im on my last nerve with "endos" rn. they further the stigma of our disorder, while also taking valuable resources from ACTUAL systems.

fakers are causing any progress we have made in acceptance to stagnate and fall flat of what it could've been. no system safe space should be an "endo" safe space.

GET HELP OR GET OUT

“You can’t be a system!! You and ___ both do this!!!”

We still share a brain.

“You and ____ LOVEEE this!!”

We still share a brain.

“You and ____ talk very similarly!!!”

We still share a brain.

"all systems matter" is truly the "all lives matter" of the system community. No, this is about trauma survivors not your self inflicted maladaptive psychosis. Go back to your middle class suburban neighborhood and find some other minority group to appropriate and base your entire identity off of.

DID culture is going to the waterpark alone at 20 years old out of the clutches of every one of your abusers watching families with kids splashing around together, longing to turn back time to that age to see what it would have been like without the abuse stealing those moments from you. They may have happened, but the little girl who was there is so broken and fractured that even if we put all the pieces back together with decades of therapy she would never be the same.

guys how do I explain that we split a moth and that I have adopted her without looking like a crazy person on stream tonight no borax no glue-

joining the war on pro vs anti endos on the side of anti endos. here is a screenshot of the DSM 5's dissociative identity disorder development and course section, aka how the disorder fucking forms. if you want you can look it up yourself! It's page 294.

also (page 291)

do you want to know why it says "In DSM-5, the dissociative disorders are placed next to, but are not part of, the trauma- and stressor-related disorders," instead of it being one? BECAUSE WE CANT FUCKING TEST TO SEE IF ITS SOULY A TRAUMA DISORDER BECAUSE IT'S UNETHICAL!! We know it's heavenly related to trauma but don't know the exact details because children's brains are so difficult. there could be a slight genetic chance that you become more likely to develop it but we do know you need to go through enough stressors that your brain uses dissociation to cope with to cause the block in the brain from your anp and ep's to not fully come together.

YOU CAN NOT BE PLURAL WITHOUT GOING THROUGH REPETITIVE TRAUMA IN YOUR CRUCIAL DEVELOPMENTAL PERIOD

my thoughts on mixed-origin alters in traumagenic systems

personal userboxes!

I made these matching userboxes for @fictiveholidaygirl and @mothrasflowergarden ! The art of Noelle was made by Darmicy on Twitter!

Mothra grounded me from discourse, Endogenic systems can go exist I guess LOL just know I will be silently furious at them, and I will continue to make educational content on TikTok. I will post as normal, but I will be blocking people who incite discourse with me. Engaging with schizos on a daily basis would destroy anyone's mental health. Even a true hater cannot always be hateful. anyway I got a moth I need to get adjusted to our shared life, and teach her the basics of streaming and content creation! Expect normal ass blog posts now

Space themed System ask game based on common fakeclaim "criteria" because these things are valid and cool actually

🛰-Do you have a large headcount?

👾-Do any alters in your system have typing quirks?

🚀-Does your system have any Non-human alters?

☄️-Is your system neurodivergent?

🔭-Does your system use neo Pronouns?

🌠-Do any of the alters in your system have dyed hair?

🌙-Are there any nonverbal alters in your system?

🪐-Does your system have Angry or "dangerous" persecutors?

💫-Do your littles use 'little-speech?'

🌌-Does your system have little to no amnesia between switches?

🌟-Does your system have fairly clear communication?

🌘-Do you have a large or complex headspace?

🛸-Do any alters in your system have exo-memories?

👽Does your system have any tics?

☀️-is your system bad at masking?

✨️-Do any alters in your system have an accent?

🌎-Do any alters in your system speak in a different language?

☁️-Does your system use things like pluralkit and simply plural?

⭐️-are you out about being a system?

This will probably flop but!!! I had fun making it<3

Endos and their supporters dni :')

meeting a freshly split, fully formed alter when you thought you were finally in a position of healing is disheartening and a little terrifying. but i'm going to try to make the most of it. I hate to be the type to admit that hate gets to me, but she's living breathing proof. The Entourage has received multiple death threats, rape threats, and constant harassment from the Endogenic community. It is nights like tonight that make me wish that I was an endo, and that I had control over this. but sadly, this is a real trauma disorder that people actually suffer from. I may give off a generalized "not give a fuck, I do what I want" energy, but I am still a trauma survivor despite my general tendency to throw caution to the wind when it comes to throwing myself into situations that can be harmful to my mental health. she is adamant on streaming, despite being non-verbal and an introject. but we'll see if we can make this work. she feels like she can be a valuable protector and I need to trust my system more. Alters split for a reason, and she has no desire to fuse at this time. We'll see how it goes, and we're going to determine as a system if we feel like she can handle the pressure. If so, we will allow her to run her own blog and stream at her comfort and convenience.

Why are there so many endos harassing you dangggg

Anyways I wanna say as a (relatively) uninformed singlet, your content helps! I like the DID or Delusion series. Keep it up I guess?

Ps: yeah I stole your take on endos that some of them may actually suffer DID but have forgotten their trauma.

Pps: roll out the kekw

I am glad you like it! I am too based for this community sometimes I swear LOL

Since you're too pussy to talk to me and decided to lie and block me, I have never been weird to an introject. I simply refuse to treat them like source.

this fictive hates being compared to source!

for those pissy about me "charging for stolen artwork" for my userboxes I use exactly what I am fucking given to make the userbox with. I charge 2$ to use my PAID graphic design software as a fun way to make income on the side as I am disabled and currently not in a position to work. Figured it was more ethical than doing a subathon.

PLEASE stop calling people schizos/delusional, and trying to trigger delusions. That is ableist towards people who actually experience delusions/schizophrenia, endos or not.

in my heart I am a true hater, I will make sure to do it twice as much now thanks

this user is at the end of their fucking rope and is now taking a goddam nap

thank you so much Valentine for your request! if you would like to request your own userbox, check out my kofi!