfortable and happy and that kite helped at perfect timing cause that corrupt cop bs wouldve been so scary but yeah if the gang was in my pc spyin lol they got my new address but its ok cause my house is constantly being watched lol

i was sick when i first woke up at 6am i dry heaved but i woke up at 9am took it slow then now at 10am ish i feel way better again but ima heart flow my shower day today jane left before she showed me exactly where my soap was and she said she'd buy a shower mat i think so yeah but if in my heart i find the soap etc things i oh wait she said she has to be here when i shower cause she wanted to be the one to clean the shower after me anyways so i should wait but i heard adrianna was bringing another client to another one of janes houses that she'll tell her to visit me since she'll be in the area so thats cool

i think my fave race when it comes to humor is black people style humor just sayin lol ive always loved black people but all races are equal still but yeah they crack me up lol i think jane for sure is most likely an elante in  disguise too so yeah lol

you know what i think i accidently recently wrote i tried shrooms and lsd when i was a teen the wrong starting age i had short hair finally the end of my sophomore year so it mustve been age 16 or 17  for both  (before i had the water fast which was end year of age 17 my bday in jan cause i didnt hear clear voices talk yet on those drugs just mumbles or my name i was trying to use it to get godly guidance aka hear them talk to guide me in life but i wasnt allowed untill the water fast  cause chaos is dumb)  what i put i just wanted to make sure i didnt put 15 but yeah what reminded me was theres mushrooms in my breakfast burrito but denise ate it she said its good so i got to eat it its the best breakfast burrito ever lol i only tried those two two different teen ages the other age for both was 18 lol on my own so i know what theyre like at a small dose lol but i never preferred shrooms for those two lol

but like im not into illegal drugs since ive been kicked out for smoking pot (lol parents probably tried to use mormon to control us and get us in trouble etc) ive been a non rule breaker and with chaos dumb guys curse learned later im not even into pot just to be sure ps that 5 year old me dream about me getting kicked out i thought my mom left my dad for a new dad that was rich i just didnt recognize him cause my dad was fat with a flat top hair cut for a long time but by the time he kicked me out his gastric bypass surgery worked and he got bald so yeah thats the same dad but age 5 i thought he was a millionaire and he and my mom were evil (i think i posted on fb about his past job for the millionaire bill of  my dad had bill's the computer language code to predict the stock market like a passive income money generator so yeah thats how i got suspicious he told us kids lies probably like he couldnt keep the code and maybe bill gave him some more help too i wouldnt know) my parents both too shady to trust they did weird stuff like not real loving parents at all so yeah

as far as buzzes go i prefer alcohol sometimes not too much only a little bit not every day  and cigs and energy drinks lol and soul sex lol sometimes theyre able to make me feel some massages etc  by their spirits and not all the time yet but its nice when they are able to cause chaos is dumb lol

to update on the knife they found in my food bag i wasnt sure if adrianna was there so i asked her and she said she wasnt its because it probably happened right after she left so yeah jane knows cause i asked jane where'd you get that knife she said it was in my bag she opened it in front of me but wasnt paying attention all the way so man she calmed me down shes like its ok its ok lol

anyways adrianna said they probably werent drugging me which threw me off guard a bit i told her to investigate she said they are but she said at her work shes not allowed to go on certain websites so she didnt read everything but its ok i understood her  i told her some more things that concerned me in person but yeah

if i was a paranoid person i would be paranoid no matter who it is but here i trust my room mates and jane so far and probably joy too so yeah and denise said we can trust joe too he doesnt steal any of our stuff when theres no one in our room so yeah its cool :) but some others  here have stolen some of her food so thats what denise said  she warned me  but other than that i feel completely safe and very blessed here and i feel i can start a fresh new life cause thats what this house already is for me and my room mates bring me a ton of comfort and i feel happier and its a very healthy environment here mentally and good food available here its very nice im so thankful for god

i got a new obama phone today its very nice im thankful for adrianna i really appreciate her so much  i got my check cashed and got to buy hygeine stuff i needed and tylenol and some snacks oh i found my hand sanitizers i forgot to check my purse so it was in there and adrianna is gonna switch me drs so it'll be nice to get me checked out just in case and

ps im not visually hallucinating any more like that shroom trip type hallucinations were so im so glad its been like  maybe 4 days since it all left and stopped bothering me i can see the clock right at night in the dark and everything not seeing spider hallucinations anymore so its very good

im getting a hair cut next week monday as far as i know lol finally i dont like hair in my face and brushing its thickness but i do but its just alot more work to keep up with it than short hair is and i love short hair styles on me most so yeah im hoping maybe i can donate some to make a wig there for people who want that

to make it clear i as donte am not an angry, aggressive, violent, hateful, evil person

i hate evil rape, bullying, violence,  and  abuse

always said that

im not the vengeance type im very meek

im very sweet , gentle, understanding, compassionate, and peace loving

i love everyone no matter what  

i leave all the judgement day stuff to god

i still wish all can avoid hell and just learn to be righteous

i know heavenly mother is that way too

but she says some just learn in different ways like experiences teach and not everyone can learn with spoiling with my friendly peaceful approach of automatic salvation no matter what cause im too nice

but i trust she knows what shes doing and

she slangs that she hates people at times but she actually loves them its just expressing that she wants all to be righteous and good people you gotta see the intentions behind the words to understand people cause words can mean anything

but i agree with her that evil is stupid no matter what

cause we want all to earn and deserve heaven and really want peace and salvation for all in all fate

so yeah i forgive automatically but i just wish people can be nice to eachother so all can be happiest and safest still ok?  

i dont believe in past lives anymore i used to but i will not do elante when shes not in her truest forms just saying it has to be mutual real love close soul bond type thing thats not shallow

to us physical appearances arent ugly but evil is

i get very sesitive as donte when i hear about others misfortune or discomfort even if its only slight or minor i still get emotional with my empathy and my care for all people

but i just really want evil actions , thoughts, choices, to stop

im not evil

i always try to do the best nicest things for everyone

im not money hungry

i still can care less about if i get more money or not

its never about money actually

its about boosting everyones quality of life im still very generous

but here im not taken advantage of  

i feel like im on a mission to teach but it takes me time to figure out god and spirituality i made a ton of progress with being able to bond with heavenly mother elantes lol so much as time goes on i can sense them  more and more so im very happy here

i love life finally in this place much more quality of life here alot more joy and trustworthy people and god signs that im safe now

sometimes i feel like i dont even want to do other me's aka the dantes in my whole soul family i think i wont actually cause i am way too addicted to elantes much more attracted to elantes the most  that are in their  true form but i would never pressure anyone for sex im not the type of person thats too easy i used to be in my earlier ages but i stopped that a long time ago cause i dont want cheap sex i want more getting to know the person first and that takes time and i decided that year 2016 i think thats the last time i chose to have sex it was at the board and care and its how i stay safe no one interests me except elante = heavenly mothers my twin flames you know?

like my friend bree's mom donna used to go to their house dona was psychic she told me theres other selves that split like a crystal that broke into shards so thats what i think about my whole soul and my other half im too romantic for flings and bs that wont last forever im into forever bonds i am closest with heavenly mothers for a reason they bring peace, comfort , deep real love, and joy to my heart when i sense the real them they arent evil in other words

denise said were allowed to drink here lol jane seen her   bottle i think so i think its legit she just keeps them not hidden most of the time so yeah lol theyre easily visible you know? plus some keep beers in the fridge too

but i say no to  pot if asked as my motto for a long time and i only mix a shot worth of denise's good tasting drink i mix it in soda or juice though and just sip on it taking my time never more than that a day but still not every day i just love that to relax my muscles and its warm in my muscles at times so yeah i dont cause any drama so yeah i prefer to only drink a little bit im not much of a drinker so its not an every day thing

im thinking though cause im not sure if my case manager doesnt allow things that arent beer i know she said a beer once in a while is ok but that was back when i was on 5 psych meds so im not sure but if its a problem as in they dont allow it still idk cause they let me off my psych meds but  i can switch back to a tall can of beer once in a while lol it doesnt matter to me im not addicted  i think next times i will drink a tall can of beer once in a while anyways lol i wanna just make extra sure i dont like disobeying rules just to make sure now that i think about it so yeah

my case manager has this site link i emailed it to her so yeah she said she'll look

you know what i decided to pour out my alcohol dr pepper drink just in case because id rather be extra sure i dont like feeling like doing anything where theres a possibility i might get in trouble with other peoples rules so im really been craving just water a ton anyways too so i didnt drink that much at all cause i was just sipping  on it a bit today but yeah lol i drink water most of the time and yeah lol

id rather be sober and clean anyways i think maybe a beer on occasion is good  but i want the love buzzes from god alone instead more  lol so its cool cause its free and coolest to me cause i love god and my friend used to say you get higher without drugs i agree lol cause life should be that blessed in god design you know? i dont need that stuff still lol like when i looked up that song ^ i autotyped reverse this curse escape the fate v instead lol i think its a god sign:

i know i can totally be completely sober and clean but my true weakness is cigs but i have been listening to jane more where i pace my cig smoking a ton again i didnt smoke that much today either  even though i was only nauseous this morning lol

but idk they dont appeal to me as much before lol like eventhough i bought sodas , monsters, and cool aid i still rather drink water alot more so yeah lol like when things are too sweet sometimes i feel my body cravings switch fast like thats why i drink water mainly all day lol maybe i can limit them by rolling them out every day like 10 a day as the limit some days i smoke less than that even but i feel like id rather idk set goals ? like i wanna start exercising every day but the bricks in the back on the ground some arent balanced as in straight i noticed but i wanna build up my strength i hope im not pregnant just saying but yeah i gotta get it checked  at the dr to be extra sure but im praying please no lol but whatever god wants i guess lol but i wish i could get approved for dial a ride and find a job get some progress in my life and itll take time for my body to get healed enough but i really wanna start drawing more too in my spare time but i gotta buy a new pen for my wacom intuos tablet maybe thats all i need lol

i love being honest but the only times i will lie is to try to do the rightest thing for families you know? i try to do the most  righteous thing constantly some debate on what that is for certain things but  theres never a time where im not intending to do the rightest thing for all sometimes i forget to be more balanced with my own needs in the past like i was too generous too much in the past but its not like that here so i learned

the other time if i do say a lie is if i hear a lie from another and think its true but as far as liar voice in my head i am very cautious at what i choose to believe but with reality involved = true events and experiences from earth if the voice thats nice proves the future to me i think its legitly heavenly mother like she has to touch my heart a certain way etc i love seeing proof like confirms properly you know backed up with facts type of stuff but yeah it seems the more i age the more truth confirms i get truthful godly voices wise so yeah

the only true form ive seen of my twin flame in that twin flame way i mentioned in a past post on this site is rihanna but ive seen perfected in a twin flame way kwin aka skisst in my head visuals etc but yeah lol i think gods go  in disguises a ton as guardian angel style as earthlings aka heaven walkers in  others forms lol

i feel like im not even in my true form 100% so its ok

im not shallow im soul deep but i love facts as confirms but i love like the breadcrumb trail of signs gods give to me at the same time like they all add up and connect when theyre legit like i feel like its related to scooby doo like clues but like puzzle pieces to the godly design of life lol  i dont like evil lies etc

oh i think i told adrianna there wasnt a password on my pc at the other house i talked too fast i meant i didnt always lock my pc screen i left it on most of the time i put the setting to never sleep or turn off so yeah thats what i meant it only had the password thing if the lock screen turns on if it sleeps or restarts or shuts down

but here my pc is very protected lol i knew what i was doing lol

but at the other house i wasnt  'paranoid' till i saw reasons of facts like i cant trust them anymore some are what ifs still till facts back up those what ifs as true but yeah i slang the word paranoid for i wanna be careful at times if i see reason like facts that show peoples morals = shady some then i know  to be careful about  those certain people i will be  careful about people in general just in case but if i keep  not getting red flags about certain people then they are good people to me as in not evil but i dont have paranoia as a disorder lol if i say i think so and so did this sometimes its slang for mightve done this sometimes i brainfart and talk too fast and accidentally leave words out to make me clearest but im the type that needs extra facts to extra back it up still lol

denise said shes trying to get on section 8 and would have a two bedroom place with me so i said that sounds cool but it takes years sometimes to have that approved but its something denise said she used to be homeless in her car for a while and jane was like a guardian angel to her and offered her to stay here so yeah she said she could refresh my memory of learning how to drive later since i got my license age 18 still have it i would want to contribute to help you know? but idk what the future holds but for now i really love it here cause of theres good people here

i hope somehow im wrong about things that seem to add up that made people seem not as trust worthy i just rather people be nice but only the real righteous god(s) really knows peoples hearts so im the type that would rather wish to clean others slates and just try to stay friends and make peace but at the same time id rather keep a smaller closer circle of friends its like i wanna be everyones friend but at the same time im not the type to try to be popular lol in kindergarden i made a club of unpopular kidss club cause i didnt think to belong to cliques just because theyre cool in a shallow way not that styles are shallow but i just am not the type to be egotistical in the way of if it was cool to do things that righteous god(s) wouldnt agree with i wouldnt do it

im not really into strictly any one religion im into just taking my time with spirituality ideas lol my ideas evolve alot since i was young but im getting to really love life since ive been here, finally so im really excited to live every day and enjoy the moment and i crave peace and love all the time im very kindest and i know not to judge words alone cause different people think in different ways some words are slang just ask what they mean and etc its like i think only gods can judge cause they dont have the veil that i have like im always thinking deep about life design and i love god(s) so much and im not scared here as days go by im gaining more and more joy and the first nights i was here i cried sometimes but im getting less nightmares and id rather forget the past and move on and wish peace for all and just learn to be real loving to all and even if some things are fact like so and so did evil it doesnt mean they cant learn from it and change to be righteous enough so yeah i love everyone i wih the best for all i hope all has the best life ever if not now then someday i enjoy the simple things im not materialistic my health is improving alot here i dont like getting people in trouble im not chaotic but i know if gods righteous for real im very deserving of heaven someday cause im not evil im all about big huge real love in kind ways im into helping people alot ive been all these things for a long time lol

for the record: sometimes in the past i mistakened the evil liar voice chaos guy as heavenly mother on accident he can be really tricky thats why im careful but im getting more careful with just making extra sure so ima try to word things more clearly from now on cause i notice when my heart extra feels somethings legit its a truth compasss but i always still crave truthful confirms like facts that have no loopholes im skeptical at times if i see a loophole somehow and sometimes i need extra reassurance for certain things at times like does god love me? but i get those feelings more from heavenly mother so much more legit in feelings more now days it keeps increasing alot so its like i have a ton of comfort from her = them alot lol and im really thankful that i have that kind of love felt in my life and im really doing best ever than i ever have here lol than my whole life so i mean im mainly consistently in best moods every day lol = happy lol and i wish joy for all lol

im really blessed theres no bugs in our room too lol

the tv new said asap rocky was arrested in front of rihanna oh boy lol

i just wish all would be righteous idk what happened i dont really feel the need to google it yet but whatever god wants for us in our lives we'll get so whatevers meant to be is fine lol

i hope people are safe ima pray alot more i think for people to have peace etc  

ima practice not dwelling on evil actions and just meditate on staying positive and it helps alot so ima keep doing that :) and it helps me keep my joy so yeah i know how to do that really well so it helps so much keep me in a happy stress free mood so i get my new life and im so happy thank god for all my blessings yay please have a nice day everyone i love you all please forgive me if i ever got the wrong ideas its just simple mistakes in ideas if they werent true i dont let it bother me no more lol thats easy to do

well i had to google the asap arrest to make sure riri is ok apparently he shot someone last year at lax and now hes arrested but idk and idc but i hope all stays safe

i wanna make comic books alot still man i wish i could draw right now lol i think for my new site ima make it all digital art for my characters lol

its like sometimes id rather not know truth about evil things people did cause i feel like i dont want it to be my business id rather just have it between them and god whoever the real god(s) is/are as long as that god is righteous enough to do the best for all people   lol

well ima go to therapy i heard they finally got a new therapist lol im excited about that before they didnt have any for a long time so yeah

maybe i can exercise walking in hall way area   since its more balanced straight ground   if no one minds idk lol if im allowed lol

im being able to poop every day now hopefully cause i did yesterday and today :)

before going to sleep tonight im making a to do list for the next few days to make sure i dont forget anything and i forgot some things on my old list at the store today so im adding to a new one too and about what i wanna talk to the primary dr about lol hoping nothing too serious lol

using google task board on my pc and for my phone google keep lol i think im done for now gonna brush my teeth take my med go to sleep lol

Funny Day lol

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Had a dream about miles this morning lol since i know he is gonna have dee andre's mouth only the rest of his face  looks like rihanna lol  they told me he just has to not keep the same facial hair as dee andre then you cant tell lmfao true :) https://smilesooner1111.wixsite.com/my-site/post/miko-miles

morning sickness again other than that ive been feeling fantastic :) mmmmm i love god so many confirms yet theyre still low key lmfao

i think my parents were corrupt lol i hope they secret millionaires cause then id get money (he'd be scamming his kids like he still poor ew) i had a dream when i was 5 years old that my mom took my siblings and left me homeless and left for a new dad to get richer but the new dad was my dad in the future=skinny and bald lol once i was kicked out at age 20 for smoking pot in the house lol (mightve already changed the house key all prepared? lol cause i forgot my shoes then she said i called the cops so i had to be shoeless for a while lol) they told me i could come back then changed their minds a bunch of times lol good i dont ever wanna go back lol for sure then last time i asked if i could come home after i got off bs  conservator ship (they lied to me about what conservatorship was to make me sign my rights away) my dad said i cant go home cause moms on ssi and that it would make her ssi go down but i dont believe them  in my age 5 dream they both looked evil so much lol

i dont wanna know about that heart shaped birth mark on my butthole my mom said i had that since i was a baby that looks like a mini ball sack if it involves them but my aunt popo raised me as a small baby cause my mom said she didnt know how to parent yet that good lol  i dont wanna know anymore cause some things about them seem fishy a ton like closet rapists ew  ps i dont trust that hydrogen proxide my mom used to clean out my earwax with alot for example id get a ton of ear infections as a kid the drs mightve low key covered it up told the authorities which probably was following them a long time lol before that lol at my check ups of the ear light thing idk but if she tried to make me deaf it did the opposite my mom always commented on how i have super good hearing lmfao id hear little whispers she tried  to say to someone near by etc lol sometimes i had to comment when she talked about me to my therapist i think it was idk but yeah lol my therapist at that time was super nicest ever though lmfao its like why dont you adults clean your ears with that then they just use q tips like normal people

(godly versions of their true selves = highest self consciousness fullest evolved spiritually righteous no matter what selves aka future selves   has to possess closet evil ones alot so they not too chaotic for certain people for certain reasons some you might not even suspect it slang and its gods perfect timing of fate etc but thats why they in the closet)

i wasnt sick till the end of being at their house though but i remember sometimes throughout my life i was really fuckin sick like age 5 i missed a week a school from being super flu like sick and so much bs at their house i dont feel like explaining it all

but idk they seem corrupt ew too

all my past places i lived at like ETS on farm rd in riverside , Kaiser Riverside, Vista pacifica IMD riverside , Brighton House Board and Care san jacinto, Maria's Room and board moreno valley , Christa and dee andre's room and board hemet , my ex conservator/payee ruby ruiz, possibly riverside payees office and ssi phone people too, were all fucked up too so yeah this room and board is so safe its my first real home

i might end up a billionaire if the godly  FBi sues them all for me lmfao

christa is gross cause she lost custody of her kids and told me her oldest daughter ashley doesnt like her and tries to protect her younger sisters from her and christa she only got one present from her daughters she said it was a vase she put that vase i think it didnt even have flowers in it on the toilet the toilet rocks if you lean on it and its too big for that toilet so i feel she wanted it to break laschell broke it and christa always said i look like ashley ashley was super sweet when she came over but yeah i see how we look alot alike some but ew about christa and they had some sob story about how dee andre lost his kids and was trying to get them back i dont believe him cause he's shady about his ID he said the baby mama tried to set him on fire i have suspicions about his violent tendencies

when i came here to this new room and board first day i packed all my stuff and for my food bag jane pulled out a knife bigger than a ruler in front of me and i was like wtf i never seen that knife and she said its ok its ok to calm me down but yeah dumb wrote down a bunch more here btw https://www.facebook.com/blessedgoodguydante i emailed my case manager on her official ru health email so all the county knows etc for sure yeah lol i texted her  that fb and emailed her  this new diary site and yeah dumb = evil

one time the heavenly mother voice told me the book called child called it was about my parents (and that the books censored on what they would do if they were out of the closet)  the boy on the cover looks like my mom same eye shape and the voice said christa and dee andre in second place of evilest parents that my parents are in first place i think maybe my sisters are elantes in disguise and my bro is a dante in disguise lol gods in disguise are funny and i think my bro james is evil too he got my dads name my dad always goes by james i have some archived posts on that fb about my mom being evil but i knew my dad was probably but yeah dumb i archived it cause i didnt wanna know back then i wanted to be in denial and rather not know but ew (ps sometimes since im cursed by voldemort chaos guy lol i got alot of liar voices before but i barely hear lies anymore so yeah)  cause those vampire marks on my nipples one time jay said he did that and thats their fave nipple color as a hint im like no cause i rather it be from trusted twin flame gods of mine lol safely cause i was in denial about that hint too one time the voice said its dee andres shit on the toilet not nikkos so ew to both

like one time a pic of katie looked just like me like she shape shifts lmfao etc  i send her these site links in case my dad spys on her phone lol

denise always tells me about my childhood so consistently low key etc so many confirms stuff only god would know lol

thank god tarry my room mate (ima call her that from now on to differentiate the form lol lol) woke me up from my sleep lol i was having a night mare i am not allowed to remember that one but still alot of dumb dreams mainly about that other house but the good dream today at the top of this blog lmfao

denise only been here a month but she seems to know so much about the neighboors lives + too lmfao if they really are evil they  paranoid about god  lol

 when laschell left i asked adrianna my case manager if i end up getting raped cause there was a ton of guys in the house she said then the county or maybe she said the state  owes me money lol more money

people are so dumb when they evil cause they amateurs no matter what of trying to cover their tracks cause they up against gods lol

updated same day at 3pm: ok so i got sick today and itchy again idk how but i felt fine yesterday and was better on the weekend too i took a shower yesterday so its probably not in the soaps maybe all i need is to get my begging washed cause it has been the same since the first day i got here but idk if that makes sense unless this is some kind of withdrawls im more tired today. yesterday and the weekend i had natural energy no caffeine but today i took a nap im tired again im not that hungry again and im nauseous at 3 pm now  yeah the way it makes the most sense is withdrawls cause i try to see whats differently done today and nothing much so i think its withdrawls i gotta take a nap ttyl

in rihannas house low key lmfao old kite dream confirmed here

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so i slept alot today its almost 7 now just woke up not too long ago

i had a dream that tarry was out to bust some evil cops in our area cause they were planning to steal me and take me home to be evil to me but the Sargent she called their boss that which denise said to call her a sargent yesterday she described rihannas hard video as her lol bossing the army around lmfao but

yeah then when i woke up still half asleep tarry finished the adding onto the dream i just had she said all the other areas around my area already taken care of lol

and when i went out to smoke after the dream i saw the kite in that one dream same kite outside physically ok not dream but that dream i was in rihannas house and that was the sarcastic bitter pill of truth evanessance album cover on christas tongue but honestly that 4 days part was bs since i had that dream never what i wanted etc ew ok

im really too addicted to my elantes lol

and its funny cause today is when i chose to open up to tarry about what happened to me then she left and i slept lol

i was told a long time ago riri steals my diapers out the trash at christas back when i was blind to their corruption but i think theyve been taking evidence out of our trash so i heart flow when to put stuff in the cans lol yeah i just vomitted today a lot ish lol

ive seen movies about people in these situations usually the cops help those victims change names and etc hides them so

the best ones watching my house 24/7 probably lol as always for a long time cause godly real fbi is legit like fbi you have to be best at using a gun probably only gods can do that lol psychic heart flow etc

i talk to denise mainly tarry is kinda more quiet but i can tell shes legit lol

idk how my tobacco bag seems so low in amount today i just opened it

but my two hand sanitizers jane said she never saw those either

and i just got those with adrianna lol

and idk where my other stuff went but lol idk uh i think i gotta throw more evidence away now lol

i bet the cops were right there once adrianna left the crime scene with me lol

the tv of the crime show in our room right now said arianna was so fixated she couldnt let it go she was obsessed with staying with her husband lol good luck lol

christa said she was paying for all ashleys collage (to be a psychiatrist almost done she said) thats alot of money she mustve had lol and one time christa showed me her and ashleys texts and one time ashley was on the phone when christa went outside with me and it made christa cry cause ashley didnt seem to believe her excuses  like christa told me so

i think emma was an elante and one time her mom told me she was poisoning her husband btw with cat ear drops she showed me the bottle i thought she was kidding at the time but i didnt wanna get in the middle  heard some horror stories some by emma about her childhood one one time the dad fed emma bad meat that gave her pinworms one time out of no where the mom insulted her very fucked up and i stood up for her emma was my first gf and my go to best friend for many many years

golden snitches is funny

denise always tells me whos legit in the house whos not sometimes she low key changes it says one is nice when thats when his true self takes over yeah that one is legit lol and also shes right the couple here is funky those people for my nose aint right made me more nauseous the whole living room smelled so bad ew heard the couple is looking for a new place cause the staff mad at them too

yesterday me and denise made a cake and had icecream so it felt like my bday lol

everytime jane says to limit my smoking is days i sleep alot anyways lmao like she is legit

i keep getting nauseous off and on still been laying down almost all day today i wanna buy me one of those back massagers to lay on that heats up cause heat helps my back pain a ton i noticed when i had my good jacket on so ive been putting it on my back

ive been having alot of random pains i notice i cant bend over too long in bed a certain way just trying to lay down  it hurts alot and sometimes the leg twitches still hurt alot and theyre annoying my arm twitches not that annoying but when i just wanna relax my legs annoy me and my jaw used to only pop on my left side but denise pointed it out to make me notice its on the right side and not when i close my teeth together anymore when i almost close it now they mustve been trying to beat my face but yeah id laugh if dee andre thought he broke it when its cartlidge lol it bends naturally yeah but like all this paragraph is new since christas house

one time for my first sepsis hospital visit i wasnt even confused that time christa called the emts and i told them christa gave me two antibiotics she told them she didnt and told them im just mentally ill but thats bs but i wanted to cover for her during that time cause i heard it was illegal to share prescriptions but yeah

i have to buy the massager kind of heat cause regular heating pads are dangerous to lay on it says it on the lable and for hospital kinds are warnings like that too so yeah i probably cant ask insurance they probably have dumb kind lol i'll look for a water proof one just in case lol you know what no legit water proof ones on amazon so idk where my bed protector cover fabric went but oh well i'll just buy another one

for a long time for pain meds only dilauded in the iv worked (i was told thats the strongest one in the hospital) but when tara lets me have ibuprofen that works alot man im so glad meds when legit work lol but being poisoned and drugged didnt help too for my past  ps i think god controls the FDA just saying lol i need a full body massager but its more expensive but its ok

ive been sharing my tobacco with denise but ive seen her only have a couple cigs in a pack before etc many times she multiplies the cigs and seemingly money but she keeps it low key and she eats before i eat so i trust her of whats legit just in case and i think she adds to my tobacco bag etc cause the ammount in there always changes so yeah

ps for the samples i left in the trash i stopped bleeding so maybe that was just for the samples, they had my hair brush for a while, spit samples, vomit, and now poop from here this house too so yeah lmfaothe voice is cool to guide my heart etc

ps on dr oz i saw a guy that says no one needs to go on a detox diet to detox, that the body is naturally excellent at detoxing so yeah lol

ps i think i want a character thats a me donte thats black thats named theo lol or skyst im not sure yet but i love that name too lol

i think i gotta throw the lotions i have here away lol cause as far as i know they were at christas house and christa gave me the dove one lol i barely used it lol christa gave me that you can open so yeah ps i dont think the laundry soap i just got came with a seal on it why do stores do that lol  i threw away all the lotions and perfumes and cheap make up christa lied said its expensive its probably dollar kind lol

riri said she dated asap rocky to make him look dumb and shes god so she got herself pregnant lol cause he said shes his one and only but almost all her music is about me so shes hilarious lol  cause asap has a history of fights so yeah some argue why be with him after she went through chris brown but she just stunts people's growth the evil ones not listening to god like those who arent godly yet by selling them stuff and they shouldve been god promoted lol

cause this isnt that romantic:

and that the press always says anonymous person(s) told them that they always together and really romantic etc but lol yeah etc etc its funny some articles uploaded late use same pics from past articles lol its like lol even denise says she plays men before they play her and that she'd rather suck jesus's butt than to deal with bs basically lol

Gods funny

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used random site random word generator for god signs:

airport royal leave ring immune service twin risk wedding observe skirt tool seat patient tobacco forest present awake sample can trade salute flame resist jesus: taste trap want teach search reunion any car cousin dinner donor egg

cousin used to be on the old site i linked in hacked pc post but i took it off but i think i should readd it to my new site has to do with whole soul soul fragments like mika = a rihanna cousin or an alt her miles is an alt me  still in whole soul fam so i only want my whole soul to romance for sure ps no id never do anyone that was too young or not god promoted but since donte alt me forms are a me theyre probably born perfect= righteous but yeah.... its like i think hes safe as a shapeshifting baby probably godly but my main first time has to be with my heavenly mother = kwin and dracula = rihanna those true forms of them for sure and that they have to prove to me theyre god which duh but the low key forms their in in my room mates = they share same characters alot lol in different ways but

omg the tv just said in love with karen etc etc then it said rihanna and shes pregnant then it said karen youre at the love at your life lol etc some game show on tv karen hugher lol low key is funny lol

im not into rape im into true loves and upgraded heaven style familes not evil abuse etc too young is a no no matter what but has to be mutual and godly confirmed enough to make sure i dont want just anybody gotta parent best to help them grow up best real love nurturing etc i want adults only you know? unless adults shapeshifted as chibis lol etc god fun i want wisdom very educated and evolved etc and gods most righteous paths nothing corrupted with too evil upgrade earth to heaven on earth some day lol tv: "karen ended fenty with that endy....karen is the center of the universe if you dont know that you dont know anything " lmfao the sun is what the earth revolves around btw its a metaphor of everyones fate is to become saviors in the best most righteous needed ways lol

its a show that asks questions about  what they think about karen huger like what her faves are etc

thats the pic lol tara said this show is called watch what happens live

i checked the youtube clips for that episode youtube dont show it all lol

car is our inside joke of my first possessed style signing lol year 2012 recording about twin flame reunion:

denise told me to basically look up the definition of crooms:

English: nickname for a cripple or hunchback, from Middle English crom(p), Old English crumb 'bent', 'crooked', 'stooping'.

(i got turned on lol its my twin flame and my inside joke lol)

she gave me the name horace davis too i looked it up the two wiki's the first 3 links  of the google search results:

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Horace_Davis

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Horace_B._Davis

both has to do with the government lol one mentions john davis i thought jonathan davis the korn singer aka heaven walker god promoted lol

denise synchronizes alot by mentioning my child hood faves etc shes funny

the other day i asked if she likes baby lizards she said no she hates reptiles i thought she was making an impersonation of christa for that but then today she said look at that baby lizard that she loves them that theyre so cute so i was right lol

ps johnathan davis is laschells twin flame so i just updated the previous drug raped and  pregnant ? post whiich i will do more as time goes on

Drugged , Raped , and Pregnant?

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Pregnant?: i saw christa watching a show on tv once about not knowing they were pregnant some ladies think they have their period the whole time for example, and some get pregnant on birth control

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/I_Didn%27t_Know_I_Was_Pregnant

i wasnt taking birth control for 6 months unless she put it in my food? lol idk  

idk if i am but i think one of my boobs my left boob leaks sometimes not all the time but i'll be in bed for a while and check if its dry first time goes on then it gets wet through my shirt when im still laying down so i know its not my leaky cup lol

since ive been here as the days went by i started only getting nauseous in the mornings here at the other house i was sick all day almost every day off and on a ton but now its morning sickness?

one day so far i was so starving i ate way more than usual but it wasnt like that every day cause i had to throw away some open food/drink items  i thought were suspiciousi think that stuff limits my appetite and makes me sick whatever they put in it oh ps today im starving too and i just ate ate a bunch more than usual today again lol im used to being never hungry lol

when i used to take meds there they used to replace the meds with fake capsules no numbers different colors than the pill finder websites they only did that to not the meds i was taking for years already but to the newer prescriptions  

i think she mustve been drugging me with basically benadryl and Imodium and mixes of other drugs like shrooms once were in my pasta thats when they decided to all stop decieving me with nice and turned very rude much more consistently

they would force me to eat dinners etc

i think they were in a gang etc i put alot together late but damn it it sucks

i think my previous post "hacked pc" tara mentioned miko because on my site i wanted a version of a me character like a dee andre tribute i called miles but paired miko and miles together but is it another hint?

denise hinted it before thats when i thought to text adrianna if i am

if im pregnant with miles i hope hes ok cause ive been bleeding alot some days inbetween the heavier days i didnt bleed some days  i think started  bleeding since a couple days after i got here to the new house

one time justin gave me this cig but i thought this cig sucks it wasnt smoking normal it was probably poisoned the voice of heavenly mother reminded me about that last night

then this morning the paper out of my buglar pack did that same toxic dumb some feeling that the one justin gave me

so i just took all my packs and tore out all the first papers in each slot lol and it smoked way best its normal now lol

they would make me lift heavy stuff etc

didnt notice the boob leak thing till this house

ps jane the staff gave me my antibiotics back today i checked the pill number it was the right one :)

last night the tv woke me up the tv show was saying something about a bridge and harry and then it showed a black guy named dante and he was being tortured and the other guy was trying to tell him to fight them back but he felt he couldnt cause hes too nice and innocent

crazy how the tvs always sychronize with my life lol like god messages lol not just music videos lol

possibility of gang raped might = more money to me though

idc about money though

Hacked PC

my phone broke completely cause my two roommates chargers couldnt charge it either i think my pc was hacked because somethings i tried to open like anti virus and remove apps would close on  their own right after i open them but i did a complete fresh restart to clean it all and i didnt save anything just in case and i had to google least likely to get hacked  best safest email lol and i had to google best pc protection software and edit my safest browser i googled the settings lol to make it all hack free well try to then i had to update my ebt site account info after all that was taken care of chose new security questions too changed email, password, and address and rent price already so yeah thanks for everything adrianna and heavenly mother + etc  i really love it here its nice and i really thank you for helping me so much hope you are having a nice day just to be extra sure i make my pc sleep every time i leave it alone cause its password protected

my dad used to be a computer teacher for like 20+ years ? he knows how to build computers and he knows some code too went to school for it etc and he used to clean peoples computers from viruses for a side job so he taught me some cool things lol ive been using the pc since age 5 and he said when i was 2 he didnt show me how but i knew how to turn his music back on on his pc and ive been on  the internet for all my spare time on my pc all my life every day almost starting at age 10 i think lol age 5 i used to play computer games alot lol  and word doc for school etc  he taught me all about pop ups and certain kinds of viruses and scam websites from a young age lol ive been protecting my pc all day lol in many different ways lol

my room mate tara mentioned the names dee andre today also rihanna and miko etc on the phone but i wanna be cautious just in case still lol i get a bit worried just with the mention of his name but she said dee andre is bbq-ing but she mentioned rihannas name then her baby then miko i wasnt paying attention to all details but yeah lol old site https://smilesooner1111.wixsite.com/my-site that i need to adjust and update lol but  i still think its a god tv cause it fastforwards live tv no matter how many times the channel changes and its not on demand with a menu but she changes it so much to synch up with my life a ton and sometimes the commercials do too so lol these people seem to heart flow a ton of making my life so convenient even the staff  lol i think they all low key heaven walkers lol

this video is my feelings for the situatiion: ps the screaming part of the cc in the video i hear: "you're in heavenly mothers house marry dad" and the tv in our room just said that too + more lol:  "you're in heavenly mothers house karen im right here .... is that ri....... focus on me got you...... were here... censored...heard you leave hell hope you leave fast get clear nice work.....thanks for jesus.... wait for jesus? my wife annie k ..... that old drug dealer isnt the best witness.... etc crime show  stuff  etc lol "

that video had a suggestion she linked lol confirmed the twin flame whole soul monogamous:

What started waking me up  from christa's house deciet

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Karen Soon 5d  ·april 16th oh heres the pics i tried to post days ago the text part they were probabbly blurry: 4/09/22 got these pics saved lol dear spectrum dedicated to you lol the internet when ours pops up it keeps showing our internet name saying not connected and shit lol all day so i know our router is on legit but btw spectrum has been to our house like 20 times or some shit and i heard alot of others complain about them before about the internet always turning off for that company years ago so they still doing that scam service lol but ...right when i saved both pics i heard a female voice in the house say "youre mom" that sounded like "huh" at the same time so yeah gods everywhere even in my house in many ways not just in mochi obviously todays update on dumb shit = the shower head broke today its like wtf why do they think so dumb they keep breaking the shower etc its so dumb lol dee andre went to the hardware store to fix it lol and another thing yesterday i let the guy clients in the house eat my frozen pizzas if they wanted to kindly justin said everyone make one for lunch and i went to smoke but when i looked in the freezer today none of them are missing usually frozen pizza goes kinda fast in our house i heard kwin say today she told them to not touch it she told me im like oh .... lol like i used to give gifts to them when i had it last month right after they all got paid they 'spent all their money' and was bumming tobacco off from me so im like why didnt you guys buy cigarretes lol but end of that month (they only get one check at the beggining of the month lol) they magically had money and bought expensive cig brands, beers , etc but this month they not doing that thank god lol i just think like why dwhy~ (auto typo) do people have to be rude? they take my gifts for granted and when they out the closet they try to mess up peoples joy and break stuff shady etc but i love all their true selves lol they very nicest and kindest but the other them is complete opposite than that and its funny to watch how the true self takes over and corrects them at times cause they obviously contradict what they just said many times lol rihanna TI- live your life (TI a miles lol) play cardi b song to connect to mama $: jesus loves you jesus bloody shoos i dont gotta dance i make money move if i quit nigga dont speak then dont fuck with you im ma boss cut a nigga off dont get comfortable look bbhmm moola la ya yo ps i love everyone just smoked justin was talking about that if he has enough meds he could not need back surgery then he said "if i can go through what karen went through i could get better and im working on it" and they listening to bob marley - one love lol all they do all day is read the bible, and listen to christian music and videos all day lol lol true selves are nice (connects to: link post about him not being a gentleman like he usually is) please love everyone thanks! justin was playing lyrics baby momma chains around your heart got to have independence next smoke break he got out the chair for me lol i know his tf is kelly clarkson lol btw in the imd was a morphed justin heaven walker he was one of the only legit ones lol in there other than jackie and a janet cousin and vanessa lol thats it on the old people side lol added 4/10/22 you break your chains to set me free how could it be yeah christian song lyrics one of the clients was playing (to help me not worry about others cause they sing praises to jesus self sacrificing for them to live a good life was what the song said) the imd legit justin future self = he was in a wheel chair right when i thought about what if that can help motivate him i was in the smoke room right so the justin thats true talking on the phone (he talks to his nephews? to mark and nick alot sometimes they really talk about how im legit cause i over hear them its on speaker sometimes or its just really loud still too names are funny like my cousins ;D ) btw the right when I thought about the wheelchair guy etc justin he said on the phone today: listen to god etc etc follow god etc listen to god cause if you dont you'll walk off a cliff if youre not, good luck love all please legit listen to go~(auto typo lol) god is right lol they still arent hasseling me today ps yes my aunts real name is aunty popo cause its longer than super cali fragalistic expealidosious so popo for short the youtube video: TAKE CARE_WE FOUND LOVE_WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN -RIHANNA_ ANTI WORLD TOUR 4.2.16 intro: time mama if yall dont know that (audience guy yell: for/fuck karen yeah! ...girls in audience: i love you karen, love you god/rihanna) 4/11/22 Well I havent seen dee andre since 4/09/22 Today when I was cleaning the bathroom christa told the clients on the phone to knock on their bedroom door for her to see where dee andre is but no answer. Tony is getting his surgery to remove more toes in 3 days he wont be coming back he told me. Sometimes last week justin was trying to plan moving out too with nick I think I don’t really know idk If he told christa yet. Ps ms peacock looked like kwin’s exact face but she has red red short hair lol just for the record lol I never really feel comfortable to talk to anyone much in this house for many reasons. Like dee andre used to always get too jealous if the clients talked to christa too much thats one reason. I only speak when spoken to most of the time other than saying simple things like hi. I tried to talk to christa before when she asked me where have I been cause she rarely sees me I told her I feel like im being cursed by satan and she told me I can talk to her but then shooed me away right after so I didn’t feel like talking anyways lol. Then later thats when she was yelling she hates when people are saying their sick all the time cause its bull shit and only I was next to her trying to get in my room lol. I don’t think she cares. I keep up with my chores for weeks now before I used to be a day - a few days late cause of nausea etc cursed but by the time she complained about sick bs I was already always on time with my chores so it was odd cause I never hear other clients really complain about being sick. She used to teach us all if we make a mess ourselves were supposed to clean it ourselves. The toilet always has black hair shavings on the very top of the toilet above the flush trigger. And also on the back of where the seat and lid opens. And it always has poop where poop shouldnt realistically be like in the front of the bowl or below the actual seat all around. Sometimes in the corners where the seat hinges are very tight spot to even get it all. People always pee on the floor but others mop the floor in there. Theyre supposed to clean the baseboards and shower cause its too hard for me. Christa knows the boys mess up the toilet on purpose but always wants me to clean up after them. The only one with black hair since this has been going on before justin and tony came is nikko it makes me uncomfortable because (link past post) Tony messed up the toilet too a bunch right when he came here. She said next time he does that shes gonna make him clean it but why not nikko too? So… I started giving christa most of all my checks and have her use all my food stamps since laschell left cause she wold always ask all the clients at the end of the month to borrow money and I felt bad that she was one of those struggling familes. She was really into calling us her family before so I thought to invest in my family here to help keep them a float. Things have changed alot… I used to think what kind of world am I in are they cursed robots? Both blessings and curses? They contradict themselves a ton they don’t really make sense its like extreeme opposites that they are (different people in one body) so… when laschell was here she would ask for papers with written down rules on it. Christa never wanted to make her that cause she should know them by now. But after she left she changes the rules too much but im always afraid to ask her so I just go based on what she tells me. Like updates. Sometimes I think im late to updates but its ok cause I think I was just being bullied at times so ima leave. Well I havent seen dee andre since 4/09/22 Today when I was cleaning the bathroom christa told the clients on the phone to knock on their bedroom door for her to see where dee andre is but no answer. Tony is getting his surgery to remove more toes in 3 days he wont be coming back he told me. Sometimes last week justin was trying to plan moving out too with nick I think I don’t really know idk If he told christa yet. Ps ms peacock looked like kwin’s exact face but she has red red short hair lol just for the record lol I never really feel comfortable to talk to anyone much in this house for many reasons. Like dee andre used to always get too jealous if the clients talked to christa too much thats one reason. I only speak when spoken to most of the time other than saying simple things like hi. I tried to talk to christa before when she asked me where have I been cause she rarely sees me I told her I feel like im being cursed by satan and she told me I can talk to her but then shooed me away right after so I didn’t feel like talking anyways lol. Then later thats when she was yelling she hates when people are saying their sick all the time cause its bull shit and only I was next to her trying to get in my room lol. I don’t think she cares. I keep up with my chores for weeks now before I used to be a day - a few days late cause of nausea etc cursed but by the time she complained about sick bs I was already always on time with my chores so it was odd cause I never hear other clients really complain about being sick as many times as i was. She used to teach us all if we make a mess ourselves were supposed to clean it ourselves. The toilet always has black hair shavings on the very top of the toilet above the flush trigger. And also on the back of where the seat and lid opens. And it always has poop where poop shouldnt realistically be like in the front of the bowl or below the actual seat all around. Sometimes in the corners where the seat hinges are very tight spot to even get it all. People always pee on the floor but others mop the floor in there. Theyre supposed to clean the baseboards and shower cause its too hard for me. Christa knows the boys mess up the toilet on purpose but always wants me to clean up after them. The only one with black hair since this has been going on before justin and tony came is nikko it makes me uncomfortable because (link past post about nikko btw when he obviously masterbated in front of me under the blanket i told on him christa confronted him he said hes sorry that night and he was out of my room the next day) Tony messed up the toilet too a bunch right when he came here. She said next time he does that shes gonna make him clean it but why not nikko too? So… I started giving christa most of all my checks and have her use all my food stamps since laschell left cause she would always ask all the clients at the end of the month to borrow money and I felt bad that she was one of those struggling familes. She was really into calling us her family before so I thought to invest in my family here to help keep them a float. Things have changed alot… I used to think what kind of world am I in are they cursed robots? Both blessings and curses? They contradict themselves a ton they don’t really make sense its like extreeme opposites that they are (different people in one body) so… when laschell was here she would ask for papers with written down rules on it. Christa never wanted to make her that cause she should know them by now. But after she left she changes the rules too much but im always afraid to ask her so I just go based on what she tells me. Like updates. Sometimes I think im late to updates but its ok cause I think I was just being bullied at times so ima leave. One time when I was throwing up in my room trash when my door was open justin offered to clean the toilet for me but never did that was the only thing left in there to clean cause I was working on it so I cleaned it after I knew he wasn’t going to but I think he just flushed the toilet till it was clean in the bowl it was good cause the toilet brush was gone so I just had the rest to clean and did. One time christa said if I ever hear her say my name karen on the phone its cause she told her therapist dee andres name is karen secretly so she can talk about him but he gets really jealous so is she trying to get me in trouble? Cause one time before that dee andre was super drunk and he told me he was gonna kill me after not locking the sun rooms door when i wasn’t told that rule yet and he screamed all night playing loud music he even came in my room without knocking too that night he tried to get me in trouble for being on my pc after 10 but I just get scared of the dark especially that night I was I wasn’t even moving the mouse And one time when I had to pee dee andre was washing his hands in the bathroom he told me don’t use the bathroom cause hes gonna make who ever peed on the toilet and floor clean it up I waited two hours usually dee andre never plays loud music in the living room especially as night so I cleaned it to use it then I told christa and she said it was justin Later christa told me I was her valentine on valentines day this year too when she gave me a heart shaped box of chocolates and no other clients got one it seemed like for the lack of boxes around and one time christa said in front of dee andre “karen I love your butt” and I laughed and walked away and he laughed too but I never flirt with them cause im cautious and not ready for anyone except my red whole soul fam but sometimes she calls him jay (the youtuber their future self combined) and one time he talked like dj from his mom videos lol and that guy is godly psychic cause chaos series is about them and the brokemas video about adrianna and even has her exact hair and finding scarlet was about me some ….. 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Karen Soon she didnt mess with the meds i took for years 5d Karen Soon only the new ones probably 5d Karen Soon i think they tampered with one of my nacho cheese dips 5d Karen Soon after i ate it two days ago at night i woke up with alot of gagging and dry heaves 5d Karen Soon it was fuller than it used to be very runny 5d Karen Soon i threw it in my trash bag by my bed after i figured it out 5d Karen Soon and opened my new cheese lol 5d Karen Soon not runny 5d Karen Soon today no nausea but not hungry that much any more 5d Karen Soon again lol 5d Karen Soon cause before i got here i didnt eat their dinners for 2 days but they mightve got me in other ways idk 5d Karen Soon when no one was looking i threw it away but gave the chicken to the dogs cause i didnt put together about the drugging my food 5d Karen Soon my cheese had no smell like it was bad but ugh 5d Karen Soon the rest of that day no nausea 5d Karen Soon yesterday i was able to shower though  cause i felt better by then 5d Karen Soon christa told me she takes benydryl cause shes allergic to everything lol 5d Karen Soon cause the first cheese was full it wasnt like that before 5d Karen Soon i threw the lotion christa gave to me away and these head phones when i packed 5d Karen Soon howd i get them back? 5d Karen Soon tony was one of the nicer of the mean bunch and mark rarely talked to me 5d Karen Soon i think tony knew he mustve been in a bad house cause he'd be on the phone with iehp all day making rides lol 5d Karen Soon he eventually stopped eating dinners 5d Karen Soon they only made dinners 5d Karen Soon justin said tony was throwing up and justin was and i heard nikko the last nights i was there throw up 2 different nights it was all since christa left to the hospital maybe they were blackmailed idk why not call the cops but damnn scary situation 5d Karen Soon sometimes tony gave me packaged snacks and sodas 5d Karen Soon nikko cooked dinners most of the time 5d Karen Soon mostly chicken not really seasoned and rice and canned veggies 5d Karen Soon but since christa was at the hospital it was that a ton more in rows of days 5d Karen Soon and nikko the client same guy he did marks ad tonys laundry christa didnt do anything ihss related 5d Karen Soon all she did all day was watch tv with dee andre in the living room sometimes she talked on the phone for certain clients drs but thats it 5d Karen Soon she always said shes so busy complaining theres no vacations for her job as our care giver 5d Karen Soon she was me nikkos and marks care giver but nikko wasnt physically disabled like us 5d Karen Soon he did alot of chores nikko did 5d Karen Soon back when i was 15 i did lsd once for the first time i didnt see any visuals in the dark but i took it only one time after that age 18 in the daylight didnt see anything either 5d Karen Soon but took shrooms on my own age 15 once and age 18 once too lol and they were only one slice of a mushroom i only saw stuff in the dark for those 5d Karen Soon but that pasta wasnt cooked mushroom slices like pizza is from dominos 5d Karen Soon so many slices i ate only the mushrooms a tiny bite of the pasta cause there was no sauce 5d Karen Soon the dominos pasta i just googled online looks nothing like what i got 5d Karen Soon it came in a dominos box though 5d Karen Soon it looked really plain no cheese 5d Karen Soon just mushrooms as the topping 5d Karen Soon it looked like this one but usually mushrooms on the pizza looked shriveled these shrooms were not

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Karen Soon i had to not type mushrooms to find the plain one 5d Karen Soon i thought i was clean for a long time i thought the only thing i did drugs wise was pot rarely at christas just rarely cause my psych clinic did random drug tests and christa said if she lets me id get her business closed down so i never wanted to for … See more 5d Karen Soon thats what i meant when i mentioned this song in the past relating to it 5d Karen Soon well i did it before i mentioned this song i meant but this song i was raped very bad trip in hallucinations by a ghost of satan riri i thought aka dumb trip made me not do weed again https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K9uiF5e2E9k YOUTUBE.COM Silverstein - My Heroine (Official Video) Silverstein - My Heroine (Official Video) 5d Karen Soon i never had pot like that before though lol 5d Karen Soon last time i drank my own tall can was a bit after my birthday like same week? 5d Karen Soon just one but tony opened a fresh tall can after he was very new to our house he let me have 4 swallows lol and the next day the same thing 5d Karen Soon i rarely drank there like i said 5d Karen Soon when i first got there it was not the weekend only rule so i had one small corona glass bottle but i bought a box of them then after isaiah told me i can drink more on chritmas cause christa said on special occassions it was ok so i trusted isaiah but 5d Karen Soon he argued with her so we got it banned for months but i was good i helped making the yams lol 5d Karen Soon then when he asked if he can have one she started letting us on friday sat or sunday aka what she said was the weekends 5d Karen Soon one tall can i only had 2 tall cans same day like 3 times but that xmas was alot lol but i walked not staggering though it was small corona bottles though 4 percent alch 5d Karen Soon but i slowed down of the one tall can more rarely 5d Karen Soon cause i wanted to help my fam cause i didnt need beer i just needed cigs lol 5d Karen Soon i save money on cigs buy buying tobacco when i had that pasta after that since they kept bumming tobaco from me it was like howd my ziploc bag of tobacco shrink that fast though every day it wasnt realistic 5d Karen Soon good thing i had an unopened bag i bought with adrianna untouched lol 5d Karen Soon i opened it here lol 5d Karen Soon dee andre would yell at me for smoking too much at times but him and christa smoke more than me and my brand lol has no added chemicals 5d Karen Soon or i think it did unless that was the 5 lb bag i had a long time ago last 7 months lol 5d Karen Soon even at the end when he told me that i was sleeping all day alot of times im like wtf i rarely smoke though now days 5d Karen Soon they would yell for the back door being loud but that door even when closed slow its louder than closing faster carefully yeah but they ridiculous 5d Edited Karen Soon (the smoke room is the back door the sun room) 5d Karen Soon alot of times they just yelled at me towards the end for that but its like i was sleeping a ton i rarely went out there 5d Karen Soon she was like just once an hour which i used to when i didnt take that many naps 5d Karen Soon i have way more natural energy here as days progress more 5d Karen Soon no caffeine you know? 5d Karen Soon then after i posted about giving constapation birth of pain ammount like hell a few months back 5d Karen Soon after christa had her surgery and came home she asked me more than once to google on her phone how she can get rid of gas she said it was very painful 5d Karen Soon i think she was making fun of me all those times her net wasnt working on her phone 5d Karen Soon i had to manually take it out 5d Edited Karen Soon usually it aint like that 5d Karen Soon but my digestion is slow cause sometimes there wasnt anything there 5d Karen Soon i think they called spectrum to limit my internet maybe 5d Karen Soon cause here spectrum works fine 5d Karen Soon adrianna said her spectrum was acting up too but she lived an hour away but idk 5d Karen Soon cause sometimes i wonder if that time my organs were failing for 'sepsis' it seemed sketchy 5d Karen Soon cause i asked many nurses wtf is going o with my condition cause sometimes they said it wasnt sepsis then other times they said sepsis then another said uro sepsis but that thats not sepsis 5d Karen Soon what if god made them cover it up for me to not get freaked out but idk 5d Karen Soon cause if i was unbreakable cursed since birth from the chaos god and the download phase was over maybe me being forced to pass out by christas house was used to make me avoid very hard times of the curse idk 5d Karen Soon and that we can use my story to change all hopefully before its too late for evil people 5d Karen Soon cause i never felt pain when passed out asleep in a different way than not thinking myself https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UprcpdwuwCg YOUTUBE.COM twenty one pilots: Heathens (from Suicide Squad: The Album) [OFFICIAL VIDEO] twenty one pilots: Heathens (from 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he never gave green apple delivery his name he always made christa call them 5d Karen Soon christa told me he didnt wanna show his id cause hes on social security but she wished he called himself 5d Karen Soon he bought a bb gun to practice probably 5d Karen Soon he shot birds from far away i watched him before sometimes humming birds but one time jay told me in telepathy it was jays good aim not his cause he doesnt heart flow 5d Karen Soon i think they were playing like they were in a gang or something 5d Karen Soon gods the real gang baby https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P8DCUwhhTmI YOUTUBE.COM G4L G4L 5d Karen Soon when you follow youre hearts nicest urges 5d Karen Soon you can avoid alot of mistakes 5d Karen Soon like sometimes i just flow random videos online and they synch alot wwithout me checking the lyrics or content 5d Karen Soon i always heart follow except when i dont feel wtf is my heart path at times 5d Karen Soon heavenly mother loves stunting dumb evil ones 5d Karen Soon cause the low key act is like listen to god already 5d Karen Soon but some dont listen so ...... 5d Karen Soon she knows how to act best cause when some just wanna talk to god to use god but still be evil later 5d Karen Soon its like nope 5d Karen Soon like if you dying in the hospital and say no mama please i'll be good then she lets you live for yet another chance but then you turn evil again 5d Edited Karen Soon when you not heart following your every word and action and thoughts etc the way to be righteous all you do is look dumb for being evil and lying 5d Edited Karen Soon when i talk alot of times now days its feminine riri heavenly mother energy talking 5d Karen Soon when i donte am allowed out im male vibes and innocent 5d Karen Soon a nicest polite gentleman selfless cliche 5d Karen Soon sometimes when she does me in spirit so nicest my whole body rocks back and forth on its own so i dont mind these kind of body twitches tbh but before they hurt like hell but now she kisses my face so sweet in vibes we cry sometimes very sweetest etc 5d Karen Soon i wish i never see certain people for the rest of my eternity including the ones that did me wrong 5d Karen Soon robyn is a funny name lol sounds like robbin 5d Karen Soon what made me text adrianna to get here asap theday i left was i heard in the morning a guy idk if justin or dee andre said when adrianna gets here dont let her in 5d Edited Karen Soon 20 minutes later the doorbell rang 5d Karen Soon it was around 9 am but she was supposed to be there at 12 but she came early for me lol 5d Karen Soon i didnt tell anyone i was leaving but my last stuff outside i said bye mark and he didnt say anything he was sitting on the couch lol 5d Karen Soon there was cops so much on jennys street all the time christa said before then long gap of time went by then the time i was in the car with christa she met jenny at a store parking lot instead of her house to pick up whatever she was picking up lol 5d Karen Soon one of the last nights jenny came to our house she usually never does 5d Karen Soon i was fooled by the nicest seeming people christa and jenny but i dont trust them now 5d Karen Soon cause christa used to cry when she told us she loves all her clients like family 5d Karen Soon what an act man 5d Karen Soon when i was in adriannas office one time i swear she said sweet baby boy asleep when i was sitting right next to her 5d Karen Soon its cause when riri is active talking for me etc i donte asleep alot lol 5d Karen Soon but riri dont get hurt i did but she kept me not able to think during the hard times 5d Karen Soon i was aware but she'd make me forget what that kind of hell pain aka non heart medicine kind 5d Karen Soon i can remember feeling a ton of evil pain but i forget cause i like forget how it feels personally cause cant reactivate it by picturing it simply 5d Edited Karen Soon but when i was passed out body wise i cant remember anything 5d Karen Soon one time my dad worked for this guy named bill he was a millionaire and he got his money by investing in stocks but my dad said bill got like 3 different coders to do certain parts of the code and had my dad put the code together in order to predict the stocks like passive income machine 5d Edited Karen Soon bill died then my dad went back to work at cet again at that time but i wonder did my dad ever keep the code but i dont really wanna know lol 5d Karen Soon one time from christas fb she was my friend on here i saw her tag dee andres fb his fb name was andre dee 5d Karen Soon one time after that they i think they said they deleted their fb cause dee andre said some people he knew got killed from having a fb and being in a gang 5d Karen Soon months later christa reactivated hers 5d Karen Soon i unfriended her and blocked her today 5d Karen Soon made this the last days there one of them when the net was off 5d Edited Karen Soon vid made april 9th 2022 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D7jBc2vMxJw&feature=youtu.be YOUTUBE.COM flume insane moon alt lyrics flume insane moon alt lyrics 5d Karen Soon its about evil ones not choosing to be safe aka on righteous gods side so they rather go insane and risk going to hell 5d Karen Soon gill = pof kage = beelzeboss tenacious d cage lol metaphor lol 5d Karen Soon they couldve chose real love heaven life etc instead of going to hell by god thats why they dumb 5d Edited Karen Soon the high pitched voice was this metaphor connected: https://youtu.be/YNqXch5OH5U YOUTUBE.COM Do You Wanna Build a Horcrux? - Frozen Harry Potter Parody Do You Wanna Build a Horcrux? - Frozen Harry Potter Parody 5d Karen Soon the number 2s in the 666 slots of hell 'tease' heaven documentaries to get people inspired to be righteous instead of evil 5d Karen Soon the ones that were evil but not in slots but avoided hell https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_9SXxXACFlE YOUTUBE.COM Do You Wanna Build A Horcrux? 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A Harry Potter Frozen Parody (Weasleysweaters Cover) 5d Edited Karen Soon number 2 she said is the evilest slot to be in number one is chaos all blackk chart guy 5d Karen Soon 666 slot = get out the fastest = they almost went to hell 5d Karen Soon the number 2 slot and below = tiny kids in comparision to number one slot in threat 5d Karen Soon its a metaphor of god children choosing their father jesus or chaos 5d Karen Soon to choose jesus you accept yourself to be jesus lol in righteousness get it pr: geez us 5d Edited Karen Soon the self sacrifice for love show for others than donte in hell was supposed to be hypothetical 5d Karen Soon 2:23 captions = to go in safe is to choose to be heaven worthy but if you dont choose to be safe = hell then i dont want her but shes righteous lol 5d Karen Soon rihanna needed me = dont touch me if you not righteous 5d Karen Soon https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wfN4PVaOU5Q YOUTUBE.COM Rihanna - Needed Me Rihanna - Needed Me 5d Karen Soon or was that work hold on 5d Karen Soon it was her work vid but she funny lol 5d Karen Soon the gun shots metaphor looks like over kill 5d Karen Soon over cooking fried chicken in hell dream till they done 5d Karen Soon you know to make sure they done like non rare meat lol 5d Karen Soon they just have to keep a huge heart then they out 5d Karen Soon the boss battle ofwith the slot number one gonna be crazy 5d Karen Soon the other slots dont have black in their charts lol 5d Karen Soon (white magic gradient to black magic) 5d Karen Soon they all compete to try to be evilest one but by the time they in the boss battle they get too scared and change fast 5d Karen Soon the grid on my belly that used to be there the cat like scratches it was like grid paper 5d Karen Soon grid aka chart for science projects aint it? 5d Karen Soon i was thinking of elementary school 5d Karen Soon https://www.biblegateway.com/verse/en/John%208%3A44 BIBLEGATEWAY.COM John 8:44 - Bible Gateway John 8:44 - Bible Gateway 5d Karen Soon satan is heavenly mothers name the retranslated version of the bible that evilest satan guy is supposed to be called chaos 5d Karen Soon i used to get mixed up too but 5d Karen Soon all mythologies supposed to be remade with me donte for art so 5d Karen Soon listen to god with your heart to get real truth or youll get lost 5d Karen Soon god wanted to see who listens to god for real and who dont 5d Karen Soon choose heaven btw 5d Karen Soon thats why the word ear is in the word earth 5d Karen Soon its like that thing moms say on earth "thats not my kid anymore" 5d Karen Soon https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-PZsSWwc9xA YOUTUBE.COM Billie Eilish - all the good girls go to hell Billie Eilish - all the good girls go to hell 5d Karen Soon riri's in disguise at times are funny 5d Karen Soon nothing against smart apes but unevolved metaphor is evil ones https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ce1lY0_pRn0 YOUTUBE.COM The Black Dahlia Murder - Statutory Ape (lyric video) The Black Dahlia Murder - Statutory Ape (lyric video) 5d Karen Soon anti rape but pro real love s and m but not only but women never m lol 5d Karen Soon https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JByDbPn6A1o YOUTUBE.COM Eminem - Space Bound (Official Video) Eminem - Space Bound (Official Video) 5d Karen Soon (evol love spelled backwards in word unevolved lol not real evil) 5d

Karen Soon 4d  ·april 17 well i have to throw all my open foods that were open at the other house away including a tea mix container cause i was super nauseous this morning and my butt is swollen closed the couple times before last time i checked it seemed to be very closed tight but this time its like way more swollen where it is like raised alot instead of flatter i never had butt sex before so...... fb wont let me comment i feel like lying to people from now on that i have stds so people wont do that but i havent checked in a long time cause what if they did so leave me alone please ps in the past christa would give me lableless look alikes at times this is macrobid antibiotic......i asked her about the lables being gone and she told me bs about it differs per pharmacy to not worry .....from now on ima request the pharmacy give me them in bubble packs lol and packets etc no pill bottles type contaminate-able bs and once i get my food stamps going i wanna be extra sure by making my own meals lol i gotta figure out soap stuff etc lol but yeah ... im so tired of people poisoning and drugging me cause i think it happened in imd board and cares etc situations too checked my ebt it has $100 now lol i just updated the ebt changes of my address and rent my rent is $800 now a month lol its weird though when i went to the store a few days after i came here with tara and denise my room mates the store smelled like dead bodies and the ebt machine said i had no money but usually i get an email of the extra 95 $ i get every month but this time i didnt? the store total was around $20 but that store was way to expensive anyways lmao