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One of the many stupid feelings humans are capable of having is the private, repulsive rage of seeing someone getting support and sympathy for a problem no one helped you with when you were having it, either because you didn’t have anyone or because it never occurred to you that you could ask for help. Suddenly the world seems to split into two – the realm that contains people like them, the connected and loved – and the realm that contains you, the miserable and the alone, who must suffer in solitude. This is sufficiently horrible that you grasp for reasons or world-understandings to make this reality acceptable, and a mentally available one is that it is superior to be in the miserable solitude realm, that the problem is one that should be solved with self sufficiency and dignity. That this other person is pathetic for being aided and loved when you were not. Scorn is more palatable than confronting the notion that you could have received aid (if you had made different choices or been luckier), that you desperately wish you could have been aided but were not. Scorn is more palatable than the howling hunger for things to have been different for you. So your mind chooses scorn.

It is also a bad place to be. Human existence is full of such traps.

you ever feel like you were born with something rotten inside you and if people get close enough they’re gonna find out

look at my fucking son btw. i'll never be able to use these icons because he never smiles genuinely so i need you to see them

fun facts : none of my muses are straight

yer gettin awful defensive fer someone who doesn't want Ratigan

whomever it was I was thinking about when I said that - which is not Ratigan , might I add - is none of your business.

Are ya sure it ain't just cause ya weren't thinkin about him when ya said that?

Because up until this point I haven't had to.

really? cause I ain't heard ya mention Dawson once yet until just now.

that "i need him" was directed towards dawson , actually. which is a whole separate conversation from the one I had about Ratigan.

An ya don't think it's suspicion to talk about needin another man after sayin it ain't gay ta have a framed picture of him in yer house?

sitting with his face in front of a fan. it's hot out there....

ask and thou shall recieve. handing gaster one purple reversible octopus plush

Ohhh.... taking this in its hands. Flipping it inside out to the angry one and back a few times. It is pleased with this offering. It's coming with it to the lab where it will be seen most.

Gaster, what's your favorite animal?

If I thought about it hard enough, I think I may say an octopus. They are somewhat strange creatures, but have many interesting qualities. I would like to see one some day.

welcome to HEROSPARADE ; a character study in HEROISM , BELIEF IN FREEDOM FOR ALL , and the ITS COST . ft. SONIC THE HEDGEHOG . selective , canon composite , and personal portrayal . written by LEGGO , sideblog to @aethergate .

i apologize for any replies i do owe rn, i've just been pretty caught up with life stuff !! hopefully i'll be able to get to them all soon - unfortunately not all of them are really itching at my brain right now, honestly i'm really wanting to start some new stuff up. i'll try and rb some memes soon! but i'll still be trying to reply to old stuff.

Luka, would you collect dolls if you could?

I haven't really thought of it before.. but now that I am, they are quite pretty! The ones with the intricate dresses sown together, and the detailing.. well, I'm not sure how much I'd actively seek them out, but I'm sure if I found one that really struck me I'd have no problem having one. Ones where the doll itself is sewn together, though, I think I would collect those!

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an independent and selective multimuse featuring a wide selection of muses ( one that gets added to every day ! ) writer is undy ; he . they . it . 20 years old.

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